posted April 22, 2011 01:09 PM            

But I am so sick of getting emails from Ami (whose Friend Request I DENIED... HELLOOOO?) and whoever about this stupid high school drama that has been created in this beautiful place. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND I DON'T ******* CARE OK??? It takes everything I have not to completely detest you because frankly, you have taken away something beautiful in my life... the only safe port in the storm. I don't mind change, I don't mind new people to love and get to know... but I expect new-comers here to do their research and get to know those WHO HAVE ALREADY MADE THEIR HOME HERE!!!!! I mean ARE YOU KIDDING?? We are the indigenous people and you just barge in and start determining how things are gonna be and if we embrace you it's fake flowery counterfeit love and if we resist it's all stick.
I expect new-comers to learn our ways and find acceptance among us... sharing their ideas for ways to add to and improve our community, but also respecting the truth of what is at our core WHO WE ARE which will not change unless it is brutally overthrown... which is what it feels like has been happening.

Anyway, I love you Randall and am indebted to you for life, but I can't support things the way they have become. I am going to take a short break and then come back and look at things with fresh eyes and determine if this is still the right place for me to share my love and spirit. Please look over SU for me, though it always seems protected by pixie dust anyway, and doesn't need much looking over. I will take a small break and wait for this aggressive transit to end and see what comes out in the wash.

I'm not adding anymore LL people to FB until I make my decision. Sunshine, my pic has Jesus with a Peep head, and I will add you, gf. Thank you for all of the times you stood by me and offered me shelter in the storms of my life. <3

I want to address one final thing in this post. For those who say things about not being in with the "in" group. This is what you don't get. There are those who are here every day and we slowly got to know each other and got closer to one another. You don't just get close to someone overnight because you post some hearts. It takes so many gentle interactions where you tentatively take a step without being intrusive and then you slowly earn trust. In time people get to know you because you share a thread about you and what's going on in your life and people who have noticed you read your thread because they want to get to know you more. They then talk to you about this problem you are sharing, if the spirit moves them. They support you in your time of need and then you always remember that deep kindness when you needed it the most. This is the way we have become friends. NOT just posting/spamming all over and blasting OUR opinions and making ourselves some obnoxious BIGGER THAN LIFE force on the boards. People who do that are so out of touch with the true quiet, gentle, calm, spiritual nature of LindaLand.

posted April 22, 2011 01:18 PM            

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We justify ourselves each time we take a breath...

posted April 22, 2011 01:23 PM            

I can see from what you alluded to you in your post though, that you guys clearly are not over it... and I am still being lumped into the "bad group"...

I figured that's what was going on anyways.

posted April 22, 2011 01:25 PM            

You know you have the keys to my heart

I wish I had solutions much less answers. It only takes one in any setting to disturb the general harmony of spirit. Life as we sadly know it.
You are a shining light here and life without Melody is a life with Mystics
Do take some "me" time and know you are loved by so so so so so many!

Hugs to you & your flower.

posted April 22, 2011 01:32 PM            

If you don't like my opinions, in particular, then what am I left to do? Be suffocated out by the indigenous people? That's the fair thing, Libra?

I don't like the tone in your post, and I especially don't like being referred to unspecifically and indirectly, as to allow greater range for insults.

I wish I'd seen the gentle and kind part of Lindaland when I got here... all I saw was a lot of flaming and criticising and controlling and excluding and then personal attacks on character - that had nothing to do with me, at all...

I, however, became the poster-child of all the hidden resentments going on, and the loss of structure, that I suspect was slowly decaying away beneath a thick veil of denial.

posted April 22, 2011 01:36 PM            

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Originally posted by juniperb:
Pluto, please let MM go in peace.

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posted April 22, 2011 01:40 PM            

Lets leave this thread as stands ok?

posted April 22, 2011 02:33 PM            

I hope you will re-think your stance.
We all can love one another.Some people we like better than others.
Some we don't like at all but there is a PLACE for everyone ,here (((Mystic Melody))).
There is a place for you if YOU will take it