posted April 26, 2011 03:59 PM
Yes, I am throwing a tempter tantrum, because I CAN, and because I have no one else to talk to to 
My second car, the one my mother *gave* me, the cruddiest of her 3 minivans that was supposed to be my wheels til I could save up to either buy a newer used car, or possibly fix my god-forsaken Camry, is making noises....Again I'm at my wit's end, and I am just sooooo tired of having transportation issues, so sick of this all I could put my fist through a wall, and I have NEVER done that...I'm not a violent person, but the urge to express this rage and frustration physically is too freakin' tempting!
It's been nothing buy a black-hole of expenses since we moved back up North, and this last Mercury Rx, while increasing my income flow and career opportunities, has just put the kibosh on getting anywhere in a timely or safe fashion. I finally may get ahead with my bills for the first time in 3 years with this new gig at a chiropractor's office, and this makes me happy relieved and excited to be helping people and making a decent living doing so...why does the transport side of it have to be soo hard? I feel like in spite of my continued optimisim (up to this point!) and moving forward, when all I've really just wanted to sit in the middle of the floor and cry is a tribute to my dedication to making the best of things, so what am I doing wrong? Why does it feel like I keep getting punished? Why am I attracting this into my life? I keep getting the humiity lessons when I've already eaten crow and given up my dreams, seriously, D*mn.
Then to top it off, as I am in the process of printing new pics for my "Vision Board"/Treasure Map/etc, the printer, all connected and everything, will not receive the signal to print! I send my document 10+ times and NADA...
I need a pep talk...or just time to wallow in my pity party...that'll do as well :'(
Lindaland
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posted April 26, 2011 03:59 PM
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