posted August 30, 2011 02:51 AM
Thank you Charmaine.
Oh gods I am losing it here.
Not trying to get pity but need to vent.
I am so fraking tired and drained.
His grandmother only died August 18th.
They both liked me and I them.
He is taking it very badly.
He cannot go to funeral in Florida.
He attempted suicide last year.
He has to see neurologist today because of the seizures and severe migraines which disable him at times.
Such fun since I am disabled.
It is hard having to live with him, my ex to be even though we are still great friends.
He is having a bad enough time getting used to my asking for a divorce.
Yeah his world is falling apart.....
but feels like mine is too.
LEXX to Enterprise
Beam me up Scotty.
I feel drained.
I keep wondering when will things get better?
The severe financial woes, the health woes....the shite just goes on and on and on and on.
I am soooo fraking tired.
And we both are sick and need to try and get into regular doctor in morning.
I need time to have a breakdown.
I have to be strong all the time for others.
LEXX is losing it a bit.