posted January 18, 2012 02:41 PM
I still have feelings for this guy, but I don't think it is love. It is more of goodwill and concern.Initially, I thought that he probably wasn't the right person for me. We clicked however. I thought that I had found the one. Some issues came up after a year. I found that I probably had to wait 5-8 years for him. He was also not career-driven. He wanted me to move over to his country, saying that he would support me. I knew he would have a problem holding a job based on his qualifications. I was unhappy about it and at the prospect of leaving my family. In addition to that, my heart told me he was not the one.
The arguments grew. I initially thought I could ignore my heart's message and work things out, but I was wrong. I don't want to wait for nothing. So I broke it off. I know I made the right choice listening to my heart, although it was painful for me and more so for him.