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Topic: Having so much passion (or something like it) to the extent that you might explode!
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carl Knowflake Posts: 1116 From: My soul is all over the world! (aka vagabond) Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 29, 2012 07:51 PM
Do you know what it is like?To not be able to explain? To not have the proper outlet? Energy does not always correlate with passion IMO. I will explain..Or try to Do you know what it is like to feel like you do not have enough physical energy to satisfy this deep seated passion? Like your body will wear out while the passion still runs. I think passion is not just physical..that is too simple. True passion is emotional somewhat mental and very spirtual. Do you know what it is like to have a large cap over a volcano that absolutely just wants to F-CKING explooode! (I do not mean that in a bad way, but just this deep tingling itch that wants to absolutely smoother, in a deep intense blanket.... Do you know what it is like to have a passion where even many powerful words, and all their synonyms just do not come within an inch of explaining the miles of passion wound up inside? That words are just too weak and a waste of time to even use to try to explain... Do you know what it is like to have so much passion that it might even serve as a health risk? All this passion bottled up is almost akin to a person keeping stress bottled up though I would think passion is a positive thing but ANYTHING bottled in can not.. Do you know what it is like to almost literally want to jump outside yourself? To..just...expand at many miles per second like a volcano..to be large enough to fit it inside...Do you know what it is like to have this passion running through you which makes you almost...move erratically as if you just need to start running to wear your body out enough so it is to tired to recongize the passion. Do you know what it is like to have so much passion...and not know how to properly explain it..to have no proper outlet and push yourself to remain reserved in a cold indifferent world? Not knowing how to express it but feeling this energy...Trying to repress it, run from it, else it consume you.
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T Knowflake Posts: 7158 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 29, 2012 07:54 PM
Yes.& it's not easy. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 37529 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 29, 2012 07:55 PM
quote: Originally posted by carl: Do you know what it is like?To not be able to explain? To not have the proper outlet? Energy does not always correlate with passion IMO. I will explain..Or try to Do you know what it is like to feel like you do not have enough physical energy to satisfy this deep seated passion? Like your body will wear out while the passion still runs. I think passion is not just physical..that is too simple. True passion is emotional somewhat mental and very spirtual. Do you know what it is like to have a cap over a volcano that absolutely just wants to F-CKING explooode! (I do not mean that in a bad way, but just this deep tingling itch that wants to absolutely smoother ..... in a deep intense blanket....um..do you know what it is like to have a passion where even many words, and all their synomyns just do not come within an inch of explaining the miles of passion wound up inside? Do you know what it is like to have so much passion that it might even serve as a health risk? All this passion bottled up is almost like stress though I would think passion is a positive thing. Do you know what it is like to almost literally want to jump outside yourself? To..just...expand at many miles per second like a volcano..to ..have so much passion...and not know how to properly explain it..to have no proper outlet and remain reserved in a cold indifferent world? Not knowing how to express it but feeling this energy...
What is it in relationship to Carl. Can you explain? Do you care to?
------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Sashar Knowflake Posts: 333 From: Alternate timeline future Registered: Mar 2012
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posted March 29, 2012 08:09 PM
quote: Originally posted by carl: Do you know what it is like?To not be able to explain? To not have the proper outlet? Energy does not always correlate with passion IMO. I will explain..Or try to Do you know what it is like to feel like you do not have enough physical energy to satisfy this deep seated passion? Like your body will wear out while the passion still runs. I think passion is not just physical..that is too simple. True passion is emotional somewhat mental and very spirtual. Do you know what it is like to have a large cap over a volcano that absolutely just wants to F-CKING explooode! (I do not mean that in a bad way, but just this deep tingling itch that wants to absolutely smoother, in a deep intense blanket.... Do you know what it is like to have a passion where even many powerful words, and all their synonyms just do not come within an inch of explaining the miles of passion wound up inside? That words are just too weak and a waste of time to even use to try to explain... Do you know what it is like to have so much passion that it might even serve as a health risk? All this passion bottled up is almost akin to a person keeping stress bottled up though I would think passion is a positive thing but ANYTHING bottled in can not.. Do you know what it is like to almost literally want to jump outside yourself? To..just...expand at many miles per second like a volcano..to be large enough to fit it inside...Do you know what it is like to have this passion running through you which makes you almost...move erratically as if you just need to start running to wear your body out enough so it is to tired to recongize the passion. Do you know what it is like to have so much passion...and not know how to properly explain it..to have no proper outlet and push yourself to remain reserved in a cold indifferent world? Not knowing how to express it but feeling this energy...Trying to repress it, run from it, else it consume you.
YES YES YES A Million times YES. What do I do with this? It's in me, how do I get it out? How do I get it out without destroying everything around me? Can I use it? What can I use it for? omg omg omg omg omg omg This is going to kill me and I can't even properly describe it. It feels like anger. It's not anger. It feels like sexual energy. It's not sexual energy. What is it?! How do I get rid of it, and jimminie cricket it's so freaking strong there must be a use for it. - That's ... passion? I couldn't even put a word to it, so you're at least a step ahead of me. If you figure out how to expel it, please kindly share. - btw, those questions aren't directed at you... they're my way of trying to explain it. edit: This post made me so happy I want to cry, and I'm not a crier. Someone "gets it". ------------------ Felines and dames in flames Will hardly serve my aims But in my dreams, it seems That my eyes are always shooting laser beams IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 647 From: The Etheric Realms.....Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.... Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 30, 2012 12:27 AM
Yes yes yes yes omg yes! However my disabled body constantly prevents me from fulfilling those passions. I post here, but aside from that.......... I barely can keep up with my everyday life. Many days posting here is about it. I am 57 now and wonder if I will ever be able to do what I want to do. Betwixt often severe knock me down pain, little spare time, lack of energy, and ongoing hardships, well.......... passion still screams within me to be expressed......... but I am so tired...... and live most of the time in a pain fog, and when able to get about, things are still not good for the most part and would take some serious miracles to become better. Oh well. Keep plodding on...... who knows what will happen next..... Sigh.................------------------ NumeroLexigrams ~I remember, therefore I am immortal ~Lexxigramer IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer Moderator Posts: 647 From: The Etheric Realms.....Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.... Registered: Feb 2012
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posted March 30, 2012 02:23 AM
Despite my gloomy sounding post above....... I say hold onto your passion(s). Passions whether ever fulfilled or not; keep me going on. I hope that made sense.------------------ NumeroLexigrams ~I remember, therefore I am immortal ~Lexxigramer IP: Logged |
Betty Boop Knowflake Posts: 3377 From: Betty Boop Land Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 30, 2012 03:46 AM
Carl.....................3 words: Taurus North Node. IP: Logged |
RegardesPlatero Moderator Posts: 4367 From: Storybrooke, Mr. Gold's Shop Registered: Sep 2011
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posted March 30, 2012 06:11 AM
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Sashar Knowflake Posts: 333 From: Alternate timeline future Registered: Mar 2012
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posted March 30, 2012 08:07 AM
For me it's just a feeling, not directed at anything not caused by anything (that I'm aware of). It'd be great if it was a passion for (something), because then I'd know where to channel it. But it's not, it's just there trying to get out but not sure where it's going. Then when I do find an outlet, even temporarily, I can't just let go of the reigns because then everything goes all pear shaped. But if I do reign it in even a little, I can't get it out quick enough that it provides relief. I've been sitting here for the past few years trying to figure out what to do with this... feeling. How to categorize it, how to use it (probably my Virgo fault). Can you imagine how erratic that's made my behavior in every day life? Ok, that's probably tmi. I don't think passion is quite the right word, but it's close enough to it. ------------------ Felines and dames in flames Will hardly serve my aims But in my dreams, it seems That my eyes are always shooting laser beams IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 2167 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted March 30, 2012 08:22 AM
Wow.I could have written this myself. I see you guys can relate, too! How fascinating, I always thought it was something weird and wasn't sure if other people experienced it. It's like something is inside of me, and it's very powerful, it wants to be released somehow, but I don't know how! I don't know what to do with this "sensation"; all I know is that it's there, deep inside, waiting to be unleashed.
((((Lexx)))) Betty -
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3 words:Taurus North Node.
quote: Originally posted by Sashar: For me it's just a feeling, not directed at anything not caused by anything (that I'm aware of). It'd be great if it was a passion for (something), because then I'd know where to channel it. But it's not, it's just there trying to get out but not sure where it's going.
I can so relate! I have a Virgo Moon and a 6th house stellium by the way. IP: Logged |
jesstar Knowflake Posts: 277 From: santa fe new mexico Registered: Nov 2011
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posted March 30, 2012 10:04 AM
dear carl and friends : the only time i feel myself feeling as described above ...is when i drink way too much yerba mate its a physical,mental and spiritual high all brilliant and bright and at times i feel i could leap out of my body and connect with the forces that surround me sooo since i cannot fly (although it feels like i could) ..i take to wandering and wondering and i walk like a champion and enjoy the feeling while it lasts . passion comes in may colors . life is good ------------------ "We'll go because it's Thursday,"he said,"and we'll go to wish everybody a Very Happy Thursday.Come on,Piglet" A. A. Milne IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 22232 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 31, 2012 11:54 PM
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