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Topic: Something That I Hope Will bring Us Together
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 24, 2012 06:37 PM
  
I know that we have fights. I think this is just normal for any community. LL is a very intimate community as we share our charts which are the blueprint of who we are imo. I don't think that a fight is "bad" or means something is wrong.It is just the ebbs and flows of life.
I wrote this on Sunday. I wanted to share it as it talks about eternal things and things that are on all of our minds as we all are mortal. If anyone has had a similar experience, please share it. Thom has helped me have much more peace in life. I realized what had happened after Thom came into my life, as I said. I wanted to share this with you  ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 24, 2012 06:37 PM
I Realized that I Saw My Son’s Spirit
By amiann | Published: April 22, 2012 I have had a strange set of experiences which has led me to this conclusion. I will start from the beginning which was my 21 year old son’s death. After that, I placed an ad for a Handyman. A man came into my life who could build a house from the ground up. He was a general contractor,licensed plumber, licensed electrician, professional painter and a top of the line handyman. Later, I found out he was a Born Again Christian. However, it does not stop there. He was a professional musician and singer with his own band. I started taking guitar lessons with him. A year later he sat me down and told me he wanted to tell me something. He said, ” I am a medium.” I was freaked out because I thought the Bible said not to commune with the dead. I thought my friend was wrong to do so. I tried to tell him but I knew he was not responsive so I dropped it. Meanwhile, when my friend was at my house, a few strange things happened. The guitar played itself while he was sitting across the room from it. I was in the other room grinding coffee beans so did not hear it. Another time, my friend said that the door to the porch opened itself. It has a push down handle which my friend said pushed itself down. I did not see this, either. My friend told me that my son had come to him in a dream with a message for me.. My son was upset about someone in my life. My son did not want me hurt by this person. Honestly, I dismissed what my friend said as I had the proscription of dealing with the dead. The Bible says that spirits from the dark side can do activities which make you think that you contacted a dead loved one. I chalked these experiences up to that. My friend asked me if I wanted to contact my son. I refused for the reasons I mentioned. A few years later, I met Thom who is on my FB page for my website. He has had four Near Death experiences. He went to Heaven. He begged God not to send him back but Thom came back. Thom wrote to me and told me that he was an odd ball Christian as I am. He is a Christian Goth. He told me about the Christian Goth movement and introduced me to the music. Thom told me that the Christian Goth Movement is just people who share their hearts with each other as we are supposed to do as Christians. As I got to know Thom more, I realized that he was the real deal. He had a true heart relationship with God. Thom told me about seeing spirits. I could receive this from him as I knew that he had an understanding of God which I could trust. Thom told me that spirits came to him. He did not call on them. That is the difference. I don’t think we are supposed to call on them as in a seance. That is when we could open ourselves up to the dark side. At any rate, I realized that I had seen my sons spirit. I saw the dark outline of a figure walk down the stairs from his room just as he always did. I saw it several times out of the corner of my eye. I think it walked as he did and was the same size and shape. I have had several experiences of a different nature that I may share, later. IP: Logged |
ariesdragon
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From: Jupiter
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted April 24, 2012 09:43 PM
Wow thanks for sharing that story ami. I can't imagine the loss you went through. I just found out 4 days ago that my friend died from her cancer at 29 yrs old. She really did try to fight it. I was shocked.  We used to live together with another friend and we did everything together. I think about her a lot and my aunt who also passed away from cancer too, about a year ago. Sometimes I think they're watching me which I don't mind except for bedtime or when I'm doing private things lol
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Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms.....Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat....
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 24, 2012 09:57 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I know that we have fights. I think this is just normal for any community. LL is a very intimate community as we share our charts which are the blueprint of who we are imo. I don't think that a fight is "bad" or means something is wrong.It is just the ebbs and flows of life.
I offer again my sincere sympathy for the loss of your son.  However......
I feel you started this thread because of my thread at Sweet Peas. Your sorrow and all your story above has nothing to do with the fight on my thread. I have nothing more to say,
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 24, 2012 10:54 PM
This was started before that. Lexx. You don't get me. I am not this awful person you see me as. I am flawed but I am kind of an open,vulnerable person. I can be a biaaatch at times. I am not perfect. At any rate, I am gonna kind of steer clear of you, for the mo. We seem to have a disconnect so I will respect that. I wish you well, as one person to another, but we should leave it at that xxx------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 25, 2012 07:58 AM
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Originally posted by ariesdragon:
Wow thanks for sharing that story ami. I can't imagine the loss you went through. I just found out 4 days ago that my friend died from her cancer at 29 yrs old. She really did try to fight it. I was shocked. We used to live together with another friend and we did everything together. I think about her a lot and my aunt who also passed away from cancer too, about a year ago. Sometimes I think they're watching me which I don't mind except for bedtime or when I'm doing private things lol
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 25, 2012 08:01 AM
I did not put this up for condolences to me, although I APPRECIATE every one. LL got me through this and has given me more love than anyone could know. I put it up to talk about life after death.I need to make peace with the concept of life after death.I need to do so, in order to live better in this life.I was more hoping for your personal stories about life after death. ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 25, 2012 03:43 PM
This is so strange but shows you HOW big God is. I shared my experience with Thom. I have come to accept that it is OK with spirits come to me etc.Today, a Christian girl called me who was seeing and talking to spirits and was afraid it was not OK with God.I told her about Thom so she could talk to him, too, Furthermore, she had hard life with her mother which included sexual abuse and she has healed from it, to a larger extent than I have ever seen in someone.
How supernatural is that? ------------------
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SpooL
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From: Toronto/Ottawa,Canada
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posted April 26, 2012 10:54 PM
Thanks for opening up Ami.I guess I should say something about myself also. When I was 17 I moved to Ottawa, my mom decided to leave a higher paying job for a less stressful job. I thought I had the world figured out only to find out Ottawa was completely different compared to the Toronto I remember, I still consider Toronto my real home thought. People in Ottawa aren't as friendly they interact with each other differently and because Ottawa kept a lot of its historical British roots a class system still exists. I have had a lot of obstacles put in my way living here, but almost every time I encounter an obstacle either someone or something comes in to help or guide me along the way. So I guess as much as I dislike the mentality in Ottawa. Ottawa has been a learning curve for me to realize that just as much as there are bad corrupt people in the world there are some people with good souls there just harder to find, but they do exist. I write this because I'm finally at the point that I'm almost ready to leave and move on to the next step. I've heard that no body is exactly stuck in a phase there just there for a time until they can move on to the next stage. I think I'm coming to the end of this phase. Of course time to time I do get upset about being here and think everyone is natural wrong, but almost every time something out of the blue changes my opinion on that. You the old saying god works in mysterious way, this could be what my entire experience in Ottawa is.
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted April 27, 2012 08:03 AM
Thanks Spool, Sweetie ------------------
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PixieJane
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posted April 28, 2012 04:13 AM
I've had some odd psychic experiences, including tulpas/spirit manifestations (once for sure, and I believe twice) and where I believe I (along with a couple of others) picked up what I believe was the "psychic imprint" of the victim of a serial killer, but no ghosts, ever. I've had a few odd dreams, but I'm not willing to go out on a limb to say those dreams were ghostly visitations (though I admit the possibility, as I see all of us engulfed in a psychic ocean and dreaming sometimes lets us glimpse the ocean beyond our own tiny island within it, and I've definitely had a few telepathic dreams). And I think I should have, especially after the death of my BFF, but nada for me (beside the dreams).
But I did have a very odd experience recalling past lives, one that was so intense that for years after I became a firm believer in reincarnation when I hadn't believed in it before (now I'm more agnostic about it as I consider other possibilities for why I experienced what I did rather than taking it at face value). It started as I was trying exercises to bring about full astral projection (and though I've had OOBE, I never got full or perfectly lucid control of it as others have described), but I had "vibration problems" where I felt a painful "tangle" in parts of my body, so a witch friend gave me some meditation exercises to clear myself of them. It failed to work several times but then one night, having only just started to try to clear the blockages, I felt it shoot up my spine and out of my head and this was POWERFUL, and I was overwhelmed by clear, lucid memories of multiple lives that seemed to affect me in this life. Interesting enough I've had memories of scores of lives over thousands of years, though no one of importance (the most important person I ever been was a priestess in a very rural village in I'd guess Scandinavia somewhere), and I seemed to die in childhood a lot, perhaps contributing to why I was scared growing up and often wrote stories of children surviving monsters as a child.
But the most powerful one, and presumably the cause of my blockages, was one as a French pirate. Interesting enough I'd tried a meditation to remember past lives a couple of years before (even though I didn't believe in it) and while it failed utterly I soon saw a glimpse of my own reflection in an abandoned store by the beach as a much larger person dressed from centuries ago (it startled me pretty badly) and I'd say I saw myself as that French pirate. This life was strongest, I got the most detail from it, and my "inner voice" even spoke French and in a male tone for a few hours after this happened. A particularly haunting part was that as this pirate I had 2 wives (who didn't know about each other), and the reason I didn't just give up my life as a pirate and settle down was because I'd have to choose one and I couldn't, especially as I had children from both wives and I felt a sense of obligation to both (I provided for both families well out of my piracy), though I feared what would happen should my sons insist on one day joining me and learning of my other family.
Our ship had a deal with the American revolutionaries to plunder British ships (which we hated anyway), or at least give word (ie, naval intel) on those we didn't dare attack (or were driven off), and in return we had safe ports and services by rebel controlled ports. But the British responded (at least for us) by bringing a seemingly harmless ship that we thought was carrying supplies but was a trap carrying armed and prepared soldiers and we were massacred. I was shot & stabbed before I got knocked overboard where I drowned and this life, unlike the others, I recall the immediate afterlife. I was staring down in spirit-form at the battle/slaughter and an overwhelming empathy for everyone fighting came over me. I felt the British hatred of us which was so similar to our hatred of them. And as my ego dissolved, losing any individuality I had experienced I saw all the evil the British and others had done to us; I saw all the evil we did to them (I was a ******* to many of them, helping to torture and kill prisoners, just as they did us, though we were all "eye for an eye" against each other): We were BOTH assured WE were in the right and WE stood for justice who made the wicked pay, but here I saw the horrid pain and fear of not only those of us ("us" now meaning pirate AND British) who died, but those who knew us; I saw their families, I saw the two women I was married to and our kids who would never see me again (and suffer without me providing for them) and much more....I shrieked in the raw pain of all the pain that I had taken part in and helped cause (one small consolation--no lungs, or I would've shrieked them raw). It was sheer Love/Empathy, and it was sheer Hell, worse than burning. My empathy was such that knowing that many of the British and others would have their own reckoning much like my own only made it worse as I'd become pure love, and their suffering was my suffering.
I had the certainty that one of my wives had reincarnated as my BFF who died and that the other wife will have also reincarnated and become present in my life and I fear some tragic end for her as well (though I hope clearing that pain from my astral body may prevent that).
Were the memories real, and part of my own as opposed to "downloaded" from some collective memory bank? If so, then I'M the ghost (the ghost of quite a few people, in fact). IP: Logged | |
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