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Ceridwen
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posted March 22, 2013 02:59 PM
  
Probably it does not interest anyone, but I just need to let it out.I am so so so so so hyper nervous.
I don`t know why this is though.
Itīs just a trip within Germany, and I am only seeing a musical (Aida), so nothing out of the ordinary for me. I do things like these often. But I just feel like I am having a million ants crawling hectically around in the pit of my stomach.
No clue why this is so. But I just am totally nervous.
Just wanted to get this off my chest.
Thank you for reading this post with no real informational content. And thank you Randall for providing a place where i can share it. 
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Faith
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posted March 22, 2013 03:30 PM
How about some chamomile tea?IP: Logged |
T
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posted March 22, 2013 03:38 PM
My first thought it's it's your intuition trying to tell you something. The gut, stomach is usually the first place it makes itself known in the body, or where most people get a physical intuitive sensation.Is it every time you think about going? Maybe you shouldnt go? I'm not sure, but hope you figure out why. Maybe after you go you will realize what it was all about.... best of luck.. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 22, 2013 03:55 PM
Thanks.I feel a bit better now. Still nervous, but okay. T,
yes, I think my intuition is trying to tell me something.
However, what I know very certainly is that I NEED to go; it is somehow supposed to be. Also, though I am very nervous, it is a good and curious feeling. IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted March 22, 2013 04:00 PM
I wish for everything to go well for you.{{{ hugs}}}IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted March 22, 2013 04:36 PM
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Originally posted by T:
My first thought it's it's your intuition trying to tell you something. The gut, stomach is usually the first place it makes itself known in the body, or where most people get a physical intuitive sensation.Is it every time you think about going? Maybe you shouldnt go? I'm not sure, but hope you figure out why. Maybe after you go you will realize what it was all about.... best of luck..
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charmainec
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posted March 22, 2013 05:29 PM
Hope you figure out what it is. Be safe and enjoy the musical.------------------
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Ceridwen
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posted March 27, 2013 03:43 PM
I totally did enjoy the musical. As for my level of nervosity, I guess on some level I knew it was a bit of a "test". Not the musical itself, but trying out my "new Self" or "becoming Self". The funniest thing is that even though I had to go out eating every night during the trip I managed to shed another 1,3 kilo. lol
So that makes it minus 16,8 now. I am quite proud of myself, though I have the feeling that the go-out-eating sessions will show next week on the scale  IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
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posted March 27, 2013 05:52 PM
Try Gaba. It will help settle your mind.
http://www.amazon.com/Foods-True-Amino-Relaxer-Capsules/dp/B0006U6IMI/ref=sr_1_5?s=hpc&ie=UTF8&qid=1364421004&sr=1-5&keywords=gaba IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 28, 2013 04:14 AM
Thanks AG,but I have used food for so long to alter my mental or emotional state, and I am very glad to not do it anymore.
There is a reason for every feeling I experience, and since as of now my feelings are intense, yet positive, I feel it is a good thing to learn to just flow with them. Besides I am already pretty calm again. IP: Logged |
listenstotrees
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posted March 28, 2013 06:42 AM
It sounds like the way your brain chemicals function. I hope you find a way to get them to work more the way you would desire. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted March 28, 2013 07:18 AM
But they DO work as I desire.
I guess I wasn`t too clear in my initial posting. Nervosity is not a bad thing to me at all, it simply shows that something`s "cooking".The worst mood for me is one of "staleness". I guess i can`t really conceal my firesign,emphasis in this regard.  Nervosity to me shows that there is something i need to pay attention to, something that is coming my way, heralded by my intuition, something to learn, some important step that if I take it, will make me cross selfinflicted boundaries. That is why I am being nervous. I am so used to get stuck in the old, because it is familiar, and am just a bit afraid of entering unfamiliar ground, cause I do not know what to expect. ON the other hand these have always proved to be the best and happiest experiences in my life. IP: Logged |
T
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posted March 28, 2013 03:48 PM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Thanks AG,but I have used food for so long to alter my mental or emotional state, and I am very glad to not do it anymore.
There is a reason for every feeling I experience, and since as of now my feelings are intense, yet positive, I feel it is a good thing to learn to just flow with them. Besides I am already pretty calm again.
I like that. Glad everything turned out well.  IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
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posted March 28, 2013 03:55 PM
I think I have a bit of ADD or something (never diagnosed). I generally enjoy the intensity of that nervous energy (Gemini Rising), too, but sometimes it gets a little out of control. Gaba's great for leveling out for a bit if need be. It's not a drug, nor habit-forming or anything, just something that will take the bite out of that edge...when you're want that. IP: Logged |
hippichick
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posted March 28, 2013 05:10 PM
I get the hee be geebies about flying and/or traveling as well.I really have to center myself and figure out IF this is a real "message" or just my mind freaking out! blessings! IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted March 29, 2013 06:15 PM
I know you are a very very psychicly-attuned and sensitive soul, Ceridwen... Doubting self right now...? Must be hard to decide if it's your 'intuition' that's working to "protect" you, or (a so-called) "just" errupting fear-scenario? You have a deeply talented and imaginative mind! And like I said, you're very psychic, too!Prepare for the worst... But EXPECT the BEST of all possible outcomes!  Wishing you safety, and a resolving rest for your soul! IP: Logged |
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