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Topic: Life is not worth it
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Natsukashii
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Registered: Nov 2011
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posted June 20, 2013 02:16 PM
  
HelloThe more I think about it the more I see that I end it all. But I'm a coward who doesn't have the guts and it would hurt my Brother and best friend who are possibly the only ones who really cares for me. It would break their heart. And my old dog would be left to possibly starve to death I was born illegitimately to a single Mom who struggled to bring us up. She gave us the best childhood she could but she couldn't be there all the time and a few neighborhood men saw fit to sexually abuse me at different stages of my childhood in her absence I was burgled a month ago and live alone in fear. Home is not the sanctuary it once was There is a woman at work who makes my life a misery every single day as do her cronies. And today after my third straight 12 hour day I told my manager that I'm going to be leaving I guess some people are not meant to be happy and every time I try to be something happens to destroy it I don't have the guts to kill myself but I feel like I am dying spiritually and emotionally instead, No need to respond Lindalanders. Just needed a place to express my thoughts Please excuse me if this is in any way innapropriate
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Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 42881
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 20, 2013 03:24 PM
I am sorry, dear Nat. Would you like to come on Sweet peas and talk more. I understand the kind of pain you are feeling and I want to help  ------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Natsukashii
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posted June 20, 2013 04:09 PM
I would like that, thank you Ami. I've tried being positive but every time I try to climb out of this hole the universe kicks me back inIP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted June 20, 2013 04:22 PM
Would you like me to re-post this for you in Sweet peas, dear?------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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juniperb
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From: Blue Star Kachina
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 20, 2013 04:33 PM
Moving to SPITR------------------
Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged.
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