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Aries Eagle
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posted January 22, 2014 10:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
After the severe bad reaction I had from some poisons (ssri and snri) that caused me Anhedonia. Me and my doctor discovered the cure for it after many trial and errors.

Days ago my doctor prescribed me an anti-parkinsonian med containing (Carbidopa/levodopa) in small doses as a last hope, and i'm feeling that anhedonia is starting to disappear!

After reporting the success to my Dr she got happy and told me we will do a plan for you to discontinue it safely and see how I will do after.

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posted January 22, 2014 10:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Congrats!!

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posted January 22, 2014 10:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
She is a genius doctor I love her!

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posted January 22, 2014 11:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
ssri? ... A.E., was it actually an ssri, or are you using the term broadly to describe all antidepressants or mood stabilizers?

The antiParkinson drugs cover side-effects caused by other 'types' of anti-depressants.... used for dyskinesia side-effects. I've been away from my knowledge of these for more than a decade now, but I'm wondering if they are making any new hybrid-type pharma drug-composites where they take an ssri and add-on an older type to it, under a new label.

A.E.? Have you overused hallucinogenic type (recreational) drugs that might have reached a toxic level in you? Too much tripping or cannabis could lead to anhedonia... and (I dunno) cause dyskinesias?

*I can alter this post after we're done here... if you want...

So good you're here.... I always enjoy your work, and your ideas!

ADD: 1114PM.... Ah, I see you added that 'other' hybrid set of drugs...

So GLAD you and your doctor will get you feeling tip-top as you can! Love you!!

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posted January 23, 2014 01:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey Mimi, I will reply to you after I return from the Marketing exam I have today wish me luck.

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posted January 23, 2014 01:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I wish you GREAT BIG LUCK!!! on your test, A.E. !!

SO proud of you!....

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posted January 23, 2014 11:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Back; Thank God it was an easy exam. Mirage your blessings was a good omen for me.

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ssri? ... A.E., was it actually an ssri, or are you using the term broadly to describe all antidepressants or mood stabilizers?

I foolishly accept all kinds of nasty poisons from my first **** [insert all the bad words in the universe here] doctor, from antidepressant to mood stabilizers and even antipsychotics for his stupid **** 5 minutes diagnosis which all approved wrong by more experienced doctors, he was a stupid third world doctor. I suspect that all these nasty poisons were extremely bad for my Dopamine system, I hate those poisons.

I'm highly opposed taking brain altering chemicals for trivial reasons like the first stupid doctor suggested.

The mind is more complex than the first stupid doctor 5 minutes diagnosis.

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A.E.? Have you overused hallucinogenic type (recreational) drugs that might have reached a toxic level in you? Too much tripping or cannabis could lead to anhedonia... and (I dunno) cause dyskinesias?

I'm the last person you would think who have addictive personality, I never used recreational drugs nor I drink alcohol or even smoke a cigarette!


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posted January 23, 2014 11:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Update:

* Fibromyalgia is getting better almost all the pains in my body is starting to disappear.

* Libido is getting back to base line like it was before.

* My blood circulation is getting better, my limps don't easily go numb now like they would after I was poisoned.

* My sleep quality has improved.

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posted January 23, 2014 10:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^ Oh A.E.! Thank you for explaining all that! wow... (

Glad your Marketing exam was a good one for you!

I understand about docs who view everything through an exclusive lens of 'the pathology' in front of them. That's so old world antiquated!! There is NO breath for spiritual or ascension experiences. Spiritual experiences are viewed as psychotic episodes... yeah! Sometimes they want to dope down the evolution of humanity because they can't explain what's happening to a person. The new paradigm of Universal Spirit has NO room (or space) in their world. They're still hacking their probes and chemical knives into human brain matter.... Their 'findings' are still a huge clumsy 'experimenting' with innocent vulnerable subjects. ugh! we haven't come far from those nazi days of inhumanities.... Psychiatry and psychology have devolved... what's worse? Is that "THEY" don't 'realize' it... And because they think they 'do no wrong' they KEEP hurting new waves of souls whose wiring was made to be 'different' than what they see and TRY to medicate away!

It would be cool for teachers to rise up and begin to teach the ascension symptoms! These "mimic" what the old shrinks will label as pathology. Now, it may BE pathology for a few.... but certainly, with ALL THE NUMBERS OF PEOPLE who are being prescribed dangerous pharma right now, and WITH their having to tweak and tweak? Isn't that a sign that 'It's not working'?... and That SHOULD tell them they have to back away and re-think this whole thing through from the FOUNDATIONS....

((How old are you A.E.? (I'd love to get your birthdata someway.... You could send them to Randall, to send to me? Or is your chart already posted?))

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posted January 23, 2014 11:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The first doctor was a crazy person, btw my family sued him and I swear if I see him again he may seriously get hurt.

All I care about now is I really feel soo ROOOAAAARRRRR

Here is my chart http://imageshack.com/a/img546/9982/e5x.gif

What do you think of my new signature?

Take care,
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posted January 23, 2014 11:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarlightSmileSupreme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I can't take SSRIs either!
Glad you are feeling better now!

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posted January 24, 2014 04:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
... I'm exhilarated that your family saw through him, and as a unit they took right-action against a bad man. wow!

... Your chart is SO awesome! You have a download of 'graces' and indications of sooo much potential and talents. Genius! Big beautiful aspects.

In your new signature you have chosen swords... The first "thought" that came to my mind (just looking at the "picture" of the whole chart) was that of one upright sword-- the one that's called "Excalibur" (from Arthur/Merlin legends). All that astrological Cardinal energy in the chart on your points fits the idea of you as a type of leader-commander-- A strong inward beautifully-sensitive man, someone humble and deserving of MUCH respect....

Who knows?... perhaps I remember you from a past life, heh-heh...

"Venus quintile Uranus" -- We both have it in common. Venus (likes) uber-creative ideas that come out of no where like brilliant lightning flashes... You have Uranus in your 3rd House (like Einstein did! haha).

And you have many other quintiles and biquintiles in your chart (the 'natural' inborn talents and graces bestowed upon you this life).

Your 24626 Astrowizard (aviation, space travel, astronomy) is ON my own Moon.

Your 529 Preziosa is with my Angel-Vertex, in tiny orb of my UranusCancer.

Your muse of "music, and worship rituals" 33 Polyhymnia is on my own 9499 Excalibur (sense of mission, chosen) in early Leo.


... A.E., Your highly intuitive nature and ability (with all kindness) has blessed me! Your calling me by a special nick-name you chose for me (and relevant with my own birthname, and own social nick-name) fits into a surreal solid multiple-layered significant way synthesized between your chart and mine... (holy cow!!)

Your "choice" of "swords" for your new signature also reminds me of the HUGE Angels who bear glowing swords and who guard the Gates as told in the biblical story of ousting of Adam and Eve from the Garden of Eden.

ON YOUR BIRTH DATE, in 1987, I had a surreal nighttime dream. I was walking along in space (universe)... just walking along an invisible plane. Suddenly I began to lose my footing. Invisible space was actually curved like a Jurassic invisible big riding saddle, and I started to slide down then roll down a deep space hill. I landed at the bottom, in a valley, at a ranching fence, and found myself at the feet of two GIANT angels each with FLAMING swords (like the pink-orange fire glow of our rockets fired into space). Each held their swords laterally (horizontal to each other, crossed across the midline of their body). I asked what this was (with uncharacteristic boldness).

At this point they had a conversation with each other in front of me. Said something in a non-attached way about the question of one (me) 'being worthy' and the possibility (somewhat doubting, but possible) that I could be 'allowed' passage beyond where they stood. ..... I woke up from the dream.

(Wrote it down, but I cannot seem to locate that particular volume of my dreams journals right now--- I started collating my journal writings and momentos several years ago and seems it MESSED UP my whole index system. I know they are there, but mislabeled... whattta t-Neptune 3rd and t-Uranus 4th MESS! *wimpering*---- so not like my 'usual' instant access of all papers since 1975. It's there, but fog bank to me.)

On April 13, 1987-- a week later-- I had one of the most "transformative" conversion experiences in my life. Changed my life forever. It was an initiation. Morphed from having a dream into BEING in an event.... Still significant to this day.

So thanks for showing me your chart, A.E....

Your life, and your relating, means more to me than you'll know.

The universe actively watches over me (and you), surely...

(music) Eric Whitacre, "Robert Frost- Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening" w lyrics (Sleep) [5:25] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDH5R_BgheI

"Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening."
ROBERT FROST [text]
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

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posted January 24, 2014 05:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by StarlightSmileSupreme:
I can't take SSRIs either! ...

Oh no, Starlight!.... I can relate. They tried to give me those in the late 1990s. Made me hallucinate! oh yeah, Neptune for me!! I don't have 'usual' reactions to pharmas... (I'm spooky! haha) They say with ME, that 'less is best'.... I must manage my own 'states' on my own.

My worst problem (which I know must be obvious) is narrowing down vision to 'concentrate' on what I'm doing. Slowing down can actually make me be faster (and, more accurate)~~~ yes, good ole Neptune!! *sigh* (I live with it, and must make the "supreme" efforts.... sorta lucky for me (not?) is that I'm a 'natural' workaholic, *LOL*.... When I was in the job-world, my bosses would have to BEG me to go home! (Had to set my own alarm to break my concentration and get ready to leave for the day.) When I am able to "find" that flow-zone, I tend to NOT want to leave and will ride it and ride it. It's because it takes such HARD work for me to get me there---, but once I'm in it, I can really produce. Love being able to produce with efficiency!

Great to see you!

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posted January 24, 2014 05:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarlightSmileSupreme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by mirage29:
Oh no, Starlight!.... I can relate. They tried to give me those in the late 1990s. Made me hallucinate! oh yeah, Neptune for me!! I don't have 'usual' reactions to pharmas... (I'm spooky! haha) They say with ME, that 'less is best'.... I must manage my own 'states' on my own.

My worst problem (which I know must be obvious) is narrowing down vision to 'concentrate' on what I'm doing. Slowing down can actually make me be faster (and, more accurate)~~~ yes, good ole Neptune!! *sigh* (I live with it, and must make the "supreme" efforts.... sorta lucky for me (not?) is that I'm a 'natural' workaholic, *LOL*.... When I was in the job-world, my bosses would have to BEG me to go home! (Had to set my own alarm to break my concentration and get ready to leave for the day.) When I am able to "find" that flow-zone, I tend to NOT want to leave and will ride it and ride it. It's because it takes such HARD work for me to get me there---, but once I'm in it, I can really produce. Love being able to produce with efficiency!

Great to see you!


Great to see you, too

For me, the SSRI was like legalized crack taken orally instead of smoked or whatever. It was awful. Made me lose weight and it was like being on a stimulant big time. Never slept, always thinking and weight loss. When I stopped taking it, there were side effects, too, irritable mood and lack of concentration. It did nothing to relieve my anxiety. I was pretty much the same person except one on a stimulant of some kind. It was just weird. Not what I expected. I thought I would take it and enjoy being around people. It would be a cure for being withdrawn. I didn't experience it that way. I am typically very quiet and withdrawn, spaced out and daydreaming a lot of the time. I have intense ADD.
My CNS is so funky I should not have relied on a drug in the first place. Mine is strictly organic.
So, that was my number one mistake, trying to treat an organic matter with something that elevates chemicals in the brain. My mother did the same thing, tried to fix the organic matter with medication which could be partially why I have so many anxiety issues today. I dunno though.
What's organic is organic and cannot be fixed unless gene splicing or transplants are involved. Stem Cell introduction which is another controversy all on it's own.
My main symptons are wobbly coordination, so people always think I am on something when I'm not, depression/anxiety and ADD. Sometimes I have confused states where I can't piece together what's happening around me especially if it's out of the ordinary or weird, like, for instance, let's say someone steals a pen or something right in front of me where I can see them. It won't dawn on me that's what they are doing until maybe a few days later when I randomly remember the event and then I think he stole that pen can you believe it?
I know a pen is trivial but it could be anything. Sometimes I am keenly aware though, like when some thieves tried to steal this Firebird while I was waiting in my car. I could see them and called the cops, told the manager of the movie theater. So it's not always the case, just sometimes.
Once, in college, I thought I was in one of my classes but realized ten minutes later while role was being called I was completely mistaken, totally in the wrong place! I was so embarrassed and left asap, out the door, hoping no one noticed me. I always really embarrassed about these mistakes, too, like it's the worst, most stupidest thing in the world anyone could ever do.

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posted January 24, 2014 07:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^ whoah! omg!! ... How fascinating, Star.... I can imagine how terribly you've been treated by the old-world antiquated philosophies! And specially, when "they" can't relate or problem-solve, then "YOU" become the "problem"....

Actually? Perhaps it's when a person starts 'believing' that there's something "wrong" (not just-different) and have no solid self-validating supporters that it can begin to harm your Soul. (Thank God A.E. has his family who believes in him! heh!!)

What do you mean when YOU say 'organic'? Is it more like 'wiring'~~ how there seems to be people wired with circuitry they haven't 'discovered' in the hard sciences yet? (ahem! I DID see the note that you hail from Neptune! )

I would like to see your chart VERY much!...?? (PLUS, how is asteroid Hypnos situated with your chart?) Also Whiterabbit, Paracelsus, Houssay, Kafka, Abstracta, & 1999-TD-10? Are any of these conjunct a traditional planet, points, BML, Varuna, asteroid Lilith, Juno, Ceres, Pallas, Vesta?
Especially in water +/or 8th?
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(I just noticed that you didn't sign up on our Hera's calendar of 'Happy Birthdays' List??.... ) http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum25/HTML/004442.html

Studying "Consciousness" has been at the core of every one of my passions-- through everything I've been drawn to! I want to Know it intimately, and this is bliss and quest to me...

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posted January 24, 2014 07:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarlightSmileSupreme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

*edit*

Notice Eris is conjunct the descendant :s

Kafka and Hypnos aren't conjunct anything, both are in Cancer in the tenth house.
White Rabbit is not conjunct and in first house Libra. They make trines, sextiles, quintiles and biquintiles. Do those count with the asteroids?

Organic refers to the structure of the brain rather than it's chemical composition, like Dopamine or Serotonin.

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posted January 24, 2014 08:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
^ Got it Star... plug in the asteroids and let me know if hypnos (or any of those others apply?)...

Interesting is that I'm finding people with Libra Ascendants these days!

Astrologer Anne Massey (c 2006, book on VENUS, LlewellynPub) says this about contacts between Venus and Neptune...
p.107 "Neptune is linked to illusions, dreams, spirituality, and idealism. It can be deceptive, ilsolating, and disconnected from reality... Neptune is linked to hallucinations, drugs, and bliss." ... "Neptune sensitizes us, so we are more likely to have allergies to food or medication and to be more prone to want to escape reality." Star, your Neptune was transited by Venus in mid-December 2012... Ms Massey says that t-Venus conjuncting your Neptune could mean that "This could awaken dormant talents linked to the planet Neptune" (cool, eh?) With harsh aspect to Saturn (I do too) we have to learn to 'accept' ourselves, and others, for who we ARE and not what we are able to 'do'....

Lord, give us faithful true friends, loving and unconditional acceptance-- inside and outward. Help us ALL accept each other equally, being worthy just because we 'exist' and we are all Human-born.

831pm -- Just saw your revision... oh cool !
838pm -- There's Varuna & BML, Child, & Jupiter jumbled all into your tenth by transits right now....

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posted January 24, 2014 08:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarlightSmileSupreme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks Mirage!

I have food allergies and escape by going to the movies on a regular basis. Neptune enters my life a lot because he is energized by the moon and it aspects natal moon/Neptune by transit quite often since it moves so quickly. Having Neptune in strong aspect to Mercury or the moon is very dynamic because these planets transit quickly and often.

Most the time I don't have good experiences any kind of drug or medicine unless it's very basic, like Aleve for pain relief. I can take antibiotics, no allergies there

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posted January 24, 2014 08:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It's fun trying to learn astrology here... thanks for helping me learn by sharing your chart! (Have to go now... chores to do).

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posted January 26, 2014 02:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries Eagle     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks for your kind words dear Mirage, I enjoyed reading your interpretation of my chart I really appreciate it.

SSS you're welcome, consider it your thread.

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posted January 26, 2014 01:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for StarlightSmileSupreme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Thanks for your kind words dear Mirage, I enjoyed reading your interpretation of my chart I really appreciate it.

SSS you're welcome, consider it your thread.


Thanks, A.E. I appreciate that

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posted January 27, 2014 07:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted January 31, 2014 06:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Good that there are still some awesome docs left.

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