posted September 18, 2014 11:39 AM            

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Aries Moon square Cap Pluto, sesquiquadrate Leo Mercury...with Mercury as the apex.

Stressful emotions (moon/Pluto) being suppressed or controlled by Mercury for the sake of self-advancement (Leo, 11H)? Sounds difficult, but if you consider it like a kind of communication boot camp, where you really have to analyze your moods and consider what to say and what to suppress, it could pan out well in the future. Everyone constantly has to make those choices, and being more and more aware of the effects of revelation versus concealment increases social power.

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Especially this one. WOW. Yes yes yes, I think this is a good lesson in communicating what I'm feeling, instead of suppressing everything not to ruin the mood and such. Once I found out about my dependency issues and joined that support group, it really opened my eyes. It's true, I can't just keep downplaying everything for the sake of the good atmosphere and then expect people to still check up on me and stuff. It's scary to be so... blunt, I guess. But it's getting easier now that I've moved to a new place with tons of flatmates in the same building. [11th house probably?]

Now I've got to ask, cheeky or not, but can you see a possible new relationship coming this year?

Lol like the comment on marrying. That's one step too far for me, but as I've been working on me for the last couple of months, I wonder if it's the right time now and my solar chart can tell. I do have emphasis on the 5th and 7th house and Venus is in the public 10th house conjunct Jupiter and all. ^^