posted August 25, 2014 08:44 AM            

My Venus in Capricorn always always always wants to do the "right" thing, that which is appropriate (unless my Aqua Moon and peregrine Uranus step in and usually onto other people`s toes. lol), and my Venus in Capricorn hates being thrown in situations when she does not quite know the "code of conduct".
And having to react in some way, not knowing if it will be the right or wrong way, because SOMEONE - again- pushed me into that "I have no clue what to think of it or how to react appropriately"-corner, did I mention AGAIN - is that his new favourite past time or something? Let`s push Ceri a little more to see just what will happen and how she is going to squirm? -

Anyway, sorry for the confusing telling, but I am just glad that apparently I did not do anything wrong.

And seriously, I am nearing 40, I am a grown up and usually pretty independent, I should not give a damn about if what I do, say or write is "convenient" for someone else.

Did HE really think about MY convenience by steamrolling all over my life?
No, certainly not.

posted September 11, 2014 07:53 AM            

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Remember, love can conquer the influences of the planets....It can even eliminate karma.

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posted September 11, 2014 11:57 AM            

I was just having a melodramatic moment back then.

It was really nothing at all.

Well, 3 weeks ago on the concert, Mr Sag thought it was a good idea to get off stage - during the show-, come straight towards me and ask me for my name.
Again. lol
(He might not remember, but he already asked me 3 years ago, and no, I do not think he even remembers it).

And when I said my name, he commented on that that he already knew cause we "know each other".

(which was a newsflash to me Well I know him certainly, but for some reason I always think the minute I walk out of a door everyone forgets I even was there to begin with, and I certainly do not expect a performer who must be meeting myriads of people who allt hink they are SO important, to remember me).

Anyway, the day after that when I commented on the show on his facebook (I liked the show. lol), I also added that I was curious if he would still remember my name at the next concert.

Well for some reason I thought then that it might have been a little too much, I mean I cannot force anyone to remember me, right?