posted November 19, 2010 01:56 AM         

I am trying to think about the 8th house. It represses planets.
The planets have to dig out of being "buried".
They have late maturation, you could say.
I know you have an unaspected Saturn.
An unaspected planet is like a latent genius.
It is like Helen Keller,if you will forgive the analogy.
Incredible beauty and talent was locked some place.
Perhaps, it never would have come out but it needed a strong "push" of some sort in order to do so.

I can't fathom what an 8th house Saturn would feel like.
Btw, Saturn and Uranus are the best planets to have unaspected.
It strengthens their positives.

The unaspected Saturn becomes a person of sterling character

posted November 20, 2010 01:48 PM         

Well, Saturn is restrictions, limitations, karma and the work we have to do in this life so having mine in my Scorpio 8th house has definitely been an interesting ride.

My modus operandi was to use sex just for pleasure, and that only. Harsh to say I was worse than a womaniser who can't keep it in his pants.

But I was never a skanky sl/ut..always held onto my dignity and self respect and made HIM (whoever it happened to be at the time) the skanky sl/ut who'd be lying in bed in the wet patch while I'm making a hasty exit.

It took me awhile to realise my patterns. As soon as it was over, I just wanted to get the hell out of there. No hugging or cuddling or talking. Nope, gotta go..bye!!! Don't call me, I'll call you!!

Other ppl get their thrills from extreme things like skydiving or bungee jumping or going backpacking across some 3rd world country. Not me. I always got my thrills from sex and drugs (and rock and roll) HAHAHA

The sad thing was, all I wanted was a proper human intimate connection but 99% of the time during sex I find that I'm disconnected from my own body, hiding in my mind wishing for it to be over.

I thought I'd get sexual empowerment out of it, being from the "Sex and the City" generation but sadly, it doesnt work all fun and perfect, like a game like it does for Carrie and Samantha.

It was only when I left an abusive relationship and got into stripping that I discovered female and sexual empowerment. But that game got boring too, after awhile and I needed that sense of fulfillment from an internal source, such as my higher self rather than an external, disposible source like pleasure which you can only get through drugs, alcohol and sex.

I wanted to experience REAL joy and REAL bliss.

Guess you can say I'm the original wild child, but I always had my head screwed on tight and doesn't matter how off my guts I have been, I've still always got my mental sharpness and awareness.

Now that i'm older, everyone looks up to me. Even people older than me. I think its because of how I've integrated my life experience and how I've come to use it as something positive that I embrace and cherish.

Yeah, a lot of bad, dark, unhappy times but to understand life in all its entirety, you gotta walk on the wild side and maybe play with fire, if only to get burned and learn something from it.

Gotta say though, Saturn hasn't restricted the amount of sex I've gotten..maybe restricted the quality.

With Saturn in the 8th, he also restricts orgasms. Cant have them from sex unless the souls are truly merged, and that's only happened maybe 3 times in my life? And that's nothing compared to all the sex I've had lol Sad, really.

But, having said that..Saturn in the 8th also restricts STDs. I've never had one in my life and I'm anal about my health.

I would love to be a teacher one day. Maybe all this actually means something.