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Topic: A Good Reason
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centaurbythesea Knowflake Posts: 34 From: The Desert Registered: Apr 2011
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posted August 19, 2011 08:32 AM
Plutosqaured, and others, I just want to let you all know that I still intend on telling my story with BPD..Right at the time I posted the topic "Plutosquared" a very abusive presence entered my life. My room mate and occasional lover started emotionally abusing, trying to control, and manipulate me. When I forced him to leave my home he started stalking me. He knew my history of mental illness and used it against me by telling me that if I wasn't with him then he would cut himself. It was sick. He is gone now, and thankfully moved out of state...As a result of this difficult situation I was unable to find the emotional strength or energy to do anything that was important to me, like being here..He wouldn't even let me knit while we watched TV because "I didn't pay enough attention to him." This is all trivial info, I suppose, but it feels good to type it up-to vent a little (venting's almost over, promise!) He was an Aries with Aries Moon. I'm a Cancer with Cancer Moon. You can imagine! Don't get me wrong: my mother is also an Aries with an Aries Moon, and I am devoted to my Mother (she is the most amazing woman in the world, in my opinion ) Isn't interesting how the negative and positive aspects of a sign can manifest from person to person? I am free and well and unharmed now. And thanks to this man I met my twin soul sister and have never been happier. I have a full and intensly loving family for the first time..but I digress!I am eager to share my story with BPD and read what you all have to say-especially Plutosqaured because of your obvious interest in it, but I am equally enthused to discuss it with anyone who is interested here. Thank you all for your patience--thank you all for being a supportive community that I may safely retreat into (beats the Cancer Shell of Silence)! I can't tell you how often this sight has comforted, soothed, and simultaneously stimulated me. I will finish my story on the old topic, or if preferred, I will post it here. Light and Love to you all! ~Centaur by the Sea IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18645 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 19, 2011 08:35 AM
Please go on.I want to hear and I know others do,too. I am sure I will be able to relate I will be awaiting your response IP: Logged |
NickiG Moderator Posts: 4113 From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann Registered: Jul 2010
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posted August 19, 2011 11:30 AM
ok, i really need to stay out of Sweet peas i'm always so tempted to click on the thread with problems people are talking aboutnot that its a bad thing centaur, its just i want to help but often times i just dont know what to say because sometimes people go through things that i'v never experienced and i strongly believe that people can only give you the best advice if they'v gone through it themselves i give you all the love and support i have centaur ------------------ I once saw a sign that said "sin is death" but if "all deaths are suicide (linda goodman)" and suicide is sin, then shouldnt "death is sin" be more appropriate? when organic is used to describe food then you know we have come to a dark age in history IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18645 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 19, 2011 02:47 PM
quote: Originally posted by NickiG: ok, i really need to stay out of Sweet peas i'm always so tempted to click on the thread with problems people are talking aboutnot that its a bad thing centaur, its just i want to help but often times i just dont know what to say because sometimes people go through things that i'v never experienced and i strongly believe that people can only give you the best advice if they'v gone through it themselves i give you all the love and support i have centaur
May you never have to experience most of the things we talk about her Sweetie IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18645 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 20, 2011 03:53 PM
Would you like me to look at your chart in Personal Readings Sweetie? Would you like to talk about it and see if you can get more insight in to yourself? If so, please feel welcome to do so!IP: Logged | |