posted November 27, 2009 05:50 PM            

This is going to be a very long post and I may divide it into a number of posts in this thread to make it easier to read. If so, please feel free to comment between the posts without worry of interupting me.

I have been dealing with a horrible circumstance in my life for over a year and I seem to be without options for keeping it from hurting me further other than going to the police or whatever measure is necessary to make it stop. If anyone has any ideas how I can make it stop, please tell me.

I will try to explain this as clearly as possible, please feel free to ask for clarifications.

I have been stalked and harrassed on the internet by various people for over a year now. Some of the people have seen to it that the stalking and harassment has infiltrated my life offline.

The stalking and harrassment takes three basic forms. The first, violent people who I have had virtually no or no contact with online or off for a year or more who obviously believe I wronged them in some way that justifies their stalking and harrassment. The second, obsessed people who stalk just as vigilantly with a conviction that I want or need their "help" with various issues of my own that I at one time or another sought insight on in internet forums. The third, people who believe I am special in some way, spiritually gifted or whatever and obligated to teach or show them things or whatever.

It has been going on for too long, all of it. I cannot be patient with it anymore. I'm tired of warning people to leave me alone. I have tolerated it too much. I'm done.

I've done everthing I can to make sense of why it is happening and why people will not stop.

Here is my chart if anyone would like to look with me in astrological terms at the situation I am describing

posted November 27, 2009 06:45 PM            

It has to be stopped now. I have to stop it. It is not only a matter of how insanely long it has been happening but also because this time in my life makes it very clear the damage it is doing to me, what it is taking not only from my own life but now also the lives of people close to me.

Pretty much everyone in my offline life who is close to my family is saying my father is going to die soon. Most days I cannot even open my email accounts without encountering something from someone intending to harrass me (it goes without saying that new email accounts do not help, most of them are new and were created in hope of stopping it). This is an example, and for over a year my life has been filled with examples. Examples of the behavior of people so relentless that I cannot do something as human as facing what may be the death of my father without simultaneously having to deal with forever increasingly devised attempts of people at harrassing me. People so intent on hurting me that they do. People so intent on "helping" in ignorant ways that I don't know if anyone could be expected to be immune from the distracting quality of. People who think I'm so "special" that amidst their fascination with me I feel like I can barely breathe. What human being on the planet needs any of that when their father is dying? In a time like this it is so very evident what people are capable of taking from the quality of another person's life through such behavior. In a time like this it is so very evident how selfish and blind people can be.

I have had to face situations of having to stay away from or of being turned away from people who could help me, potential roommates or friends or employers, in order to protect the integrity of their lives from being affected by the harrassment. It does not take a rocket scientist to know those are sometimes intended consequences of harrassment, it does not take a genius to know that a person could eventually die of such consequences, and it does not take a psychologist to know then that I have been enduring the intentions of homocidal people no matter whether they are being deliberate or carelessly compulsive to the point of culpability.