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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 10:41 AM I have come to this point in my life where I can see evil, finally. Evil is LIES. The obvious evils is bad, of course, but one can see it, at least. The hidden evil may be the worst, in that you doubt yourself. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 10:56 AM Even in my Astrological readings, I will not accept clients who will not face themselves. I have turned away quite a few people, as I could tell that they did not want to face who they were. That is not my way of doing the charts. I suppose I love the truth so much because I believe all emotional illness, bar none, is based in lies. If anyone could face himself, he would be emotionally healthy. I suppose the worst part of it are those people who lie to themselves and must make others lie so THEY can keep up the false front. That is the worst evil to me( not to discount actual rapists and killers, of course) That hidden person destroys innocent lives as that hidden person is a lie, in and who they are. I suppose I have learned how to deal with it, finally. That has been my journey. There is a time and a place for everything. There is a time to cast away evil in a violent form. That time has finally come, for me. I have made that journey, now. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Saraintheski Knowflake Posts: 661 From: Registered: May 2011	posted August 30, 2012 10:58 AM Hmm I believe evil is using people to your own advantage and having control over people using people who just want to help who trust that you , not only Lies. Evil is whatever makes us turn our backs on ourselves it is an energy not an only an act .I think everything is a vicious cycle , I still have compassion for people who are so far up their own a$$es that they force beliefs/take out anger on innocents with violence it's as if they lost total humanity they are only putting a bigger burden on their souls. What kind of Lies exactly Ami? Sometimes it can be scary to tell the truth everyone holds something back , or just complete lies where someone makes up a pity story to entrap someone? IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 11:04 AM I mean the kind of person who hates you, purely from envy, and tries to destroy you. You did nothing to that person. They hate that you have traits they don't like warmth, a good personality, success and popularity. I, like everyone, am blessed with certain traits that God uses in my life. I am finding my own special traits. Everyone has his own. The evil is when someone wants to take you down because you have yours, rather than find their own. Instead of owning this about themselves, their OWN envy, they try to destroy you. Even in my own, very limited success, I am finding this. This is what I am finally facing My point is that I would not deal with it, head on, before. Now, I do. Now, I can. I am strong enough, now. I can face these traits of envy in someone. It is a malicious kind of jealousy. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Saraintheski Knowflake Posts: 661 From: Registered: May 2011	posted August 30, 2012 11:09 AM Yes jealousy is a horrible trait often it plagues me but it is mostly from disappointment in myself never to the point of harm nor would I want to watch someones life turn to shambles , Jealousy/pride and looking down on people and closing off people before getting to know them is the opposite of compassion and being truly compassionate is my mission in life although hormones and depression rage often muddle that. IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 11:35 AM Sara If you have to deal with a Malignant Narc as a child, you KNOW there is evil, but no one will admit it. Actually, the only thing that MAKES it evil is that it is hidden. If the person could come out and say, "I am jealous", it would not be evil, by definition. If the person could admit flaws, it would bit be a case of evil. The denial of any flaws is what makes it evil. In fact, I just talked to my mother after 7 months and she denied the sexual abuse of me. She is a praticing therapist, too. So, you can see why I hate this kind of hidden evil so much, I would rather someone have the courage to knife me, directly, than be so hidden. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 11:43 AM i think I have finally come to the end of the road with this. If someone perpetuates evil on me, I will cut off the head of the snake. I suppose that has been the purpose of my journey I have talked about so much on here--self defense. I not not an aggressive kind of person, but it is my defend myself. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 11:49 AM The deal is that everyone has a flesh, as the Bible calls it. It is one's ego. Everyone has one. Everyone can be pulled to dark things. We all have a Nessus, which is the asteroid of abuse, where the abuser cares nothing about the people he hurts. Some people are called on to deal with evil more, such as if they have a prominent Algol. However, all of us must face it, ourselves, first of all LEST we become like the Mal Narc and destroy others, while we remain untouched. Anyway, By talking to my mother, today, and see that she is all lies, too, I see the journey I had to simply accept the truth of myself and to TRUST my gut when I saw evil in her( and others) I didn't and hence that has been my journey, which has come to an end ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 11:57 AM When I was a little kid, I was very perceptive. I knew things were evil. By evil, I mean hidden. I had no words for that awful creepy feeling I would get from my mother. I could not deal with it, as a child, as I had no power. However, I froze and did not deal with it, as an adult. Then, God kept sending me evil woman who would be like my mother. With the last two, I finally got the courage and had the self esteem to say "No More". Some people are not full blown evil but will still encroach on you. We, all, do that, at times, to others. That is just life and a different story but in the former cases, one must have the gonads for dealing with it. I guess there will always be those fights as long as one is on the earth. In the next age, all of that will be gone, as the flesh/ego/ curse upon the earth will be gone. Then, none of this will have to be faced or dealt with. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 12:39 PM I suppose I have come full circle. I am only responsible for myself--what comes out of my mouth and my actions. Thanks for listening ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Saraintheski Knowflake Posts: 661 From: Registered: May 2011	posted August 30, 2012 02:07 PM I'm terribly sorry about your childhood Ami , but you didn't let that become an excuse your now using your experience for empathy and helping others I am stuck in a transition i'm unmotivated and wallowing in pain. I always feel like I can sense a creepiness in everyone also even if I enjoy the person for the most part I sometimes will feel uneasy around people who smile or say things a certain way like I know something is brewing inside that is a little unnerving . Not to say i'm not incredibly flawed. Being heavily 8th house and my pisces ac I am caught up in everything every feeling and possibility that I often accomplish nothing and am the "loser" .My childhood was rocky but I don't think I had any creepy adults in my life , other than a sometimes shrewd grandmother who would cut off all my hair and throw out my barbie dolls. Your life is filled with people who are greatfull for you and whatever love/services you provide for them nobody should be jealous of that <3 IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:11 PM quote: Originally posted by Saraintheski: I'm terribly sorry about your childhood Ami , but you didn't let that become an excuse your now using your experience for empathy and helping others I am stuck in a transition i'm unmotivated and wallowing in pain. I always feel like I can sense a creepiness in everyone also even if I enjoy the person for the most part I sometimes will feel uneasy around people who smile or say things a certain way like I know something is brewing inside that is a little unnerving . Not to say i'm not incredibly flawed. Being heavily 8th house and my pisces ac I am caught up in everything every feeling and possibility that I often accomplish nothing and am the "loser" .My childhood was rocky but I don't think I had any creepy adults in my life , other than a sometimes shrewd grandmother who would cut off all my hair and throw out my barbie dolls. Your life is filled with people who are greatfull for you and whatever love/services you provide for them nobody should be jealous of that <3 WOW Thank you so much, Sara You made my day ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:16 PM As for you ( and me, too, we need to trust ourselves. If you get a creepy vibe from someone, honor it. Don't blame yourself for being a weenie. Know it is THAT person. If not, you would not feel it. That is a big key, with you,too, I think, as you are very perceptive, as I am. I talked to my mother, today. I think I said that, on here. She said,'What GOOD things are going on in your life" That was code for her saying this "I will not admit the truth of how I molested you. Live with it" Grrrrrr However, I have truly come to the end of the road,as I can identify evil, now. I can kick it's cajones. What else can you do? lol ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:22 PM You know Sara, if I could give one piece of advice to people younger than I am, it would be to trust yourself. I suppose it is the same advice I need to give to myself ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Saraintheski Knowflake Posts: 661 From: Registered: May 2011	posted August 30, 2012 02:31 PM I've felt the creepiness with loved ones I knew they weren't totally creepy but flawed people hiddenly flawed , I have one uncle he was in jail for a long time he hides behind religion "is the cool uncle" Sometimes he'd lend us some pot i'm of age but still my younger cousins think its cool but I know and sense that he is sexually checking out my cousin and I , he openly talks about sex but then plays it off as he's just blunt and honest but I know I know if I was alone in a room with him he would try something . IT'S GLARING. My aunt's husband once told me not to life the jeep seat because it was "broke" I attempted when he turned around "my stubborn leo moon" he yelled and I saw it wasn't broke and that I think I saw something not sure what it was but it looked gross to this day I have no idea what it was 0.O and later I find out he was living a double life WITH CHILDREN! I don't like clubs or big parties even concert creep me out I feel vibes , I see vulnerable women I just keep thinking this doesn't lead to anything useful or very fulfilling quite possibly the opposite I'm going to get hurt . Weenies unite! I'd rather be a weenie than sorry later . I even have had friends who would make fun of me for wearing a seatbelt or running in during thunderstorms. haha IP: Logged
YoursTrulyAlways Knowflake Posts: 3572 From: Registered: Oct 2011	posted August 30, 2012 02:33 PM You are a great person, Ami IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:34 PM quote: Originally posted by YoursTrulyAlways: You are a great person, Ami I love you, Ian. You are a great person, too ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:39 PM Yes, Sara. You know I believe in the Bible. The other day, I felt so anxious and adrift. I didn't know what to do, as sometimes I feel so afraid I could lose it, completely I just told God that I would follow everything in the Bible, as that is His way, to me. So, I am trying to line myself up with the Bible and try to hear God's voice. As I do readings, I have been forced to listen to my inner psychic voice, which I call God. I have had to go out on the limb and have never been wrong yet, when I did. I am not saying I am 100% right, as no one is. However, when I hear His voice, I am always right. This has been the most wonderful thing about doing the work I do. At any rate, I must surrender my life to Him, as I can't manage it, myself lol ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Saraintheski Knowflake Posts: 661 From: Registered: May 2011	posted August 30, 2012 02:46 PM That's nice It's your way of connecting with the creator , I own a bible I used to have these beautiful bible cards when I was kid . I love all religions i'm not sure which outlet to go through to connect. I don't ask for God to grant me with anything other than serenity and the ability to not trample or meddle in others lives. I have a picture of Christ right next to my green Tara statue and a muslim prayer I love what my little collage symbolizes for me in my life being introduced to all beliefs has made it easier for me to cope with life at times making it more complicated but has given me some* wisdom. IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 02:48 PM quote: Originally posted by Saraintheski: That's nice It's your way of connecting with the creator , I own a bible I used to have these beautiful bible cards when I was kid . I love all religions i'm not sure which outlet to go through to connect. I don't ask for God to grant me with anything other than serenity and the ability to not trample or meddle in others lives. I have a picture of Christ right next to my green Tara statue and a muslim prayer I love what my little collage symbolizes for me in my life being introduced to all beliefs has made it easier for me to cope with life at times making it more complicated but has given me some* wisdom. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 35834 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted August 30, 2012 05:40 PM I guess you have to face what you had to deal with.I, always, wished I had those warm fuzzy mothers whom you could trust, not a bomb waiting to go off, if I was not hyper -alert. However, wishing will not make it so, and now I think I have figured out my problem. I am strong enough to stand up to the Mal Narcs who come into my life. I suppose that was my lesson and I did learn it, praise be to God. Onward and upward ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/ IP: Logged

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