posted September 21, 2012 11:03 PM            

I wish it wasn't so difficult to hang out and I wish society didn't poison friendships between men and women.

I would love to share with you the poems you inspired, well, most of them. I sincerely desire that you will read my upcoming book of poetry and see that you touched my life. I think you're a really neat guy, and I can totally see your passion for music taking the world by storm, it's just who you are and I sense your gift this lifetime is spreading the love through melody.

I love you, and I sense I always have and always will. This doesn't mean I am crossing any lines or stirring any pot, and I want the clarity of these feelings to shine through. I believe in you, and I am honored to know you.

My gut tells me you will get this message and that is all I ask.

posted October 04, 2012 02:06 PM            

I wish really talking with you and sharing our writing was possible, I wish I had the guts, but I think all talking to you again did was show me two things: 1) you are not a villian/mean-spirited person, and 2) either we just don't click, or you're not interested in a two-way conversation, though you are always *willing* answer my questions.

I send nothing but the best energy your way, and I wish you well on your life journey. Please remember your writing voice is precious and I look forward to seeing you share your unique perspective with the world some day. I would love nothing better than to smile to your face some day and shake your hand in congratulations. You always have and always will strike a chord/cord in me, and I am confident that I will eventually either come to peace with this, or understand what you trigger in me and why it haunts me so.