posted October 21, 2012 11:21 PM
Hi Juni. I've been reading about it this year, due to my own out-of-control feelings. I wasn't sure if I've always been this way and it's been kept under wraps because I've always had my family here as a support system (and that has really crumbled this year), or if I'm just having a natural reaction to things.
I'm afraid that Rita is sick, because I was lax in leaving the windows open for so long (and she probably caught a chill). I keep forgetting how old they are, and this is the first time that she looks her age (or older than she is). She just went downhill so suddenly. I get into these depressive episodes, and these dogs are here for me: they snuggle in when I feel bad, and now I'm scared that she's sick, because she was with me.
I do hate it when someone works hard to drive you up the wall, and then calls you a psycho, though. A lack of understanding for anything that I'm feeling, because I'm just supposed to get over things.