posted May 01, 2013 02:49 PM
(music) Led Zeppelin - Stairway To Heaven HD [10:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Q7Vr3yQYWQ Ami Anne... I've never seen your chart. I'd like it if you would send it to me? 
I want to be accurate...
Maybe I've confused the info I've seen in a few places on lindaland where you hinted at what's in your chart, so I'm not really sure of your placements... I would hope that you know me by now, and that you could trust that I care.
From what you've said, I know you have CancerMoon and CancerMars. (I have CancerMars [hug 
]) But this is in your 10th? Where's your Chiron (hs/sign)?
MONEY---
I think recently I saw somewhere that you have SaturnScorpio in 2nd house?
2nd House (besides self-worth/self-esteem) is also your "money" and attitudes about possessing it and using it.
Saturn is hard focus on "lessons to learn" -- can pin you down and really make you have to experience. Can do this through what seems like restriction or limitation in that area, and seems like time is suspended there for us....
TRANSITS, If sign Scorpio is on 2nd, then Taurus in the 8th? There is MUCH activity in the heavens right now dealing with issues of this axis..... rulers Pluto/mars meets ruler Venus' comfort, stuff, and resources.
2nd hs is resources and attitudes YOU possess for yourself -- your resources are getting a hard look right now, both inner and outer.... Something you're being pinned down to have to deal with right now. Transiting Saturn is Scorpio, NNode in Scorpio.... it's pointing at these for you because "it's your time"... you are ready for it. SN is Taurus, your 8th-- what you think about resources that involve values and assets others control. You can work or manipulate it, but it's theirs over you ultimately (we are not given direct 'controls' over 8th, and redirects you back over to your 2nd, which IS yours). What happens in the 8th should be like Vegas--- leave it there! Learn from it, but test will be whether you let your self image or your self valuing get altered, and how that happens for you ..... (again AA, I'd love to ACTUALLY see the chart?)
You've got Taurus in the Scorpio House (8th) and Scorpio in the Taurus House (2nd). Cancer Moon 10th?, so Cappy must be your 4th?
So lets look at "Saturn"... in your 2nd-- lessons on money and your values about all the things it means to your self-worthy to handle and possess money.
2nd house from your 2nd is your 4th...
Saturn is represented by Capricorn in your 4th... hard and cold. Deep psychological issues involving roots of childhood, traumas and authority figures. House of your deepest unconscious conjurings. Authority figures (Capricorn, Saturn, 4th)-- 4th natural is Cancer. All of this is highlighting "family and mom" and reinforced theme for your Soul in your 10th Cancer, where your Moon and Mars is?
I know from reading posts that your "mom" has torn you up!!!!! (sooo sad)--- Has represented sense of restricting and harshness, which you have had to absorb and now resolve in yourself. Resolve her actions that were 'taboos' on your little body (which you "possess" 2nd hs).... What does that "mean" that she did those things to YOU???? What PAIN are you holding? Where is your anger (mars) focusing?
Does HER lack of boundaries with you, turn YOU psychologically into "the thing" that she did to you? (I say NO, but this is what you "wrestle" with all your power and might-- pages and pages of posts, you are spelling out the word R-I-C-E yet DENYING that you've ever been to China. Your baggage has all the stickers... your website topics are all the stickers.
The "monsterous things" that have happened to you DO NOT MAKE YOU into the 'monster'.... And how else could I know this Ami Anne but that it ALSO happened to me! Takes one to know one... and my heart is ripped for you, and for my self. You have to find that out yourself........ people, women, mothers can do 'gay things' to us, and we had NO say over it! And our fathers (authority) weren't there to intervene. She didn't "do" those things to you because YOU were gay, AA..... NOT true. Hating "them" you are hating was YOU "think" you must be because of what your mother did to you.......... Separate it, AA. NO you are not (if you don't want to be--- and if you were to find out you 'are', then you must wrestle with that also).
Again, I wish I had your real chart.... It's time to heal your inner sense of what you possess. Saturn transiting Scorpio right now speaks to 'clarifying' exactly what 'it is' and revealing that to you now. Scorpio has to do with sexuality. Scorpio is 8th house stuff......
Cappy 4th means the "cold" mothering you got, with supreme responsibility to be 'owned' early in life? Moon 10th Cancer places deep importance to your Soul that you must deal with mothering and family and receiving nurturance and value.
Things weren't "supposed" to happen the way it went down in your life, and in mine...
Lets lift each other, Ami Anne. We have so much work to do. If you are my Soul sister, then please receive this from the best part of me.... My intentions are for our enriching each other, comforting each other. Sorry if this was shocking in any way.... but we have SUCH an OPPORTUNITY right now in the heavens to USE these transits and "heal"....
I support the healer in you my Soul sister.... YOU are POWERFUL! 
Sure. I would be happy to share it. Thanks for caring!
Lindaland
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