posted July 13, 2013 03:51 PM            

The only thing i hate about being Libra rising is that you please others to the point where you hurt yourself.

My mom ditches me nd changes her mind about me possibly going to the states.

I just wanna die , ive been living a huge depression for multiple reasons.

I hate this stupid transit( T Neptune conjunct my sun and T Saturn squaring my Moon soon). I really do.

posted July 13, 2013 04:18 PM            

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posted July 13, 2013 04:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

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Thanks Ami, mean i just keep hurting everyone around me it's crazy. I hate my fxckin' life.

I lost so many ex's cuz of a stupid transit's that alienating me.

I dont wanna lose my Taurus ex over something over a stupid choice. I hate my life. the Neptune transit is too much for me to take . I just keep hurting everyone around you bc Neptune foggs your sense of ego and reality around you.

posted July 13, 2013 04:42 PM            

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posted July 13, 2013 05:45 PM            

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Originally posted by CatMote:
i think its up to him; theres nothing you can really do IMO. its him who is being irrational. actually i think hes manipulating you because he has no control over his own life so he tries to control other peoples lives.
be strong. be who you are. know that you didnt do any 'wrong'. he will either come and apologize or he wont. and if he doesnt he doesnt sound like a good person to have in your life.
why isnt his boy gettin any of this?? if my best friend dated my ex right after we broke up id be a little ****** at HIM.

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Like wtf Taurus gets mad cuz Aries pursued me and did all the initiating and he's mad at me for something im inncoent for, and the fact that a hung out with him and slept with him. Funny where not datin, Taurus dumped me anyways and acts so possessive, i even told him that i wanted to get back with him and that i was unhappy and hes still mad at me. The fxck.

Never dating anyone who squares my moon sign anymore.

He acts so possessive towards me and where not even dating like wtf.

Just talked to Aries bullshitter. argh i hate my life.

posted July 13, 2013 06:02 PM            

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posted July 13, 2013 06:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I have Nep in the 1st house. I know what you mean, Hannie

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I think the only thing that would help is to run away and make a new person, or kill myself. I dont think i can make it thru life with this drama anymore.

And about my family im pretty sure im adopted cuz im nothing like them at all (Neptune in the 4th house).

posted July 13, 2013 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by CatMote:
i know how you feel. i have uranus and neptune in the 4th house as well. but im almost a carbon copy of my dad looks wise so idk if neptune in the 4th is the culprit there.
it can be rough with a libra rising trying to please everybody. but you know you do it, so its time to step up and please yourself for once. if you are in a relationship you dont like; end it. if your ex is treating you like crap; dont talk to him. you dont need any of their approval or anything like that. usually through all that drama a guy doesnt want to be just friends anyways.

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I dont get it either hes the one that dumped me too,so yeah.