posted September 01, 2013 09:54 AM            

Since then, I seem to have clearer thinking and I seem to be able to remove myself from some of their messages.

They think I blocked them on my phone so call other people to find out about me.

Today,they called two people.

My thread is really about a home that is crazy.

I will give you a small example.

If you ever "judge" a person by saying that person looks terrible with bleach blonde hair or that bathing suit, those pants etc, my mother will ream you out for being judgemental but she will judge everyone by their prestige, looks etc

She will say< "How could that unattractive girl get that handsome guy" etc

These are just small examples of the kind of craziness.

These examples are small things but this kind of crazy thing is in small and big things.

Can anyone relate?

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posted September 01, 2013 09:00 PM            

My home was not crazy per se, it was more like a way station, was pretty much on my own by 17.

Was tough in some ways as friends had complete families and the whole bit, but it did teach me a lot of life lessons.

posted September 01, 2013 10:02 PM            

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Originally posted by 12muddy:
lol living with my mother was like living on a mine flied, I just didn't know when she would flip. Even now talking to her feels the same, she flips randomly all the time. And my father is also a time-bomb in his own right. Whenever mom flips, he'll explode. It is slightly hysterical, seeing that chain reaction.

It is a wonder that I grew up to be rather calm.

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Hmmm Did you grow up to be calm? Does your name indicate 12th House planets? I don't think we have ever talked.

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posted September 01, 2013 10:28 PM            

My mother also have a little 12th house stellium of mercury, Jupiter and mars. Pluto oppose ascendant, Mars in the 12th oppose uranus, that could be the reason why she acts on her whims and she has random explosions.

posted September 01, 2013 11:50 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
My home life was smiles through gritted teeth. There was an unspoken censorship , do you know what I mean?

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posted September 02, 2013 12:25 AM            

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Originally posted by Padre35:
Oh yes, things simply were not talked about and situations not dealt with, or dealt with really harshly or clumsily.

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posted September 04, 2013 04:24 AM            

But, there is a lot of anxiety in my family, I see it all the time between my parents. I grew up with what was termed an "anxiety disorder" yet as I've become older, I do not think I have this. Rather, I think I absorb what is in my environment, I am almost too receptive (Cancer Rising/Pisces Sun). It is frustrating when other people's anxiety, particularly my mother's, rubs off on you. Also, I am the only one in my family with Water signs in Sun and Ascendant. Mother is Leo/Aries, father Aries/Libra.

It seems their energy overwhelms me often and this is what causes the anxiety, but I notice my father experiences the same thing from my mother. He gets very irritated/overwhelmed, my mother has a huge heart but can be very domineering and tells people what to do too often. I am more outspoken about this than my father, but I see him controlled by her and this creates constant tension in the household, which I absorb rather easily.

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posted September 04, 2013 08:42 AM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
My home life was smiles through gritted teeth. There was an unspoken censorship , do you know what I mean?

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I am such an advocate for the truth because I think lies make you emotionally ill.

I hate when things are one way under the surface and another way on the surface. It makes you crazy because you think you can't believe your own eyes.

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posted September 04, 2013 08:43 AM            

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Originally posted by 12muddy:
Dat mercurial brain, 100 points to Ami Ann Yes I have a 12th house stellium. I can be melodramatic sometimes, but I don't get annoyed or angry easily. People have their own reasons to behave the way they do. As long as they don’t cause serious damage, I’ll be like “Yeah that’s life”.

My mother also have a little 12th house stellium of mercury, Jupiter and mars. Pluto oppose ascendant, Mars in the 12th oppose uranus, that could be the reason why she acts on her whims and she has random explosions.

I have moon square venus, I'm sure that it brings out and exacerbates our conflicts.

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Are any of your 12th House planets within 10 degrees of the ASC. If so, they are not 12th House but conj the ASC imo.

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posted September 11, 2013 09:20 AM            

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