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posted September 08, 2013 02:14 AM            

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posted September 08, 2013 02:20 AM            

An "evil home" is one that has brainwashed kids into believing in god It's one without love or security too.

That's my answer.

posted September 08, 2013 02:37 AM            

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those trees
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posted September 08, 2013 03:58 AM            

yay! laughing.

i love laughing.

posted September 08, 2013 05:23 AM            

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T: Well, then, I'm glad you realilzed it was just the one tree and not the entire forest.

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posted September 08, 2013 07:54 AM            

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posted September 08, 2013 10:05 AM            

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Originally posted by YoursTrulyAlways:
Scott Peck lived close to my town. I identify with his upbringing, especially the part when his parents sought psychiatric help for him, but he nevertheless aced at everything he did including Harvard. I identify with his definitions of discipline. The Road Less Traveled resonates more.

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I did not really understand The Road Less Traveled, not with my heart.

Ian, what is going on with your wife and Astrology?

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posted September 08, 2013 10:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

Ian, what is going on with your wife and Astrology?

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posted September 08, 2013 11:02 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You were starting to tell her about it. Weren't you, Ian?

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posted September 08, 2013 12:55 PM            

I asked God what I should do about my parents and I felt Him lead me to have no contact with them.

I told them that I blocked their number from my phone and although it didn't work, they thought it did, so they call family members to try to get whatever message they want to me.

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posted September 08, 2013 12:58 PM            

One kicked in today when I saw, with my heart not my head, that my mother is sadistic.

I feel a peace, inside.

You can't not face things and be sane. It will come out somehow. It is just the laws of energy, if you will.

You can't stuff things and expect them to stay stuffed lol

Anyway, I feel a real sense of relief and thanks for listening.

LL has been listening for 4 years and I appreciate it, more than I can say

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posted September 08, 2013 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
My neighbors house had an evil freaking tree in their yard, it always ate my kites and laughed at me.

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It was just the one.

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posted September 08, 2013 09:54 PM            

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Originally posted by 11nahyt:
I was hoping people were going to talk about paranormal/supernatural experiences. Guess not

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I have some of those.

Anyway, Ami, sometimes I think that separation is very good. It allows the dust to settle to see what's really there.

Often times for me, it's a chance for me to recognize my contribution to whatever negativity occurred. How I might have brought some out.
I'm not AT ALL suggesting that you did or that it's always true. I'm also not AT ALL suggesting that I feel a bunch of guilt, or depressed in these moments. Just sort of "ah-ha" moments. Like, "I see what I did there". (instead of see what you did there)

It also allows me to see what the other did. It's just good to step back and look at the big picture. You can see your mother for the real her. You can see if it's just an illness, or a pattern that she fell into from some trauma to her from her parents etc. It shows you the if there is an avenue in which to forgive her if her heart is different than her actions. My father wasn't abusive or anything, but he sure was confusing. I couldn't understand his motive or reasoning behind some things. It makes sense now though.

Keep on keeping on! I think this a good thing and can help repair and rebuild, yourself, possibly your relationship.

posted September 08, 2013 09:56 PM            

I will look on Amazon for the book

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posted September 09, 2013 04:41 AM            

My best friend of 30+ years and I grew up around his grandmothers farm. His mother had a trailer on the property.
Long story made very short. His grandfather had died there years ago from natural causes. At one time a young child had fallen down the stairs and died. Also, who would have been his aunt (still was I guess) shot and killed herself in the house when she was 16 years old. I remember going in there and his grandmother hadn't even changed the carpet!! I mean this was 20 years later or something like that. If you looked closely you could make out like a pinkish hue stain in the carpet. That aunt had schizophrenia (not the only family member to have it, but it seemed to be only in the females). She had written some crazy, rapture suicide note and smashed her bottle of prescription meds.
There's been a lot of stories around that house and some that I've witnessed myself. His sister was sleeping in that room one night, falling asleep to the radio. Every time just as she was about to doze off the radio would switch to a Christian station.

One time in the walk-in attic we found that aunts "knocker balls". Two hard balls on a string that knock together. They were hanging on a nail. The only way to turn on or off the light in there was to unscrew or screw in the bulb. As soon as he touched those the light went out. We were still able to see via the light through the door.
His grandmother also died, not in the house though.
I lived there just a few years ago for a while. He would have "movie nights". Kind of an alternative/gothic crowd. Not my thing, but I mingle with them. The smokers would often chill on the back deck. They kept pointing up to my place and commenting that something evil lived up there. After weeks of this, they held a... ceremony? I don't know what you call it. Basically sage, and salt and whatever. They said that they ran it out of the house and cast it into this MASSIVE tree just behind the house.
I was like, "Yeaaaaaaaaah... whatever. Weirdos".
But... around a year or so later.... that big azz tree died. The outer limbs just started crumbling basically and they had to take the tree down.
Coincidence maybe. I won't argue but man... that's awfully strange either way! LOL