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Yin Knowflake Posts: 3411 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 20, 2014 12:20 PM
I think I'm not meant to have them. All my tries have been unsuccessful. I don't want to go down the path of surrogacy, in-vitro etc. Adoption seems scary.I want to have a kid but not at any price. I just feel really sad right now. How do you deal with your biological clocks?
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 57561 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 20, 2014 12:39 PM
I had children so cannot feel the pain you do. However, if I could not have had children, I would adopt. I would believe God would send me the right child. ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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posted August 20, 2014 07:21 PM
Conquer evil men by your gentlekindness,and make zealous men wonder at your goodness. Put the lover of legality to shame by your compassion. With the afflicted be afflicted in mind. Love all men,but keep distant from all men. —St. Isaac of SyriaIP: Logged |
PixieJane Moderator Posts: 5352 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted August 20, 2014 07:39 PM
I've had what I consider "temporary insanity" in which I felt compelled to get pregnant. I know there was a physical component because I tended to get a bit morbid in my thoughts and had an intense craving for chocolate (and eating chocolate did help take the edge off--I didn't dare risk intoxication at such times, however). Luckily, it would pass. In the meantime I'd think of the consequences of having children, there's a lot that comes with it that many don't think about and so have them before they're actually ready. And I haven't had any episodes of "temporary insanity" for awhile, possibly because I'm helping to raise kids as if they were my own. I don't see how having a baby is not scary but adopting is. And there sure are a lot of kids needing a good home right now, but there's a shortage as most want to have their own. (This could be tribal instincts, which is a very weak in me and perhaps that's why I don't need the kids to be from my own body for me to care for them.) Even plenty of those who are willing to adopt do so out of purely self-serving reasons (with no thought to the best interests of those they adopt) to looking for outright slaves to work and abuse. If it comes down to you adopting then you're making a positive difference in the life of someone. And if you believe children are a gift from God or some karma in action then why can't they come to you that way as well? IP: Logged |
Yin Knowflake Posts: 3411 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 21, 2014 12:46 PM
Thanks, Ami. Rajji... ??? PJ, All good questions. Having a baby is scary. Adopting is scary as well. I'm sad because I can't conceive. I would love to have the option to choose whether to procreate or not. Yes, maybe I love myself too much, so I want a little Yin around. Maybe I love my partner so much that I want another one of him around. I'm not saying it's logical. It's an instinct. I've looked into adopting. It's like applying for a job only the application process takes years, costs a ridiculous amount of money and you can't have any expectations of privacy as far as ANY of your personal affairs are concerned. You are evaluated and judged on all of your lifestyle choices, finances, living conditions, relationship situation... everything. I have nothing to hide or be ashamed of and yet, I hate the idea of subjecting myself to that. How many fertile people actually go through that just to have a baby? It's all well to say everyone should go through that process in order to realize the significance of bringing a child into this world. Reality is different. I don't know if children are a gift from God. One chooses to have faith when nothing else seems to bring them comfort. I don't know that it's a bad choice. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 57561 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 21, 2014 01:22 PM
Does you chart show children will be a hard area for you, Yin?------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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PixieJane Moderator Posts: 5352 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted August 21, 2014 06:20 PM
Thanks for answering, I can understand why adoptions is scary for you. That said, so many crap parents (some with no real impulse control) get kids that it can't be too hard... And given all so many ordinary things requires a license, heck even getting married requires a license or approval process, it's kinda insane that giving birth doesn't. IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 2761 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 21, 2014 11:03 PM
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Dancing Maenad Moderator Posts: 2065 From: The Harvest Registered: Mar 2014
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posted August 22, 2014 12:46 AM
I was told I was infertile as well. I had a hormonal condition that was incompatible with getting pregnant. I was devastated when I heard it even though at that time kids were not on the menu.. I understand. I always felt I would not be able to conceive so the news sort of didn't take me by surprise. But it still felt very, very sad. I have NN in the 5th and a very big desire to have (2+) kids. I had hormonal treatment for a few years and now things seem to be alright, but I am single and from the looks of things I won't be conceiving any time soon. Kids seem to be a beautiful dream but so, so elusive. I am not giving up though. I would have IVF or adopt if it comes to it. I could maybe live without a man, but not without kids - or pets. Don't give up, either. If it means that much to you, you will find a way to make it happen. ------------------ ~the raving one dancing in the nude~ IP: Logged |
T Knowflake Posts: 11085 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 23, 2014 10:51 PM
Hoping the best for you Yin. I know you'd make a great mother. IP: Logged |
GypseeWind Knowflake Posts: 6037 From: Love Street, she lingers long on Love Street.. Registered: May 2009
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posted September 02, 2014 07:22 AM
It always happens when you least expect it.Kinda like love. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 45637 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 25, 2014 10:24 PM
I feel selfish when I see so many who want children but can't have them.IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze Knowflake Posts: 3139 From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19 Registered: Nov 2013
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posted September 26, 2014 09:01 AM
I'm a man if that makes a difference but I went a long, long time thinking that I couldn't. I was up front and told Barbie that I was pretty sure that I couldn't. But... It turns out I was wrong. Never say never! IP: Logged |
Barbiegirl19 Knowflake Posts: 4747 From: Pluto with DeepFreeze Registered: Jul 2013
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posted September 26, 2014 10:51 AM
^Yes what he said! My heart goes to you. When we had those 2 miscarriages I thought for sure that something was wrong and that we couldn't have kids at all. It was depressing and really saddened me. Then one day I just woke up and decided that if we are meant to have children then whenever they come, they'll come. We weren't necessarily trying nor were we preventing the possibility either hahahaa. But don't give up. There are so many things that you can do naturally! Do you have irregular menstrual cycles at all? Mine were horrible the last year and a half almost 2 years. So I did some research and found out when your period is irregular your ovulation is also off. I think a lot of women think that once you get your period you ovulate regularly right after that like you would any other time and that isn't the case when your periods are irregular. There are times when your body doesn't ovulate, therefore making it difficult to even try to get pregnant. So what I did was started taking prenatal pills about 4-5 months ago. Prenatal pills are excellent for prepping your body for baby and it's why a ton of OBs recommend women to take them before trying to get pregnant. They really help internally by getting things in order without having to go the birth control route, which I wanted to avoid as much as possible and did . Imo they really helped me, my periods started getting on track after a few months. Then we found this little microscope called fertile focus, you can buy it on Amazon for about 30 bucks, it is totally worth every penny! We had it for a month and got pregnant the following month. ☺️ It's kind of creepy but nonetheless really cool. All you do is put a little bit of spit on the scope part, let it dry completely and when you're ovulating at your most fertile time your spit actually crystallizes and that's your "go getter done" window hahaha. It's pretty cool. I would do it right after my period was over everyday until we got the green light. It takes time and patience but it works and is worth it. It's excellent for tracking ovulation without having to buy those useless sticks, and it's reuseable!! Hang in there. Don't give up, that's the last thing you want. I'll keep you in my prayers. It'll happen when you least expect it, it always does.
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 45637 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 28, 2014 06:35 PM
I'm writing a book review and doing a presentation on The Leader in Me. It's about teaching kids life skills and helping to find the unique gift in each child and helping children to find their voice. A very moving book. I hope I can do it justice. IP: Logged |
Yin Knowflake Posts: 3411 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 18, 2014 04:14 PM
Thank you very much for caring. Yesterday I was officially given 3% chance of conceiving after a load of fertility testing, which uncovered some big issues. Looks like kids are just not in the stars for me and I can't even adopt an animal to console myself. I'll be wrapped in sadness for a while...IP: Logged |