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athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5414 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 14, 2015 01:44 PM
If someone was able to read your thoughts all day and night.. even observe your dreams. And feel your feelings.. Know without your permission pain that only you and God know from various aspects of your life. And forces their feelings onto you so you have to feel them even when you ask them to stop. They watch you naked, in the shower in the restroom. And even after you ask them to stop, they don't listen and still continue to do it. And after you asked them in real life not to do it. They deny it and say they aren't doing it. Because I cannot prove he is doing it. How would this make you feel?
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 65452 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 14, 2015 02:22 PM
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PixieJane Moderator Posts: 7329 From: CA Registered: Oct 2010
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posted November 14, 2015 10:26 PM
Perplexed at why he would bother (at least for very long).And I'd probably mess with his telepathic intrusions. I have a very vivid imagination that can get VERY morbid and awkward (without feeling awkward, thanks Pluto), after all...and make sure he's incorporated into those grim and awkward imaginings. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 7593 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 14, 2015 11:46 PM
I was just going to say the same thing as Pixie. Anything that would make them uncomfortable enough to stop - which should be easy with my brain, half the time. I wouldn't wish it on anybody. IP: Logged |
Valentine Knowflake Posts: 313 From: Canada Registered: Dec 2014
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posted November 15, 2015 05:40 PM
consciously block him from your mind. you can do a search on how this is done.IP: Logged |
Soltze Knowflake Posts: 1073 From: Registered: Mar 2015
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posted November 16, 2015 05:31 AM
That would be horrible really. It makes a person live in fear. But the way to get rid of such a thing is to be strong and give them a taste of their medicine and getting the psychic and spiritual defenses up by all means necessary...IP: Logged |
Odette Moderator Posts: 6418 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted November 18, 2015 11:20 PM
I would be really fascinated by this, if I was sure that it was happening. I love analyzing things I don't understand. I could spend hours - analyzing people and psychological phenomena. I would probably be very curious about the person doing this - so I would approach them - time and time again, to learn what's going on in their lives - why they feel the need to do this, and how it is they are able to do this. I would try to open - traditional - lines of communication between us... so that they *know* - that they are welcome to talk to me in a more straightforward way - and ask me questions, without spying or being intrusive about it. And I would also let them know that I'm all for nudity.. and very much appreciate (and respect) the human body as it is - so they can come over at my gym any time and see me naked there, in the change rooms (without need of shower-spying)... My body isn't all that interesting lol The thing is... because of my sheer curiosity re: ESP... they would find that I am bugging them more than they were initially bugging me loll I'm actually not sure who would be wanting to get rid of whom at the end of this ordeal, but it will probably be them. IP: Logged |
DopGang Knowflake Posts: 1351 From: The land of WP Registered: Jun 2015
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posted November 19, 2015 06:33 AM
Some aspects of it might not bother me (knowing my thoughts). Others, such as feeling my feelings and ESPECIALLY being forced to feel what they feel. I'd almost certainly feel (Which unfortunately they would know ) the need to get extreme to end it. IP: Logged |
deepseastar Knowflake Posts: 69 From: Registered: Oct 2015
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posted November 19, 2015 12:47 PM
I would feel kind of bad for them, because they would go insane after about 10 minutes inside my head. IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5414 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 28, 2015 02:17 PM
Thank you all. I am still dealing with this.
He injected cords into my behind.. yes down there. And he send constant sexual arousals. It is so annoying because I feel like a piece of meat. I even try to reach his heart and say please leave me alone. Please stop. And he doesn't care. It doesn't matter what I do or say. He will not leave. It feels like he has become so dependent on me as if he were a new born infant and needed his mothers milk to survive.
It is gross.
I am still trying to figure out how to make it stop. I have tried imagining things that would make him afraid. Unfortunately it doesn't work because I'm naturally a pure person and it is getting tiring constantly being on the defense trying to fight this man!
He has stalker tendencies mixed with a bit of propensity for being a serial killer. It feels like he is jealous of me yet fascinated and thinks he owns me. He has known how to do this stuff for years. He is now 68. This is the worse thing that has ever happened to me. I try to understand him but I cant because I wouldn't do this to someone. I respect people and their wishes and if someone didn't want me to do it I wouldn't. So his psychology is really messed up. I have never seen such a thing. Please pray for me!
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Odette Moderator Posts: 6418 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted November 28, 2015 10:24 PM
Can you confront him in a real life setting? Or is that not possible?IP: Logged |
Odette Moderator Posts: 6418 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted November 28, 2015 10:29 PM
Do you (or did you) ever speak to each other? What is your relationship? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 65452 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 28, 2015 10:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by deepseastar: I would feel kind of bad for them, because they would go insane after about 10 minutes inside my head.
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athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5414 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 29, 2015 07:15 PM
Odette,I did confront him by email. I asked him at first that if he is interested in me, that he should tell me in person and not do this. And he never responded and the watching me persisted. Months after, I finally got really upset and told him something like ' I know what you are doing to me and you need to leave me alone!'. And he responded to that one and said ' i don't know what you are talking about. I don't even think about you and then said I was harassing him and told his manager.
At that point I wasn't buying it... Because I know he thinks of me. Because when i first met him in person, he was looking at me like in a very sexual way almost like he could smell me. Now if all that didn't happen, I would have believed him.
But what really is annoying is I have had many second opinions. I have tried to think that maybe this can be an incubus and not him. The only problem with that theory is that why would the incubus start attacking me after I met this man? Is this just a coincidence? Also I started to have dreams of him after we met, which was totally because of him. The very first dream was him in his apartment talking to his younger roommate and he told him something about me. I don't know what it is but basically he looked very nervous and anxious like he couldn't believe he met me. And then it cut to me and him on a bed him laying behind me and had an aroused penis. And he then was trying to kiss me. And then there were baby toys everywhere as I slowly woke up out of my sleep.
I met him at his spiritual academy and he is the main messenger for the ascended masters. And I wouldn't have believed this man could do this or anyone enlightened and awake. But I was proven wrong. He can do this if he is enlightened because every man has their weakness. I pray all the time for help and its so unusual that it doesn't go away. I have never been confronted with this type of thing and I have had a difficult life. This is really the worse thing I have ever had to deal with and have been for the past three years. He started to do his events in Los Angeles after he knew I was here! So now he comes to LA every January and I could go there to confront him.
And as for saying I was harassing him, you would think a man who has a higher Christ mind to want to help me instead of turn me away. That is not something Jesus would have done. Because now they said I am not able to go to anymore events because I was emailing him this stuff. But I know he is just afraid to look me in the eye and tell me he isn't doing this because he would probably drop to his knees and start crying.
So at this point I don't know what to do. I don't know what kind of lesson this is. To have my privacy taken away, my thoughts, my dreams all invaded. I feel like I'm not living for myself anymore but for him. How can anyone live with their thoughts being watched?
And I signed up for his blog and posted my photo there, and the first contact we had was when he sent me a friend request and a message saying' as long as I face the light the shadows are behind me' and I was contused at that point like what? Obviously he has the ability to know what going on in my life. And he said he doesn't have psychic ability he said he cannot remote view when I told him to stop watching me in my email.
I think he is using his free will God gave him and is choosing to do this to me. He is not even married and no kids. He had a GF who died while pregnant in a car crash and he told that to my close friend Sharon. I wonder why he felt the need to tell my friend about this. I honestly think that messed with his head too much and is extremely possessive but also passive aggressive and thinks he has more power with the spiritual realm over me. Even If I was his GF reincarnated, I have no memory of it. I have no hard feelings obviously he does and thinks I owe him somethng. Which is very sad for a man who is 68 years old and have the ascended masters wisdom right in front of his face for so long. IP: Logged |
Odette Moderator Posts: 6418 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted November 29, 2015 07:31 PM
Hmmmm Well if he portrays himself as a messenger for the ascended masters or a "master" himself... and I am assuming this is what his shows are about... I'm curious... does he publicly acknowledge (or claim) that he has psychic abilities? Even though he vehemently denied invading your privacy .... Is this sort of thing something he generally claims he is "able" to do? Or does he keep his psychic skills hidden?
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Odette Moderator Posts: 6418 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted November 29, 2015 07:33 PM
If you have his natal chart... does he have a mix of Aries/Taurus going on? I know someone who reminds me of him. Afflicted Taurus Moon? IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5414 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 29, 2015 07:41 PM
Yes he owns a 'spiritual academy' and he is a messenger which means he leaves his body and lets an ascended master animate his form and use his voice to give messages. He even talks about dreams in his events and all this spiritual stuff, Past lives etc... And he has been in my bed in his astral body twice. He has even said himself he will be a master in this life how can you be a master if you cannot do all this spiritual stuff? Because being a master means having unlimited abilities. That's why Jesus was seen by 500 different people at the same time. And I told this to the manager as well. I told him he is denying the very thing he does for a living by saying he cannot do all this stuff because I threatened to file a law suit because I was advised that I can subpoena a remote viewing expert from the US Government to help me. However I know how hard it would be to prove this. IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5414 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted November 29, 2015 07:48 PM
Here is his chart. No TOB. IP: Logged |
Sibyl Knowflake Posts: 876 From: Uranus Registered: Dec 2010
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posted November 30, 2015 11:27 AM
I'd say help karma along. Retaliate, however you can. IP: Logged |