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Topic: I want Uranus the #### off my moon
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aquaguy91
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From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 01, 2023 09:32 PM
  
For going on a year now I have had Uranus right on my Moon. The meaning of that is very simple in my life. I have the planet of instability and chaos on the ruler of emotions and mental health. Great!!!! It has literally come down to that. I've basically felt insane going on a year now and have not been doing well at all. I've been a raging alcoholic and increasingly I've isolated myself at home. I've also been dealing with Pluto on my natal Saturn in the 12th and Saturn crossing over my ascendant. And this is all right after my Saturn return when mom died. I honestly think this Uranus on my Moon BS is the worst transit I've had to go through. I want sanity and mental stability again and 'relative' happiness and wellbeing.IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
Moderator Posts: 12887
From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 01, 2023 09:36 PM
The worst part is Uranus has been retrograde on my moon so it's the gift that keeps on giving. 😭😭😭 I'll have to endure it going exact over my moon again and then the agonizing wait for its slow moving ass to be off my case for good..IP: Logged |
Stawr
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From: N. America
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posted March 03, 2023 12:16 AM
Felt. It's opposing my moon and Pluto and then will square my Mars sign. I feel like squares can make people behave like aholes. Basically liberating thyself by inconveniencing others or being perceived that way...but the person going through it wont care. They may looks back like that ran it's course, but I have no regrets. Opposition seemed liberating. Seems like an unconventional time for relationships.
BUT when Saturn squared moon too, I knew I had to divorce husband. So on the bright side Saturn will be nice to your moon now. I feel like conjunctions can be neutral and depends on what else is going on in your chart. Yeah, it's like one long hard transit after another. I am tired of feeling oppressed and beat down constantly by someone or something. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
Moderator Posts: 12887
From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 03, 2023 09:20 AM
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Originally posted by Stawr:
Felt. It's opposing my moon and Pluto and then will square my Mars sign. I feel like squares can make people behave like aholes. Basically liberating thyself by inconveniencing others or being perceived that way...but the person going through it wont care. They may looks back like that ran it's course, but I have no regrets. Opposition seemed liberating. Seems like an unconventional time for relationships.
BUT when Saturn squared moon too, I knew I had to divorce husband. So on the bright side Saturn will be nice to your moon now. I feel like conjunctions can be neutral and depends on what else is going on in your chart. Yeah, it's like one long hard transit after another. I am tired of feeling oppressed and beat down constantly by someone or something.
Hey! Sorry you're getting hit hard by tough transits too. I've got Uranus conjunct Mars coming down the rapids next. I think we used to chat on Facebook and I just messaged you I think. Lol It's been such a crazy few years that I don't know who is who anymore.
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aquaguy91
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From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 03, 2023 02:25 PM
I think what makes Uranus on my Moon so bad is that it takes away the calm stability of my Taurus Moon. At my best, I have a Zen calm about me that is contagious. I haven't had access to that in about a year with Uranus sitting right on my moon. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted March 13, 2023 09:36 PM
I basically isolate myself away from everyone completely these days. With all the intense **** I'm going through emotionally due to all the transits that I'm being assaulted by I just can't deal with people and their **** . My tolerance for people is very very low. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
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From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted April 18, 2023 09:50 AM
Another aspect of this transit has been bad roommates that make me feel uneasy and uncomfortable at home. I haven't felt at home in my own home for months. I have had to call the police on this guy twice already because he was threatening me and the police won't do anything about it and the people who own the apartment won't kick him out. He also refuses to pay his share of the utilities but he wants to turn the thermostat to 80° when it is cold. That is what I have been dealing with on top of all my other past wounds and problems. IP: Logged |
frida
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posted April 20, 2023 02:36 AM
Sending some calming energy your way, aquaguy91. Your experience sounds quite frustrating - lots of disruptive Uranus energy. Transiting Saturn was squaring Uranus last year, and it kind of felt brutal for some of us whose natal planets were affected. I think that's why your Uranus transit Moon has been more extreme.I know it's hard to remember and follow through with some routines when in the midst of chaos, but do whatever you can to calm your nervous system. It really goes into overdrive with Uranus. Walks, nature, supplements (e.g. magnesium, ashwagandha, turmeric)... I think it's good to be on the move with that transit, so that the restless energy has an outlet. And it sounds like the transit will be over very soon. I went through Uranus square Moon recently (followed by Uranus square Venus etc...). I am an Aquarius with the strong Uranus natally, and I still think this was one of the most brutal transits. Total burnout of the nervous system. I was not one of those aholes who liberated themselves by inconveniencing others btw  I went through the most painful breakup ever... I traveled for about a year, worked remotely and lived out of a suitcase. It was stressful, but also quite exciting and fun. I was never that happy to fly on planes - total zen each time, in fact the most zen I felt during the whole transit. IP: Logged |
aquaguy91
Moderator Posts: 12887
From: Uranus
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted April 21, 2023 12:30 AM
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Originally posted by frida:
Sending some calming energy your way, aquaguy91. Your experience sounds quite frustrating - lots of disruptive Uranus energy. Transiting Saturn was squaring Uranus last year, and it kind of felt brutal for some of us whose natal planets were affected. I think that's why your Uranus transit Moon has been more extreme.I know it's hard to remember and follow through with some routines when in the midst of chaos, but do whatever you can to calm your nervous system. It really goes into overdrive with Uranus. Walks, nature, supplements (e.g. magnesium, ashwagandha, turmeric)... I think it's good to be on the move with that transit, so that the restless energy has an outlet. And it sounds like the transit will be over very soon. I went through Uranus square Moon recently (followed by Uranus square Venus etc...). I am an Aquarius with the strong Uranus natally, and I still think this was one of the most brutal transits. Total burnout of the nervous system. I was not one of those aholes who liberated themselves by inconveniencing others btw I went through the most painful breakup ever... I traveled for about a year, worked remotely and lived out of a suitcase. It was stressful, but also quite exciting and fun. I was never that happy to fly on planes - total zen each time, in fact the most zen I felt during the whole transit.
Here's some more BS I've had to deal with! He brought home a homeless guy he met at a bar and told him he could stay on our couch without even asking me back late fall last year. And the guy was visibly out of his rocker! I felt very uneasy around him like he was dangerous. That's what my gut told me. I put my foot down and put that guy out after one night but I gave him a coat, a duffle bag, a few plastic bags to keep stuff dry, a blanket, a pillow, and I let him do laundry. I also gave him a few bucks.
Any way, that situation really shook me to my core because I always feared that guy showing back up since he was crazy and seemed angry I kicked him out.
Fast forward to a few nights ago, I woke up in the middle of night cold and went out into the kitchen to turn off air conditioning and noticed signs that someone was camping out in the living room again like that time homeless guy was there in fall. I immediately flew into a rage and took the stuff and neatly placed it outside the door in the hall and locked the door. A few minutes later that guy banged on the door and I opened it and it was a sleazy looking guy with long hair and a big pitbull. Needless to say this was startling! He was also rude and entitled. I let him go in after I determined that the dog wasn't aggressive because he said he was a friend of my roommate who flew in to visit from out of state. Okay, that story didn't pass my bs meter but I let him in anyway. Then I quickly went in my room and locked myself in anticipating another outburst from my roommate considering he had already threatened me twice and I was right! He came banging on my door and saying he was going to put me in the ground! He quit talking right before I could hit record on my phone and then I called the police and they came and were completely worthless. They didn't even ID the weirdo with the pitbull and my roommate didn't even show an ID and they just took his information nonchalantly and then left without even letting me gather things! That's how little they cared about my safety. I haven't been back except a few brief trips back to gather things armed with mace. I've also made sure to set an audio recorder app where I can quickly play it on my phone if he starts threatening me again. I ain't messing around! The leasing office and police might not care that he is threatening and intimidating me in my own home but I do! I'm sick of it! If he steps into me I'm macing his ass! I'm also recording him if he threatens me again and I'm pressing charges. I've also been gathering my stuff to move to another state with a friend for a fresh start.
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