| Author | Topic:   I feel horrible, horrible | 
	| Queen Salome Knowflake
 Posts: 706From: Sirius
 Registered: Jul 2013
 |  posted April 27, 2024 02:23 PM       I have been in crisis since 2015 and thought this will be my year. But now my cat has died and I am feeling horrible, guilty, angry, sad, devastated, blaming myself and the others...
 I am wasting my years, I am spinning into circle, and now when I lost him, this is really the hardest blow...
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	| teasel Knowflake
 Posts: 27141From: Here
 Registered: Apr 2009
 |  posted April 27, 2024 09:49 PM       I’m so sorry. I can relate to you a lot.
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	| Lexxigramer Moderator
 Posts: 9287From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
 Registered: Feb 2012
 |  posted April 28, 2024 01:23 PM       I made a long reply but it vanished👽
 Please keep posting here because it can really help you cope💙
 I am going through loss of cats due to terminix🤬 poisoning food and water and another was killed by the neighbors dog😭🤬
 And my Beloved old cat died a few years ago and I have not recovered from that and never will.😭
 I am going into my second year of chemotherapy and so freaking weak and sick. And my husband almost died Thursday 😭😭😭
 Please keep talking because we are listening and we care💙💙💙Not going to rant more here about the bad in my life but if you are interested see my post at hearth and home forum as it tells much.
 I wish I could help but all I can do is listen💙😭 IP: Logged | 
	| Queen Salome Knowflake
 Posts: 706From: Sirius
 Registered: Jul 2013
 |  posted April 28, 2024 03:48 PM       
 quote:Originally posted by teasel:
 I’m so sorry. I can relate to you a lot.
  
 Thank you.
  Do you think it is related to certain astrological factors?
 I haven't look my progressions, but I have a lot of 12th house transits+eclipse+Mercury retrograde
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	| Queen Salome Knowflake
 Posts: 706From: Sirius
 Registered: Jul 2013
 |  posted April 28, 2024 03:55 PM       
 quote:Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
 I made a long reply but it vanished👽
 Please keep posting here because it can really help you cope💙
 I am going through loss of cats due to terminix🤬 poisoning food and water and another was killed by the neighbors dog😭🤬
 And my Beloved old cat died a few years ago and I have not recovered from that and never will.😭
 I am going into my second year of chemotherapy and so freaking weak and sick. And my husband almost died Thursday 😭😭😭
 Please keep talking because we are listening and we care💙💙💙Not going to rant more here about the bad in my life but if you are interested see my post at hearth and home forum as it tells much.
 I wish I could help but all I can do is listen💙😭 
 I am so sorry for your cats. That is so horrible 😭🤬 I know chemotherapy is everything but easy, and really have nothing else to add, except I am sending my prayers and good wishes
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