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Topic: WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT DYING CAN BE BEAUTIFUL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Lexxigramer
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From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 23, 2025 10:17 PM
  
AFTER I DIED 💀☠️💙AND WAS RESUSCITATED I HAD TO SUBMIT FOR OVER FOUR MONTHS TO THE HORRORS OF MEDICAL SO CALLED CARE👎🏼😱🤬...UGH UGH PURE FREKING HELL...PARALYZED FROM CHEST DOWN BEING IMPRISONED IN A BED UNABLE TO MOVE AND DIAPERED AND TUBES ALL OVER IN HOSPITAL AND THEN LATER IN A HORRIBLE OLD FOLKS HOME ALL AGAINST MY WILL BECAUSE OF MY NEAR PERMANENT DEADLY CIRCUMSTANCES WHEN I SHOULD HAVE DIED THAT MARCH 4TH MORNING WITH MY CATS LOVING ME ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️AND WHILST HAVING THE MOST PEACEFUL BEAUTIFUL AMAZING DREAMS THAT I HAVE EVER HAD. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I WAS READY TO GO AND THAT WAS NOT SUICIDE.
IT FELT PURRFECT......🐱😸😻
I FELT NO FEAR NO PAIN JUST PEACE AND ODDLY WARMTH AS I LAY ON FLOOR WITH NO HEAT IN 20 DEGREE TEMPERSTURE TRAPPED FOR 8 HOURS UNDER MY BED.
LIFE HAS BEEN AND STILL IS A HUGE STRUGGLE.
I AM HAPPY TO STILL BE ALIVE NEVERTHELESS.😎👍🏼❤️
HOWEVER I DO HAVE HANGING ON MY DOOR A
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY SIGN......
HEE HEE...🤣❤️😎RIGHT OVER
A LEGAL DNR DO NOT RESUCITATE ORDER.
I STILL NEED TO GET A LIVING WILL.
I DO NOT WANT TO EVER BE IN A NURSING HOME EVER AGAIN.
NO ONE HAD EXPECTED ME TO SURVIVE AND TO EVERYONE'S SHOCK I AM STILL HERE AND DETERMINED TO GO ON.
I AM LEARNING TO WALK AGAIN AND BACK HOME.
SEE MY REPLIES AT MY I AM STILL ALIVE THREAD.
I JUST HOPE THAT WHEN IT IS MY TIME THAT MY DEATH WILL BE AS PEACEFUL AND GENTLE AS MY ALMOST END WAS.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️THE DNR AND A LIVING WILL SHOULD PREVENT ME FROM EVER BEING IMPRISONED AGAINST MY WILL EVER AGAIN.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 9475
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 23, 2025 10:36 PM
I TORALLY CAN RELATE TO THIS FROM FROM THE DONNIE DARKO MOVIE SOUNDTRACK❤️😎👍🏼
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The line is not "dreams as I lay dying see the best I ever had." It is "The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had," which comes from the song "Mad World," famously covered by Gary Jules for the Donnie Darko soundtrack.
The actual line
The correct lyrics are:
"And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad / The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had".
Context in Donnie Darko
The song plays during the ending montage of the film, where Donnie's actions have seemingly reset the timeline and prevented his own death.
Donnie is shown lying in his bed, laughing, right before the jet engine crashes into his room. The lyric reflects how his happiest moments were in the alternate reality where he was destined to die, as he was experiencing connection and purpose with those around him.
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WHICH LEADS ME TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE AND STILL DO DIE OFTEN IN MY DREAMS. MANY SEEM TO BE PAST LIVES. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM SUICIDAL CONTRARY TO THE THINKING OF MANY FOLKS.💙
SUCH DREAMS HELP ME TO GO ON LIVING.🥰
MY FAVORITE QUOTE ABOUT DYING IS FROM FREDERICK NEITZCHE.
WHO DID NOT COMMIT SUICIDE.
QUOTE;
The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a bad night".
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I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HIS PHILOSOPHY👍🏼😎❤️
See more below about that👇🏼😎❤️
A famous Nietzsche quote about suicide is, "The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a bad night". This quote, from Beyond Good and Evil, suggests that the knowledge that one could end their life provides a sense of freedom and a coping mechanism for enduring difficult times.
The thought of suicide can be a "powerful comfort" or "great consolation".
It serves as a way to "get through many a bad night" or a "passage" across them.
The quote comes from his work Beyond Good and Evil.IP: Logged |
PixieJane
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From: CA
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posted October 25, 2025 01:57 AM
Were the cats alive or passed on?If passed on, do you think they really were with you, and that they'll be with you when you do pass on? I've found it distressing that near death experiences don't seem to feature lost pets. If you can say anything on this, I'd appreciate it. It certainly sounds like you've been through a lot. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted October 25, 2025 03:04 AM
I’ve read books about ghost pets. If we have an afterlife, I’m sure that they do, too.Actually, there were some true stories posted to the Jezebel ghost stories, in the past. Someone posted google doc archives in the comments of this years’ post. http://www.jezebel.com/ready-to-be-freaked-out-its-scary-story-contest-time IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted October 25, 2025 03:22 PM
There are some who believe that animals have a unified Oversoul that absorbs them when they pass, but there is a very important caveat: If a human loves any animal, that animal is then given a separate Soul. I think that is a beautiful thought. I believe it. As far as dogs and cats go, I think they all have Souls. So many have been abused that they all get to be happy in the afterlife.IP: Logged |
Lei_Kuei
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posted October 26, 2025 11:03 AM
Donnie Darko is one of my fav movies, and that song too got super popular when it reached Christmas No 1 here in Europe. And has become part of the Christmas Songs Playlists that everyone knows. But anyhow, damn... I can only imagine the horror of your situation while both being paralyzed, and entrapped in not only your body, but then to be imprisoned against your will in an old-folks home... Christ on a bike, that's fuel for a horror story-like character situation. I also share in wondering about the Pet possibilities same as Pixie, teasel and Randall. My own theory is that Animals are far more adept at dealing with Death than we might be, and it's them who take care of us when we pass, just how we cater to their needs in life... in that way, I feel its always a good idea to be kind to animals, doesn't matter if its cats or dogs, or whatever (though I do think Cats have certain esoteric advantages)... They were here on this planet long before Human Consciousness arose, and that should be respected. ------------------
You can't handle my level of Tinfoil! ~ {;,;} IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 29, 2025 04:41 AM
Wow many replies thank you all👍🏼😎❤️
Will reply to each of you ASAP.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 9475
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 29, 2025 04:55 AM
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Originally posted by PixieJane:
Were the cats alive or passed on?If passed on, do you think they really were with you, and that they'll be with you when you do pass on? I've found it distressing that near death experiences don't seem to feature lost pets. If you can say anything on this, I'd appreciate it. It certainly sounds like you've been through a lot.
The cats were very very alive two 30 pound black fellows but sadly when I Went into hospital they were set loose and they are gone now,😭😭😭 FORTUNATELY THE FOUR MONTH OLD MY SON ADOPTED And my Granddaughter
absolutely adores her❤️❤️❤️
I will address the issue if new death and pets later....remind me if I forget please.
But short version is let's see living and dying in a different light then we humans and move on to their next life immediately after each of their deaths. Occasionally they will visit but it is rare. Very unlikely that any of my hundreds of pets would be with me in an obe or in my eventual death will be with me.
They each would have been experiencing many masters by then, if you believe in reincarnation.
But their are exceptions as when an animal is betwixt lives and any of their former masters dies at same time .....IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 29, 2025 04:59 AM
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Originally posted by teasel:
[B]I’ve read books about ghost pets. If we have an afterlife, I’m sure that they do, too.Actually, there were some true stories posted to the Jezebel ghost stories, in the past. Someone posted google doc archives in the comments of this years’ post. http://www.jezebel.com/ready-to-be-freaked-out-its-scary-story-contest-time /B]
OH yes ghost pets are real❤️❤️❤️ But unlike a human not moving on the pet simply sees the death time or out of body time until the next incarnation as just the flip side of the same coin of existence😎👍🏼❤️Too bad most humans are not some evolved.
Will look at your link later.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 29, 2025 05:04 AM
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Originally posted by Randall:
There are some who believe that animals have a unified Oversoul that absorbs them when they pass, but there is a very important caveat: If a human loves any animal, that animal is then given a separate Soul. I think that is a beautiful thought. I believe it. As far as dogs and cats go, I think they all have Souls. So many have been abused that they all get to be happy in the afterlife.
I TOTALLY BELIEVE THAT ALL ANIMALS HAVE INDIVIDUAL SOULS. NO BEING. ABSORBED INTO A COSMIC ONENESS BUT INSTEAD RETAIN THEIR UNIQUE INDIVIDUALITY.😎👍🏼❤️IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
Moderator Posts: 9475
From: Here since March 24th.2005/..& Have been Lexagramming going on 2/3 of a century to date! LEXIGRAMMING.♥is my Passion!
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted October 29, 2025 05:17 AM
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Originally posted by Lei_Kuei:
Donnie Darko is one of my fav movies, and that song too got super popular when it reached Christmas No 1 here in Europe. And has become part of the Christmas Songs Playlists that everyone knows.
Cool I did not know that!👍🏼😎
quote:
Originally posted by Lei_Kuei:
But anyhow, damn... I can only imagine the horror of your situation while both being paralyzed, and entrapped in not only your body, but then to be imprisoned against your will in an old-folks home... Christ on a bike, that's fuel for a horror story-like character situation.
THEN I SHOULD POST THE HORROR STORY HERE ASAP👍🏼👽👀👽👽 DEFINITELY A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DEPRESSING PRISON LIKE PLACE. SHUDDER😱👀👽💀☠️
quote:
Originally posted by Lei_Kuei:
I also share in wondering about the Pet possibilities same as Pixie, teasel and Randall.
DO YOU REMEMBER ME TELLING YOU ABOUT THE PLAYFUL CHASE WITH DEATH CAT WHEN YOUR CAT DIED ⁉️😸♥️
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Originally posted by Lei_Kuei:
My own theory is that Animals are far more adept at dealing with Death than we might be, and it's them who take care of us when we pass, just how we cater to their needs in life... in that way, I feel its always a good idea to be kind to animals, doesn't matter if its cats or dogs, or whatever (though I do think Cats have certain esoteric advantages)... They were here on this planet long before Human Consciousness arose, and that should be respected.
I TOTALLY BELIEVE THIS YOU SAID.....
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They were here on this planet long before Human Consciousness arose, and that should be respected.
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👍🏼❤️👍🏼❤️😸🐈
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