posted December 24, 2011 10:38 AM            

But if tLilith doesn't form bad aspects to your natal placements at this juncture, I don't think an event will occur. You might just feel a deep sense of foreboding, like you're thinking of doing something forbidden. One thing about Lilith though is that she was someone who did what she felt like, even though there were dire consequences. She probably wouldn't have given a flip about what Adam or Yahweh had to say about whether or not to have children.

Alternatively, you might begin to think about doing something taboo in your creative endeavors. Maybe it's true to who you are, despite how it may disturb others.

Or...since the 5th is about pleasure, you might want to indulge yourself but feel you're not allowed to at this point.

Or, if tLilith makes a hard aspect to some point in your chart, you might lose a gamble, since the 5th encompasses casinos and bets.

Or you might get a secret urge to romance someone who is off-limits to you, or is a bit of a dark horse, or vice versa.

posted December 24, 2011 03:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
Cusp...I guess right after you wrap up your fear of you and your origins/family history, you start having deep apprehensions about becoming a parent yourself, perhaps based on what you faced during her transit through the 4th. It seems reasonable that if you faced disturbances in regard to your parents' marriage and its impact on your inner self, you'd worry about repeating the pattern(s) you were programmed with.

But if tLilith doesn't form bad aspects to your natal placements at this juncture, I don't think an event will occur. You might just feel a deep sense of foreboding, like you're thinking of doing something forbidden. One thing about Lilith though is that she was someone who did what she felt like, even though there were dire consequences. She probably wouldn't have given a flip about what Adam or Yahweh had to say about whether or not to have children.

Alternatively, you might begin to think about doing something taboo in your creative endeavors. Maybe it's true to who you are, despite how it may disturb others.

Or...since the 5th is about pleasure, you might want to indulge yourself but feel you're not allowed to at this point.

Or, if tLilith makes a hard aspect to some point in your chart, you might lose a gamble, since the 5th encompasses casinos and bets.

Or you might get a secret urge to romance someone who is off-limits to you, or is a bit of a dark horse, or vice versa.

Er....I can't think of anything else at the moment. Joyeux Noel!!

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capri you are right on I am really scared of becoming a parent.........I AM SOOOOO SCARED. I am so scared that I am going to not be good enough mom and then my kid/s wont have the skills and confidence to get ahead etc....I am scared that my kid will die bc of me been reckless somehow...just yesterday I was in the car with husband and I told him what if I have a kid and the house is too cold and then I find the baby dead from been cold and I started crying right after I told him this in the car and I didn't think I was going to cry it just came out of nowhere. Right now my lilith is conjunct jupiter in transit and both conjunct my natal juno in the fifth. Transit lilith and jupiter are at 0 degrees in taurus. Also karma transit is conjuncting t lilith and t jupiter and also conjuncting together natal juno in the 5th.

I was intimate with husband a few days a go and it turns out that I was probably ovulating around that time so I am thinking I might be pregnant and will know next week for sure. I am soo scared though I have thinking all day about all the things I want to do to make sure that kid has the best shot but I worry so much that I won't do a good job as a mom, it hurts thinking of me failing in this area.

posted December 24, 2011 05:03 PM            

I'm probably not the best person to talk to about this because my biological clock never went off. But I've been told that nobody's ever really ready to become a parent, no matter how many parenting classes you take. And yet people manage to raise their kids to age 18 all the time, even if there are wrinkles that need to be ironed out at the end.

You have a lot going for you....look at all the Mutable in your chart.. you have the flexibility required to be a parent. Because you've gotta be ready to expect anything.

If you don't know what to do, just keep in mind that point you brought up about the Uranian parenting style. Uranus is structure that allows for freedom and individuality. Don't let fear fill your heart because then it can't operate from the state of love....which in its pure form is equal to that Uranian freedom. Think about it, it's true. Love = Freedom

It's obvious you'd make a wonderful mother who can nurture intellectually as well as at the sustenance level.

posted December 30, 2011 09:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
Cusp...I guess right after you wrap up your fear of you and your origins/family history, you start having deep apprehensions about becoming a parent yourself, perhaps based on what you faced during her transit through the 4th. It seems reasonable that if you faced disturbances in regard to your parents' marriage and its impact on your inner self, you'd worry about repeating the pattern(s) you were programmed with.

But if tLilith doesn't form bad aspects to your natal placements at this juncture, I don't think an event will occur. You might just feel a deep sense of foreboding, like you're thinking of doing something forbidden. One thing about Lilith though is that she was someone who did what she felt like, even though there were dire consequences. She probably wouldn't have given a flip about what Adam or Yahweh had to say about whether or not to have children.

Alternatively, you might begin to think about doing something taboo in your creative endeavors. Maybe it's true to who you are, despite how it may disturb others.

Or...since the 5th is about pleasure, you might want to indulge yourself but feel you're not allowed to at this point.

Or, if tLilith makes a hard aspect to some point in your chart, you might lose a gamble, since the 5th encompasses casinos and bets.

Or you might get a secret urge to romance someone who is off-limits to you, or is a bit of a dark horse, or vice versa.

Er....I can't think of anything else at the moment. Joyeux Noel!!

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this is asteroid lilith ryt?

posted January 01, 2012 02:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
Sand: How does that Moon-Lilith work out for you? Does it describe ur mum? I have Moon-Juno in the 5th and my mum really is like Juno - power through marriage at the cost of personal happiness.

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man i thot i replied to this last night. must be the wine smh..

i don't have moon in h5 btw. just lilith there. i meant by moon lilith just the one more regularly used in natal readings.. black moon lilith?

anyway my mom has pisces sun and moon so yep it does describe her.