posted January 24, 2012 05:27 AM
i have natal venus-chiron square but 7 degrees apart.but my chiron is in my 1st house,so i still feel the aspect.i loved three men whose venuses are at the 21st degree aries which means exatly square my chiron.one of these men's chiron was exactly conjunct my venus.with that man, i can say that i yearned for him to love me,like my every problem will be solved and everything will be wonderful in my life when he love me.we had a relation.he used to say that he loved me but i think all we did was using each other to solve our personal problems, to feel ourselves precious.because i had a feeling that "yeah i suffered until this time very much,but this is the beginning of my fairytale".but it didn't.before our relationship started, he was in another relationship.but he didn't seperate from that woman,and i suffered very much.his relationship with me was secret and he didn't dare to live our relationship in public.i think this is using.with the 2nd man, firstly he was interested in me and then i noticed this.then i loved him and again that yearning began.but he wanted to date with another woman,i suffered very much,but i feel nothing for him now,just friends but he still feels me something i think.
with the 3rd man: we didn't talk to each other but there is something, i think he is my twin flame. we look into each other's eyes and then we are lost.but chiron square venus aspect is a part of a golden flying eagle pattern( magi astrology) and it doesn't feel like my other relationships.when i am alone, i feel that unhealty yearning again, i feel worthless and he can't love me but when we meet, this feeling goes and compassion and love comes,without that unhealthy yearning.
i had a relationship with a man and his chiron square my venus. i loved him but he didn't love,i felt that unheathy yearning again.we had a relationship and he used me for his sexual needs.
i had a relationship with double whammy venus-chiron square. he loved me, i didn't love him at the beginning.but then i liked him but didn't love and we hurt each other and he felt that unheathy yearning.
i know a man with his venus conjunct my chiron and i feel nothing for him.
a man wanted to date me whose venus,sun and moon was conjunct my chiron and i didn't love him.
a definite explanation is not possible for chiron in synastry i think. according to magi astrology, i have to die from my love for the man whose venus,sun and moon were on my chiron but nothing happened.
i noticed that people with natal venus-chiron aspects attracts vens-chiron relationsand they are the lessons wich they suffer and feel worthless in the absence of the other person,but they learn to love themselves after felt worthless many times.i think chiron-venus is not about real love, it is about yearning to feel precious, it is about how people value.