posted January 26, 2012 06:49 PM
Sorry to be all sending an APB here, but I'm disturbed. The last few weeks are making SO much sense to me, as my soul-sister of over a decade is about to marry her twin. I couldn't be happier!They came together quickly, bonding permanently, and then circumstances did EVERYTHING they could to rip them apart. Finally, after years, they gave in. Now, you know that can't be -permanent-, per se, so they've been struggling - clawing, clamouring - to get back to each other.
He proposed very recently, I'm going to say. Maybe around Christmas. Naturally, she asked - not just in regard to, 'when's a good time?' but - why the hell are we having such a hard time with this? What on earth is going on with all this whacked-out energy?
Here's the deal.
They have Sun-Moon conj to the SECOND in synastry; AND it's a double-whammy, save for the exactness. Sun-Moon-Merc-Venus and Karma-Destinn closely conjunct (like I have with mine) Amor trine the Sun, Psyche-Eros in trine -- it's weird how similar our composites are.
Vindemiatrix seems to be leaving them alone in the composite. BUT.
She has it natally in a big, big way - on her Mars; close. And, not to go alarmist here - but the Sabian you described - 04-05' Taurus. That's her ASC. And it's verified.
Vindemiatrix on a personal planet - Mars, in a woman's chart - one of the big marriage indicators - AND the 'widow at a grave' Sabian ....
What are the chances that this is NOT some kind of weird karmic protective mechanism, similar to what I suspect was going on with my twin and myself? A strange, unconscious sense that we would meet our end here?
Please tell me there's a LOT more that must be going on, or the sheer force of the twin-flame bond is enough to withstand it. They both deserve to be happy (don't we all, for the most part?) and I know it's all part of The Big Plan, Whatever It Is - but I really, REALLY want to be at their wedding on whatever date we've come up with, fully confident that she can rest easy from this point on.
Right now, however, she's at a HUGE cross-roads. Does she turn her life upside down to follow him? His job forced him away (ICE) and she's been teaching junior high for the last several years. More than anything, she wants to know WHY they keep being ripped apart, (I think it's VIN, personally) and if she should just make the bold move and go with him this time - or if it would 'somehow be a terrible mistake'.
It may be her Capricornian-Taurean sensibilities suspecting the 'terrible mistake' - or she may be intuiting something. (Her natal Moon is 2' Cap, so not close enough to the Sabian. His Merc is 3' - also safe, I'm gathering.)
Thank you SO much for your assistance here! I can't say just how grateful I am.
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posted January 26, 2012 06:49 PM
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