posted March 19, 2012 06:35 PM            

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posted March 19, 2012 06:55 PM            

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Originally posted by BrightStar23:
Yeah he is Gorgeous, absolutely.
Another thing about our connection is how he makes me feel. (haha that sounds so "me me me".. but its kinda interesting so I'll share it)- basically I always had self esteem issues. Even though I have been told repeatedly that I'm beautiful- there is only a few times in my life where I have really been able to see it/feel it.
But around him I feel like a GODDESS. its like all those years of self doubt vanished in his presence. He seems to view me that way too (goddess like ). Its been a very healing thing. At the beginning of our connection, to me, I would actually physically transform in his presence. My skin would get softer- my eyes brighter- Its like I would fall in love with myself!-very weird! haha. And at the time my self esteem was so low it was such a big change! it was like: "I feel awkward, I feel plain *he walks in*... I feel HOT! I'm so sexy and beautiful!! haha

But this was OBVIOUSLY a lesson- if me feeling beautiful was dependent on him- thats a dangerous place to be in. So I realised I needed to learn to feel that good in myself all the time.
It took some time and alot of inner work.
But now I can honestly say to myself" I am beautiful" and mean it!
With our without him, and whether he actually was the catalyst or not- this was a VERY important lesson for me to learn. Now I see that love in my own eyes. Self love is so important!!

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I just saw this! You are describing the Aphrodite, I think.It is beautiful that you had this. I had something like this once, for a short time (Gaston)
I am so happy for you that you are transforming in such a supernatural way!
How marvelous!

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posted March 19, 2012 06:58 PM            

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Originally posted by BrightStar23:
OMG was it intense being the lilith!!! Sounds fun!! Well as the Sun person it is sooo intense but I feel like I have to resist the lilith a bit. I remember a close call between us. it was like lilith took over- he was almost buckled over with lust! ( me too! but I was trying not to show it!) and i felt like his energy was engulfing me. It was so sexy- but the timing was way off-plus we had been drinking, and it would of not been right- and I didnt want us to regret anything. I knew that. So I had to put the breaks on before things got physical. It was so incrediably hard to do that! it felt like being sucked into a vortex- an incrediably sexy vortex- but a vortex none the less!
Lilith wants what she wants when she wants it!- An amazing feeling though, I've never felt anything quite like it.

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Lilith is am amazing thing. You described it perfectly. Oh, to be sucked into the vortex *s i g h*

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posted March 19, 2012 08:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I will look some more tomorrow.If you want to research that asteroid Bright, you could start a new thread and we could talk about it as I have never used it. If you do, could you please put on the info and not just the links? Thanks Sweets!

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p.s "oh to be sucked into the lilith vortex *sigh* " hehe - Love it.

posted March 20, 2012 07:44 AM            

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posted March 20, 2012 07:49 AM            

He has Saturn conj Destin and this conj your MC.I would say that he is a very dedicated and hard worker as part of who he is. Then, this conj YOUR MC means that he brings this side of himself to YOUR public/career/society part of your chart. This is what you describe as well.

What is funny is that in the Comp--Eros is conj the MC and so you are a couple would appear erotic but in the synastry, he brings you discipline and dedication in your public life. That kind of sums it up, doesn't it lol

This also goes to show the power of one single aspect in the chart and how one aspect alone can yield riches!

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posted March 20, 2012 05:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I will look at your synastry little by little as that is how I do it and that allows for a good discussion as well.

He has Saturn conj Destin and this conj your MC.I would say that he is a very dedicated and hard worker as part of who he is. Then, this conj YOUR MC means that he brings this side of himself to YOUR public/career/society part of your chart. This is what you describe as well.

What is funny is that in the Comp--Eros is conj the MC and so you are a couple would appear erotic but in the synastry, he brings you discipline and dedication in your public life. That kind of sums it up, doesn't it lol

This also goes to show the power of one single aspect in the chart and how one aspect alone can yield riches!

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This is so interesting! it totally sums it up. I had wondered about the Saturn and Destinn being conjunct in his chart and how it would effect our Synastry and composite. It seems to me learning the lessons of Saturn is important to him and to me ( it being in my first house and conjunct his destinn) I have found that Saturn kicks your Ass if you indulge in negative behaviour/Karma and laziness! but it rewards you by bringing you geniune wisdom and accomplishment if you are disciplined, spiritual and calmly/patiently work towards your goals

posted March 20, 2012 05:45 PM            

It just hit me today so I wanted to share it with you. I would not enter into a commitment like marriage with hard aspects to the Nodes.

IQ did another Composite for me and told me the Nodes made it no go, in his opinion.

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posted March 20, 2012 06:15 PM            

I love your article on Saturn! you hit the nail on the head.- I totally think Saturn is the rejected kid in us all.
But sometimes the rejected kid finds another rejected kid and they form the best most fulfilling friendship of them all... Just my two cents.
(haha I always have to see some hope)

I dont know if we will ever be in a commited relationship or even a physical relationship!
I just love him alot and deeply. Im grateful to have this kind of a connection in my life whatever form it takes.

posted March 20, 2012 06:19 PM            

I really want to hear what I.Q has to say about this chart now! his knowledge is mind boggling!

posted March 20, 2012 06:26 PM            

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Originally posted by BrightStar23:
"IQ did another Composite for me and told me the Nodes made it no go, in his opinion."

I really want to hear what I.Q has to say about this chart now! his knowledge is mind boggling!

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IQ is a Master. He is so humble that one has to figure it out for themselves as he never brags lol

If you want to join us on Facebook, let me know Bright Star as IQ as well as many others are in our FB group!

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posted March 20, 2012 06:29 PM            

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