posted March 18, 2012 03:05 AM            

Based on this Thread on Hekate

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Hekate is primarily a goddess of the Underworld, holding dominion over death and rebirth. This is meant both in the literal sense and in the metaphorical as well. For life is filled with many deaths and rebirths aside from that of the flesh. Because of this the Dark of the Moon especially is her time of the month, since it is a time of endings and beginnings, when what was is no more, and what will be has yet to become.

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If I interpretated correctly, I am having some sorta realization of death and regeneration of Venus-matters now? Correct me if I am wrong.

Based on this Pholus Thread

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Pholus intensifies the natal factor affected by him in a way that we are impelled to unusual and often thoughtless actions in the domain in question. Frequently one feels a kind of "goaded on" and under a hardly sustainable permanent strain.
An underdeveloped facet of the affected part of our personality suddenly appears. On the one hand, this often gives us a spontaneous insight into our deficiencies in the domain concerned. On the other hand, it drives us even more towards a change.
The participants often felt a wish of riddance. The old and hitherto sheltering way of life becomes too "limited" and is stripped off without much effort and sometimes even "accidentally" (cf. pholis, squama". A skinning effect). Some persons characterized this process as an "awakening" of new energies, capabilities and insights, often accompanied by a strong enthusiasm.
Pholus seems to launch us again and again into unexpected frontier situations, where we feel demanded too much and eventually exceed the bounds of our possibilities.

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IF Pholus indicates change and awakening, tPholus conjuct my Neptune in Gemini will probably mean eratic changes with matters of 3rd house (Communication and the way my mind has evolved/learnt something?)

Interestingly... these transits affects my cadent houses. My Neptune in Sagittarius is in the 3rd house of Communication and my Venus in Gemini is in the 9th house (Higher learning, foreign concepts and new perspectve)....

Oh, there is tFortuna one degree away from conjunction with my Kaali @ Cap 14'42 in the 4th house and tVenus @ Taurus 13'32 trine my Kaali...

Natally, I have KAALI @ Cancer 14'42 (4227) opposite TUTANKHAMUN @ Cancer 14'59 (4848), opposite OSIRIS @ Cancer 13'45 (1923), trine Venusia @ Taurus 15'44, square SPIRIT @ Libra 14'36.

Hmmm... will research more on Kaali and be back...

posted March 18, 2012 08:42 AM            

I would say that you would be forced to see your shadow self. Am I right?

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posted March 19, 2012 11:17 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Fascinating Lilith
I am so glad you shared this as I never think in terms of transits

I would say that you would be forced to see your shadow self. Am I right?

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Thank Ami! I always check the transits whenever I feel myself changing or there is a decision to be made.... Just to see if it fits. My Aquarius Moon, perhaphs, is the reason why I believe there is nothing that cannot be explained, even emotions, human nature.