posted April 15, 2012 07:33 AM            

Thank you very much for interpreting my dream.

Another thing is, yes I said I didn´t interprete my dream, but that wasn`t because I didn´t want to analyze it, there simply was no need to go to an analytical process with it, as I understood its message to me very clearly.

It also hapened that after that I started to dreaming of angels. I remember that at one time I was dreaming of the Archangel Gabriel (which surprised me usually if I am dreaming of an archangel it is Michael for some strange reason) who was in my appartment and wanted to tell me something. Instead of freezing in awe, I fled into the bathroom and closed the door as I really didn`t want to hear what he had to tell me, and well, he was having some minor angels with him, Cupids as a matter of fact. lol, and I threatened if he sent them under the door to me, I would kick themy right through the door.
In that dream Gabriel simply wanted to make me see that I HAD to go there were I was supposed to go / had planned to go, that it was almost time and even though I was in deep denial I knew deep inside that I really was ready for it.

It had a serious message this dream, but it was somehow a bit crazy in its athmosphere, completely different from when I was dreaming of the goddesses Sati, Parvati and Kaali. now THEN I was intimidated. lol
But they as well had a very important message to me.
I do not usually dream of angels or Goddesses though. There are only three dream scenarios when that happened and it all happened in the last years after the dream you just interpreted.

Though I tend to lock myself inside my house into the bathroom quite a lot in dreams lately. lol

posted April 15, 2012 07:58 AM            

"the “wholeness” points to the degree that would allow us to recognize our twin soul. "
Yes, that is the reason the "failing to recognize" was being emphasized that much.

"The part about other people “dying” as a result of your neglecting your “duty” is really a euphemism for other people not mattering to you. This, I believe, is an urge to make your love more selfless, expansive and inclusive of others."
That is an interesting point and I agree with it. Of course I love and have loved people, very deeply in fact, BUT this kind of love usually stems from a more mind-oriented, spiritual or even soulful love with the exclusion of what we associate with "Venusian love", not total exclusion but a hesitancy to really go there.

"The healing of this wound will remove the barrier to your separation from your True Love."
Interestingly I didn`t have a feeling this wound was supposed to heal. It was more that i had to accept it as a part of him and myself, instead of healing it.
As a matter of fact it was not even considered a wound by my guide for example, it was only my perception that saw it as a wound or something that should be "smoothened".
It was also not the wound part that frightened me.
But something else. And that is the confrontation with flesh and blood, a primal archaic sense, something very animalistic (which is why were were crawling on our knees mirroring each other, so I would make the association to "animals").

And that is what it really is about to me. I gladly accept the smooth side, the one you easily see (don´t forget the "wounded" side was in the dark, invisible, at first). And this represents my idealized view on the intellect, even the spiritual side of being.
The other side though, the raw, bloody side of the face, has something to do with humanity in a very archaic sense. Being in a body, primal instinctivity that doesn`t seem to agree with the more intellectual approach.

In a way that dream brought me back to earth, literally. lol
It showed me that I was just human, and that I could not continue living only in the spiritual sphere or even in my mind, as that was only half of it.

Whereas for many people their path is from physical emphasis to spirituality, it seems my path runs the other direction, getting in touch with very simple instincts again, getting in touch with my own body and accepting it as part of my Self just as my "higher mind" is.

It also reflects the discrepancy between my intellectual and spiritual development and the neglect of the physical.

It was only in the year after that dream that I got the feeling that I had really "arrived" in my body, not just perceiving it as a cage for my spirit, but starting to perceive my soul, spirit AND body as an unit, and working to make amends, as through the neglecting of my physical development I of course hurt the wholeness of my triune being, giving too much weight to my spirit simply disturbed the flow and balance in a way that is quite unhealthy.

I feel that this is the basic point the dream was about.

A reason for this might really has been abandonment issues, which may have started with my mother, but it is certainly not limited to the experience in the mother-child-relationship.
Abandonment issues like this really shows an unwillingness or incapicity to accept change and to go with the flow.
Which is what I have made my very personal lesson fromt hen on. Being in the present most of all.

posted April 15, 2012 04:21 PM            

Anyway, I think it’s kinda cool that you can access messages from the cosmos.

“Interestingly I didn`t have a feeling this wound was supposed to heal. It was more that i had to accept it as a part of him and myself, instead of healing it.”
I think we’re on the same page here-we can only accept that which we love, i.e., acceptance is very much a part of love, which in turn heals. So acceptance essentially means healing (to me). Once you accept you heal. This is what I meant in my interp.

“As a matter of fact it was not even considered a wound by my guide for example, it was only my perception that saw it as a wound or something that should be "smoothened".”
This is an imp. spiritual truth-only we see ourselves as wounded. For the cosmos/God/our spiritual Guides/the Good forces in the Universe, we are perfect as we are.

“And this represents my idealized view on the intellect, even the spiritual side of being.”
” It also reflects the discrepancy between my intellectual and spiritual development and the neglect of the physical.”
Kay, so I hope by now we’re in agreement about your advanced spiritual level/development, which I have *cough* mentioned *cough* several times right from my initial convos with you

“In a way that dream brought me back to earth, literally. lol”
Very necessary for you especially since you have paucity of earth in your chart.

“Whereas for many people their path is from physical emphasis to spirituality, it seems my path runs the other direction,”
Oh Ceridwen, I see your point. But I also want to say that the path from the physical to spiritual is much harder imo as we’re constantly bombarded and anchored down by the receptivity of our 5 senses. Personally, I think I’m more somewhere in the middle (perhaps due to abundance of earth in my chart), and it is this middle “zone” between the physical and spiritual that sometimes makes me doubt my own “mind”. Since you have “mastery” over the spiritual already (to the high degree that you do), I think with applying conscious thought to your body, you could progressively learn to balance the two.

“It was only in the year after that dream that I got the feeling that I had really "arrived" in my body, not just perceiving it as a cage for my spirit, but starting to perceive my soul, spirit AND body as an unit, and working to make amends, as through the neglecting of my physical development I of course hurt the wholeness of my triune being, giving too much weight to my spirit simply disturbed the flow and balance in a way that is quite unhealthy.”
In light of what you’ve shared here, I completely agree with your perception.

“A reason for this might really has been abandonment issues, which may have started with my mother, but it is certainly not limited to the experience in the mother-child-relationship.”
No, it’s not-in fact these issues tend to play out in a myriad of ways in our close adult relationships.

“Which is what I have made my very personal lesson fromt hen on. Being in the present most of all.”
Fantastic! This is also what I’m trying to get Mr. Pisces Moon to do.