posted August 04, 2012 06:08 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
Read your article about Algol & Holmes. Didn't know if I should start a new thread for this or not, hope you don't mind
I have Algol exact on my ASC (+ square sun 3° & Medusa 2°) this stood out:
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The people who have Algol, prominently, will have to face the most evil parts of human nature and assimilate this into themselves. . . Algol is associated with death and pain, as well.
I am probably one of the least violent people I know, I can't stand it and don't understand the appeal of it to others. BUT I have hugely disturbing thoughts and am thinking I may start to understand why a little better now. Wont go into detail but out of nowhere thoughts of explosions and other extremely violent images cross my mind. It isn't scary or anything to me, just normal. I have always had a fascination with executions. I don't think they are right but at the same time I don't get freaked out by them if that makes sense.
I think about death a lot, not scared of it and almost welcome it...just not in a suicidal way, but more of a, I really wanna know what happens at the moment between life and death way. I always see myself dying is some violent way and get these weird thoughts to jump when I am on an observations deck or something like that. Its weird but I thought it was normal, like that everyone had those thoughts. And I won't even get into my fascination with pain and S&M aspects.
With that said, do you think there are any good parts to it?
I read somewhere it could also be good for victory over others, just not always in a nice way. It would seem to give power, and in a way I feel I hold myself back because there is a part of me that knows if I were a little less moral, I could achieve really great things in the business/corporate world. Im just afraid that in order to do that, I may end up selling my soul, as it were. In a way I think it may be why I hesitate, and almost fear, embracing the full potential of my personal power. I have a strong desire to conquer the world & like anything less would be unsatisfying. Maybe its good for ambition?