posted September 02, 2012 12:01 PM            

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Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal

posted September 02, 2012 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Let me ask you some questions? Do you struggle with wanting to act on dark impulses, but have to force yourself not to?

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posted September 02, 2012 12:26 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Let me ask you some questions? Do you struggle with wanting to act on dark impulses, but have to force yourself not to?

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posted September 05, 2012 12:02 AM            

Nessus @ 13 Can 26'49"
Mars @ 12 Lib 12'41"
Pluto @ 14 Lib 52'18"
Mars-Pluto Midpoint @ 13 Lib 32'29"
Eris @ 14 Ari 35'16" (Rx)

The dark impulses, as you can imagine, are quite dark at times (the mental imagery has basically touched just about every dark aspect you can think of, and probably then some. Sometimes I'm convinced I'm tapping into some hive mind or something that would like to see some of this imagery come to pass, which could be a blessing in addition to the curse - i.e. I have a vague idea what to expect if worst-case scenarios happen, which thankfully don't happen all that often). Also Thankfully, I've largely resisted the urge to act on them, however. Eris in Aries in my chart completes a T-Square with this actually, and I'm certain this is quite true with quite a few people as Pluto and Eris are generational.

The transit I'm really concerned about is about April 21, 2014, when Uranus-Pluto square each other exact in Aries and Capricorn respectively around 13 deg ~30'. Mars will be in Libra close to 14-15 degrees (right after my next Mars Return I might add... actually, on further checking, 2014's actually a Triple Mars Return due to a retrograde - It'll retrograde-return right after that Uranus-Pluto square), and Jupiter around that date will be on Sirius, with my Nessus. Yeah, pretty much a grand cross with all outer planets for everybody on the planet around that time, with Jupiter making a slightly lengthy T-Square. Also, Moon will conjunct Pluto around this period as well, which I'm certain will add to the emotional content of whatever takes place (crossing fingers for something majorly positive, but will take considerable work. In my case, I have no idea what to really expect with this).

My point is, this upcoming transit in just under 2 years interacts almost precisely with my chart. I'm not sure what your placements are, but I'm going to have to very much watch my thoughts around and leading up to (and beyond) that time.

Here's my chart for that day if you're curious:

posted September 05, 2012 08:56 AM            

Your home life may have been violent or there may have been a lot of fighting.
There feels like there is a lock between the part of you who grew up in that home and your own desires for taking what you want i.e. abuse--with no thought of the other.

I am NOT saying you do this. The chart is energies for every single person out there. They are potentials. You don't have to feel guilty or weird for anything! We all have these kinds of things of one variety or stripe or another

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Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal

posted September 05, 2012 08:58 AM            

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Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal

posted September 05, 2012 08:08 PM            

As additional information, I did also check relocation charts for a few locations.

My current hometown, and Los Angeles didn't come up with anything immediately apparent to the transits and relocated angles for April 21, 2014

Seattle, WA area: Relocated Ascendant would be conjunct transit Hekate and a degree or so off of transit Ceres at that time, with relocated Descendant conjunct transit Mercury (below horizon by < 1 degree) and Juno (above horizon by < 1 degree).