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Topic: eros/valentine on your IC, does that indicate love is at your core?
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Gabby Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted September 29, 2012 06:09 PM
I have both about a degree from my IC, after reading what it means in synastry....im wondering what it indicates, or how it shows itself in someone when falling at such a sensitive point in their chart?IP: Logged |
Ceridwen Knowflake Posts: 4272 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted September 30, 2012 07:11 AM
You are extremely vulnerable when you fall in love. Depending on what else is your chart, you might not open up this place to many people, but once someone gets to that level, you can be extremely open and loving and experience a very deep kind of soulbased love. You are probably not able to fall in love superficiallly, it always hits you straight in your core (of course you have to look up your Venus as well).IP: Logged |
Gabby Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted October 01, 2012 08:15 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: You are extremely vulnerable when you fall in love. Depending on what else is your chart, you might not open up this place to many people, but once someone gets to that level, you can be extremely open and loving and experience a very deep kind of soulbased love. You are probably not able to fall in love superficiallly, it always hits you straight in your core (of course you have to look up your Venus as well).
Wow...your dead on! I haven't let someone close to me, as in spend time in my home regularly since 2005, after my marriage ended. I had a long distance relationship in 2008, but when he was lying...it hurt to much and I havent let anyone close to me since.......it feels like i cant do it again! I've dated, but its usually kind of boring and i end it, not worth investing energy into, or im scared? IDK? I know once i fall, theres no turning back...for good or bad...im stuck there because my heart won't let me leave! It feels easier to stay alone than to stick my heart out there again, and feel that pain again! I know if i ever fall in love again, it will be the last person i open my heart to...we will either die together or we will split and i will die alone because i will not do it again...and im ok with that! As a child i had a kitten and a dog as a teenager...when they died, i knew i would never be able to open my heart to another animal...i loved them so much and it hurt to much to go thru it again. Its been 20 years and ive never loved another animal...when i try to connect to another, i think of the ones from my childhood, and just want them back and reject any new animals. Weird? I love and give so much...its a really messed up roller coaster ride to lose it! In relationships, after ive recovered, even if they hurt me, i always have a special place in my heart for them just because ive loved them so deeply, they moved me! Even tho I won't open my heart to them again, my theme song to them "the ride with you was worth the fall, loving you made life worth living"...but i guess if that was true, id be willing to go on that ride again..and right now, im not! My Venus is Libra in my 1st, conjunct my Pluto on my AC...Libra Venus@19/Cappy Valentine@9/Cappy Eros@9.50 My asteroid Angel is Cappy@16 Aries Chiron@24, Aries Jupiter@15
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 37185 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted October 01, 2012 09:24 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: You are extremely vulnerable when you fall in love. Depending on what else is your chart, you might not open up this place to many people, but once someone gets to that level, you can be extremely open and loving and experience a very deep kind of soulbased love. You are probably not able to fall in love superficiallly, it always hits you straight in your core (of course you have to look up your Venus as well).
Wonderful info, Ceri! xx ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Gabby Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted October 01, 2012 10:20 PM
@Ami...wasn't she!!! WOW!The guy that broke my heart, long distance 2008, had his AC/Eros conjunct my IC to! I think hes really the one that took a fatal swing at my heart! I still tear up and its been years...ugh, feel so stupid! IP: Logged |
Ceridwen Knowflake Posts: 4272 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted October 02, 2012 05:52 AM
Gabby,And venus conjunct Pluto angular too? Yes, I totally can see that, how you experience emotions so intensely and intimately. It is sad though that you donīt trust anymore. Hopefully that will change, though maybe it will take more time to open up,b ecause of the past experiences and that you are so very vulnerable. For me it is kind difficult as well. I have Venus conjunct Isis and Osiris in Capricorn squaring Pluto on the MC in Libra. I seem to be unable to *just* fall in love. It always goes to a very deep level and feels like emotional death-and-rebirth scenario.
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Gabby Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted October 02, 2012 09:59 AM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: Gabby,And venus conjunct Pluto angular too? Yes, I totally can see that, how you experience emotions so intensely and intimately. It is sad though that you donīt trust anymore. Hopefully that will change, though maybe it will take more time to open up,b ecause of the past experiences and that you are so very vulnerable. For me it is kind difficult as well. I have Venus conjunct Isis and Osiris in Capricorn squaring Pluto on the MC in Libra. I seem to be unable to *just* fall in love. It always goes to a very deep level and feels like emotional death-and-rebirth scenario.
I totally understand that! Sometimes when i feel myself starting to fall in love and yet i don't fully trust them it brings back the pain of loving and losing it...and i freak out and bolt, won't answer phone calls, i just disappear on them...thats why i won't let anyone know where i live or invite them to my home until we are very solid...i don't want them to be able to find me and convince me to work things out if i sense they are going to hurt me. I just can't endure any more pain... Sometimes i feel like an animal that has been so abused, its growling and biting at the ppl that are trying to help....but when youve been hurt so deeply...how do you trust? I also have cancer Nessus@3 on my Mc and Aries Lilith@3 on my IC....Karma@5 is on my libra AC to! Sometimes i wonder how bad was i in my past lives? I have had some major abuse and pain...then on top of that my chart is setup in way to make sure every feeling i have is felt to the bone! Somebody wanted to make sure they rattled my core! And they did, i a good way! I am full of love, but im still a bit terrified of it to! I didn't realize Isis had that same affect...im going to have to go check where mine fall, ive only looked at them in synastry! IP: Logged |
Gabby Knowflake Posts: 553 From: Registered: Sep 2012
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posted October 02, 2012 10:17 AM
Hmmm, Anubis falls on my DC....death on my AC with Pluto and death on my DC with Anubis, I think something in me was meant to die and be reborn through pain! Found Isis on my S.Node with Hera... Isis is also about death and rebirth, right? Wasnt she was the one who gathered all the body parts of her husband and blew life back into him...is that right? IP: Logged | |