posted May 12, 2013 06:03 AM            

His Kaali conjuncts my ASC exactly, and whenever he is in physical proximity, the amount of electric energy is immense.
Actually meeting him for the first time, resulted in a major surge of Kundalini Rising for me, and still does whenever he is physically close. Just, I slowly got a little more used to the intense energy.

Having said that, my own Kaali is just 4 degrees of an opposition to his, and the pr Kaali was conjunct my natal DESC and opposing his natal Kaali when I met him.
Actually it is still there, to be exact the last time I met him, my pr Kaali was STILL on 8 Gemini, like for the last 5 years (it changed direction).
exactly opposite my Atlantis, as well.

And since it is slowly moving forwards now, pretty much stationary, it is still on 8 Gemini.

Actually it will stay there on 8 Gemini until 2025 - so it is VERY stationary, sort of hovering over my DESC on 7 Gemini and opposing his natal Kaali on 6.47 Sagittarius.

It will take almost 30 more years, until it will pass its natal degree again. So I am pretty much left with that Kaali progressing my DESC and then in a decade of so my SN. lol

posted May 15, 2013 04:07 AM            

Anyway, things are not like they are normally between performer and audience (or how I experience them usually). I have not really been approaching him ever again, though been on some concerts (hey, he is really GOOD in what he does, and so is the band, and its just always a fun-time), and he keeps on sneaking up on me. No not really. But it is sometimes disconcerting how he tends to always somehow come up in my proximity, like out of nowwhere.
I also have tried out pretty much every corner to hide in to see the concert without being spotted. To no avail. He pretty much always sees me. I know that he does, and I am not too much fantasizing here, cause he did approch me during a show (probably just to tease me and make me feel totally out of my comfort zone. He remarked on how persistently I tried to ignore him, hoping he wouldn`t see me either. So I guess at least at that evening my attempts were not so successful. ).

To be honest I have no idea WHAT he thinks. Probably just that I am a very weird woman.
For me by now that strange "dance" is surprising, but somehow quite entertaining as well. lol

That`s the light side of it. Don`t ask me about the underbelly of things.

How it felt?
Well, the night after we met I was lying in my hotelbed, and it was the first time that I was constantly hearing his voice in my head, I mean really HEAR it, like chatter from quite a distance, like you might overhear someone talk a few metres away, you can`t really understand what is being said, but you hear their voices.
And then I got in that very very strange state of consciousness, that I cannot even explain. Like consciousness on a different wavelength or dimension.
Oh yes, and I was thinking i was having a stroke and would surely die that night. though there was no real horror or panic attached to that thought. It was more like stating something.
The reason I was thinking that was because of the immense electricity I felt, surrounding and pervading me. Like being stroked by an electric cord. I have had similiar bouts now and then, but not as strong and not as long.

Second time he decided spending good deal of his concert standing and kneeling so close to me, that it definitely was not within any parameters of the usual social distancezones anymore. At least not with strangers. lol
Electricity? Check.
But the real startling thing was that I couldn`t even have told you where I ended (my auric field I mean) and his started.
It was like something inside me, my soul or whatever, didn`t even realize he was a stranger, or another being with an own auric field, that should not INTERLOCK with mine like that.
Did he feel it? Probably not. Though after he decided that it might be time to return to stage and do his job properly (ON stage, not from the aisle. lol), he turned back to me several times and gave me some very hard to decipher looks.
I didn`t do anything weird, nor did I say anything totally out of the norm.

And whenever we have been in physical proximity, even if no words are exchanged, the night after that I am in that same strange state of conscousness, not able to sleep (Until in my mind I tell him to SHUT THE HELL UP. I WANT TO SLEEP. lol)
(his Psyche and Pallas are also exactly conjunct my Psyche in Aquarius; his Mercury exactly conjunct my Neptune).

It is just strange and strangely electric.
Meeting im has also been a big wake up call for me and set in motion a huge transformation process. Maybe he was just the right guy at the right place and the right time, a catalyst. But fact is that is what happened, and it happens still.