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Topic: Ami Anne, I've got a question
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 15, 2013 08:30 PM
I've read your articles in Brown Owl School and a few of your threads in other areas, and you mentioned a few times that Saturn conjunct Eros means obsession with sex. With me this is definitely not the case, rather I see Saturn as holding me back from enjoying sexual experiences at all, both in the form of childhood trauma (possibly sexual, haven't recovered those memories yet), and in the form of strange neurological effects. Is this because it's in house 12 or could another aspect be causing this?I know my Venus in Scorpio definitely doesn't help matters here, either. :/ Edit: Here are some abuse asteroids in my chart, the ones I could think of. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 15, 2013 09:15 PM
Hi Friend I will look at your chart tomorrow but the 12th house would trump other considerations as it suppresses what resides within  ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 15, 2013 09:20 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Hi Friend I will look at your chart tomorrow but the 12th house would trump other considerations as it suppresses what resides within 
Okie dokie, thanks 
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 16, 2013 08:18 AM
I don't know how to make the chart bigger, Friend. It is too small to see . If anyone knows how, let me know.I could see the saturn in the 12th. I call this the "loner placement" in that the person FEELS isolated. So, if there are a group of people talking and the person wants to join very badly, he will already feel rejected before he even approaches. So, for you, the 12th house Saturn carries a hard load. I would describe it as the feeling above. What do you think? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 16, 2013 10:10 PM
What browser do you use? In mine if I click the picture it gets bigger, I use Chrome.I think at times I may feel isolated but mostly it gives me a feeling of independence, a better sense of self because I don't lose myself in dealing with others. But Saturn being in aquarius, I do also have a fear of large crowds of people, sort of a paranoia. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 18, 2013 12:49 PM
I use Firefox. That must be it. Wow, I felt like such a dummy when people would say "JUST ENLARGE IT"  ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 18, 2013 12:50 PM
Friend Do you have Dejanira conjunct the Moon or Child conj Dejanira?------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 18, 2013 05:40 PM
I have child conj the moon but not a conjunction with dejanira, although it is also in taurus. Maybe there's an asteroid I don't know about that's linked with abuse?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 19, 2013 08:47 AM
quote: Originally posted by JovialMagus: I have child conj the moon but not a conjunction with dejanira, although it is also in taurus. Maybe there's an asteroid I don't know about that's linked with abuse?
Has to be, Friend. The chart shows all. If you can get your chart up, I will look but I can't get it bigger. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 19, 2013 07:58 PM
Here's another upload of the chart: IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 21, 2013 11:56 AM
Just saw this, SWeetie. Will look later  ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 21, 2013 10:09 PM
Sorry. I got busy. I will be back. Sorry for the delay  ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 24, 2013 09:16 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 09:17 AM
sorry. I am so scattered with this earth void. I am bumping for myself,Friend xxx------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:02 AM
Ok Let me look at your chart, Sweetheart.------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:07 AM
I will tell you some general things I see and you tell me what you think.You have lots of very different parts to you. This is not always the case with people. When it is, it is like on part is kind of an alien to the other. You have an Aqua ASC which is kind of light and airy and "Whateeeevaa" and then you have Venus in Scorpio in the 8th House which is super intense when you are in love. Know this. You will kind of lose your mind and get obsessed when you are in love imo ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:08 AM
The hardest thing in any chart is 12th house planets and you have saturn here.I call this placement "the kid who sees everyone in a circle and wants to join SO badly but is afraid of humiliation for what he wants." This Saturn feels like he does not belong. He is doing it to himself but feels it is the outside. This is the case for all of our placements and for everyone, not for you alone xx ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:09 AM
Your Saturn in the 12th squares the Moon in the 2nd exact. Was your mother someone who kind of threw cold water on your chart such that you got really discouraged?------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:10 AM
You may have health issues which plague you or feel that you never are good enough to do service to others( Chiron in the 6th)------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:11 AM
Groups are prolly very hard places for you and you may have had all sorts of uncomfortable experiences there but it is one of your purposes to overcome this and be able to navigate a group setting------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 10:12 AM
I would see one of your biggest struggles as the desire to find God and the frustration with this. Also, you desire to communicate a great deal but may feel frustrated and locked in.
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JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 25, 2013 02:30 PM
All of this sounds right, and yes my mother and I don't get along, she was very manipulative and used me to express her anger that she couldn't have my father. She was psychologically abusive as a result.IP: Logged |
JovialMagus Knowflake Posts: 48 From: Westminster, MD, USA Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 25, 2013 02:34 PM
Also, out of curiosity, what placements show my struggle to find god? I like to know how things interact in my chart.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 45657 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 25, 2013 02:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by JovialMagus: Also, out of curiosity, what placements show my struggle to find god? I like to know how things interact in my chart.
Pluto in the 9th square ASC. Mercury in the 9th.
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