posted November 10, 2013 04:26 AM            

Round midnight actually.

Like the athmosphere was extra-charged electrically, but not necessarily the good kind. For lack of better terms it felt like "predatory energy";
I had also been semi-sleeping on the couch (should maybe not do that), and was transported back into some sort of vision I had MANY MANY years ago (1991); the nastiest kind, and I really do not want to be even reminded of it just by mentioning it, and certainly do NOT wish to have some eery vivid memory-recall.

The instant before I clearly woke up though, I was seeing an image flashing through my inner eye (usually I do forget these as soon as I wake up, but this time it stuck and got transported to conscious mode, too).
This had no bad energy attached to it, though. It felt quite strong and maybe even protective.

posted November 10, 2013 04:48 AM            

Last night there was a conjunction of Siva, Mercury and Dejanira in the sky, spanning from 1-3 Scorpio, falling onto my natal Uranus on 1 Scorpio.

1 Scorpio (Tr Siva, my Uranus):
A Delicate Bottle Of Perfume Lies Broken, Releasing Its Fragrance

Mentioning Siva, one has to look up Kaali, and actually they were exactly sextile last night, with Tr Kaali on 1 Capricorn

This very Tr Kaali was exactly conjunct my natal Vesta, Stonehenge, Knight and whatelse. lol

1 Cap:
Three Rose Windows In A Gothic Church, One Damaged By War

Apart from that I had these Transits going on:

Tr Pluto on my natal Spirit
and conj. my pr ASC and pr Proserpina on 9 Cap exact
An Albatross Feeding From The Hand Of A Sailor

Tr Chiron on my natal Ceres on 9 Pisces
An Aviator Pursues His Journey, Flying Through Ground-Obscuring Clouds

Tr Nemesis conjunct my natal Magion on 6 Aries
A Man Succeeds In Expressing Himself Simultaneously In Two Realms

Tr Nessus conjunct natal Psyche

posted November 10, 2013 07:57 PM            

We were in the car on the last leg and an hour away from home around that time if you mean the Sat-Sun night. Everyone tired and it probably being about when the brother had just swapped to the passenger's side again. I can't remember for sure though if that was when the paternal end was pulling his insane stunt of trying to wipe the inside windshield clearer, hard rain outside, having just driven off from where they swapped and going straight to 120 km/h (illegal by at least 20, most likely 40 with the winter restrictions now, and wait, what was that about it POURING down for driving and road conditions?) while doing that. Not looking where he was going with the attention divided, while tired as hell already from having driven 11 hours up North last night - before another eight hours up there for a funeral and leaving to head back South in the afternoon with more zero sleep? A bit of dozing in the car only before the night's last driver swap, 1-2 hours at most, so his being in little condition to drive a car at such speeds already to begin with. Then he dares tell me to basically shut it and acting as if I'd have no valid opinions or whatever when I say to at least drive slower if doing something like the window wiping, in more idiocy and the start of having crap poured all over me all last night. The brother was left to housewatch for me while I was up North to help my grandmother, and while I at first didn't realize it when back, as soon as took a closer look when alone (an hour plus after your stated time), the state of the place was enough to make anyone cry.

Funnily enough there was the rerun of Invincible on later at night when switched the TV on to try and distract from everything else before it. I don't consider the 2001 TV movie as bad as IMDB makes it out to be, but then I don't mind looking at Billy Zane even if inanely ("happily" I imagine is what they were going for) grinning, and I like spotting what kind of New Agey or "spiritual" things they manage to stuff into it along the way. Consider it my dragons or symbols if you like.

"it's a beautiful movie about good and evil. If you look past the dodgy acting this movie seems rife with, you will actually see the message that it tries to put out there...

Love > Hate
Good > Evil etc." for one review. Actually, I don't see the point of all the hate for it at all. All it does is repeats things too much as if to pad up from too little material, looks cheap, uses stereotypical figures for the elements and pulls some bad acting from them - but if looking at Dominic Purcell later in Prison Break, I actually have to say I prefer him here to his Lincoln later.

I suspect New-Ageians will appreciate some of the effort with whatever their ideas were. It also says enough about that side when I now discover that someone called Spiritguidance is the one who's posted the movie on that rather well-known video site out there. The Flower of Life symbol used as a birthmark in it and all such instances probably means that you have to be into all that already to see everything in it.