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Topic: Priapus, Vertex, and Lilith
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FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 19, 2014 01:19 AM
I apologize this is more of a personal question than a general discussion, but if anyone could help me untangle this I'd really appreciate it...I've seen the threads here on Lilith-Priapus, and had a strong feeling this was prominent in the synastry of one relationship I've had in particular that became very toxic, but had never actually checked, probably due to fear lol. Anyway I finally did look it up and yeah... My Priapus in 12th house conjuncts his Vertex in 8th exact, and is opposite both his BML and osc. Lilith by 1 degree Also might be relevant: our Moons are very widely conjunct (6 degrees), his Sun is opposite my Moon exact. My Psyche conjuncts his Sun exact, his Eros conjuncts my Moon exact, my osc. Lilith conjuncts his Moon 1 degree. His Venus opposite my Sun exact Anyway, if Lilith is the female archetype of liberated sexuality and wanting to be viewed as equal, whereas Priapus is male sexuality (repressed? overcompensating? I'm not sure lol) but either way wanting to "merge" at any cost.. Lilith struggles to gain power, Priapus struggles to accept losing power... My conclusion is if they do relate to gender, the role reversal just doesn't work? There were so many power plays in this relationship I don't even know where to start.. His Vertex conjunct my Priapus just makes me resent the whole situation even more lol IP: Logged |
summerlite Newflake Posts: 0 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted February 19, 2014 09:34 AM
Priapus on Vertex. Did you feel powerless or did you make him feel powerless?
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 55372 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2014 09:47 AM
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FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 19, 2014 07:07 PM
quote: Originally posted by summerlite: Priapus on Vertex. Did you feel powerless or did you make him feel powerless?
Umm both honestly, I guess I can't say how he felt but for me it was pretty brutal towards the end.... edit, it's a long story lol IP: Logged |
FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 19, 2014 07:10 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Hi Fire Moon
Hey Ami! How've you been? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 55372 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2014 07:29 PM
I'm crusin for a bruising ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 19, 2014 10:14 PM
^Haha I know how that goes...IP: Logged |
summerlite Newflake Posts: 0 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted February 20, 2014 08:51 PM
I read your story. Sorry didn't reply earlier because I need to think about it.I would say you make him feel powerless about the 8H situation, since anything on Vertex would be you bringing it to him. You have a Sun-Moon opposition with him. There isn't a mutual understanding when it comes to the stand you were making whether it's before getting together or after. How do you find Psyche conjunct Sun? Does he understand you? (You might have mentioned it, perhaps I forgot). Eros conjunct Moon would signify a passionate bonding. I don't think this happens because your Priapus is opposite his BML, but rather because both points happen to be on his Vertex and Anti-Vertex. In a way, both points seem to have crippled the energy flow. Where is your BML by the way? I don't think this would have happened unless you want to "own" Priapus.
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 55372 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 20, 2014 09:04 PM
quote: Originally posted by FireMoon: ^Haha I know how that goes...
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FireMoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Minnesota Registered: Mar 2012
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posted February 21, 2014 11:49 PM
quote: Originally posted by summerlite: I read your story. Sorry didn't reply earlier because I need to think about it.I would say you make him feel powerless about the 8H situation, since anything on Vertex would be you bringing it to him. You have a Sun-Moon opposition with him. There isn't a mutual understanding when it comes to the stand you were making whether it's before getting together or after. How do you find Psyche conjunct Sun? Does he understand you? (You might have mentioned it, perhaps I forgot). Eros conjunct Moon would signify a passionate bonding. I don't think this happens because your Priapus is opposite his BML, but rather because both points happen to be on his Vertex and Anti-Vertex. In a way, both points seem to have crippled the energy flow. Where is your BML by the way? I don't think this would have happened unless you want to "own" Priapus.
Hey sorry for the delayed response, but thanks for your reply. It's hard to sort through all the different aspects, but I think you're right about the 8H issue. My BML is in Sag, doesn't make really close aspects in my chart or to his. But I should've mentioned I also have Kaali conjunct my natal Moon so it was conjunct his Eros and opp his Sun (also conjunct his Moon widely) So yeah that probably had something to do with it too lol. It was very passionate, but definitely in a toxic way eventually Sun conjunct Psyche was interesting, and I think we both felt like we understood each other instinctively. There are very few people I've felt I had a "telepathic" connection with, but he was one, probably the strongest actually. Which wasn't necessarily a good thing, it just made it a lot harder to break ties. But we did have that connection, for example I'd be thinking I wanted something and he'd hand it to me without me saying anything... or lots of times we'd call each other at the exact same time. There were other weird occurrences including tarot experiences, weird paranormal experiences, etc... Which I think might actually tie back in with Kaali, maybe even the hostility and out of control emotions Jupiter was/still is transiting my 12th, and transit Saturn was in his 12th and square both of our Jupiters (along with that lovely Mars opposite Venus) so belief systems and spirituality were also a huge theme and source of conflict for us. We both grew up in strict Christian backgrounds but I had branched out, he hadn't. In the end I never backed down and feel I actually opened his mind to a lot of things but not without a ton of problems and anger. Anyway I'll just post the synastry, as you can see the rest of it isn't great either. Lots of oppositions and my Mercury and Mars are unaspected. It seemed to be an extremely important relationship for both of us in terms of growth, but also just extremely difficult lol eta, my eros was also strongly involved, square his Saturn and Mars... Transit Saturn was conjunct that at the time. Ugggh I hadn't really noticed that but it makes so much sense IP: Logged |
summerlite Newflake Posts: 0 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted February 28, 2014 10:40 PM
lol Kaali-Moon cjt Eros sounds lethal.I just noticed his Priapus is also opposite your BML. There's a sense of obstacles that both sides can sense. He has Mars in 9H. I think it's unlikely for him to change religion. IP: Logged |