|
Author
|
Topic: @ Gabby
|
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 04:00 PM
  
quote:
Originally posted by Gabby:
My Sekhemet saggy@18.56
Hebe saggy@19.21
My moon is virgo@18.35.... Exact square your NN!!
That's an important aspect!!NN square Moon synastry
"The planet person may be part of an unresolved issue the North Node is carrying from the past, and must resolve in this life." I don't know why I keep thinking what you need to resolve has to do with what is conjunct my Moon, where is your Child and Asclepius and Christian...my asteroid Christian is virgo@18.29!! Maybe your carrying pain that emotionally blocks your spiritual growth and ability to trust in God?
Maybe scared from religious abuse as a child or from a past life that won't allow you to nurture and love yourself completely and it needs to be healed?
Gabby, this intuitive dive into my past is so very interesting. So grateful! Child is at 20.2 Sag. The others are at odd places. But I'm listing my Scorpio asteroids - I have a full house, some of these make good links to your Michel (the archangel, he features very strongly in my life) for example.
SCORP
Karma 0.18
Sun 1.35
Celestia 6.12
IC 9.15
Venus 15.55
Adonis 17.37
Merlin 18.24
Reiki 20.9
Hygeia 21 (healing)
Hara 21.4 (Kundalini)
Saturn 21.11
Kleopatra 21.14
Astropis 21.25
Union 21.42
SAG
Alma 8.9
Antares 9.8
Isis 13.18
Sekhmet 14
Apollo 14.14
Osiris 14.32
Vertex 17°29'
NN 18.28
Child 20.2
Giza 24.58
BML 25.25
Pallas 26.35 CAP
Poseiden 3°35'
Hermes 4.15
Destinn 12.54
DNA 13.57
Aphrodite 16.16
Anand 22.15
Mahakala 22°21 IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 04:33 PM
Oh wow!! Your touching some massively spiritual places in my chart...I'm not home to get exact degrees but here is a ballpark I'll edit later...
Akashi libra@29.-mars gemini@29.33
Qumran scorp@0.32
Kaali scorp@2.15
Minerva scorp@3.14
Pandora scorp@3.14
Asteroid Lilith sciep@4.
Ute/Pythia and a few others are sitting ontop of these also....
My Uranus scorp@4.44IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 04:36 PM
Half your scorp placements are on my NN!!Very interesting your child is in your NN....you need to return to that place to heal and allow that child to live again!!
Your NN path is learning to nurture and love yourself again, trusting and believing in those around you that they love and will protect you! Return to the innocence of blind faith and know God is leading your path, and he cares deeply! Saggy is a very optimistically spiritual sign....its so innocent it steps on peoples toes without realizing it...it doesn't think it trusts all will be ok! IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 04:43 PM
I believe what we are seeing is a past life scar....it's still going to affect you greatly today but in less spritually obvious ways...like it will affect your relationship to feeling you deserve love, because you unconsciously feel abandoned by God or hurt by those who claimed to love you and love God....but what they did became the reason you struggle with feeling you belong and will ever be loved, if God doesn't want to love you why would anyone else?This is just the feeling I get...so I'm using it as an example, please tell me if you feel differently! Where is your Dejanira? IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 05:00 PM
My Angel/Rudra are sitting on your Aphrodite and Angelica and DNA on your Vertex...My Valentine cap@10.00 is a very active spot in my chart!! I can't remember but I'll post what's there! There's some other asteroids you might check, Christendom, Babel, Apophis, Asmodeus, there's more I'll post later!!
Christendom is "the worlds empire of false religion" called "the harlot" in the bible.
Maybe check that one out and where does your Christian and Asclepius fall?
We will start seeing patterns forming when we hit the right kind of trauma that needs to be healed!!
So even of it doesn't seem to fit, go ahead and post what you find!
IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 05:08 PM
Gabby, you are absolutely right about it (some scars) affecting my relationships. Have often tried to figure out how I became such a push over, what in my upbringing and experiences thereafter were contributory factors. If, as you sense, it might be a past life scar, then that is a huge discovery and I know what I can do to resolve that.Dejanira is at 27 Libra conjunct Neptune in 3rd. Checked the Draconic - Dejanira is at 8 Aqua ( 3rd house) square Chiron LIBRA
Bella 1.41
Spirit 2.23
Eros 3.38
Mars 7.54
Wisdom 8.36
Quaoar 13.32
Mercury 13.57
Aura 15.46
Telephus 22.31
Spica 23.13
Agapenor 23.16
Dejanira 27.04
Neptune 28.6 Edit: A cross post. Will check the others! IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 05:35 PM
Wow!! Your Dejanira sits close on a huge painful spot in my chart...
My Chiron aries@24.14
Conjunct Apophis
Opposed Asmodeus and Hecate that fall around libra@25My Amfortas fall exact on your Dejanira Amfortas is where you sacrifice and hurt for others and learn compassion though sacrifice
Jung called "Amfortas Wound" the psychological wound that won't heal, it's the place we allow parts of ourselves to split off and we can't handle the pain they hold so we never return to put ourselves back together!
This creates holes in us that until they are understood, and nurtured back into health and allowed to reconnect we will limp along in pain without truly understanding why!!
The fact this is on your Neptune shows the pain has a spiritual connection, if you cannot see beyond your pain and have lost touch with your higher self due to the delusions the pain makes you believe, spritual growth cannot happen. If you believe nobody will truly love you, the issue isn't others lack of love for you, it's you haven't been able to love yourself, to validate the belief you find yourself staying in places and with people that don't love you...it's where you feel safe and it's easier to think it's someone else than to see it's your personal self value that is the real issue. Your beliefs about yourself conflict with your ability to connect to your higher self, to connect to love! When you try to fix it or give yourself something you need to be happy, perhaps there is guilt for focusing to much on yourself and then your ability to feel happy is depleted? When you constantly go through a cycle of trying to meet your needs followed by guilt, you cannot raise your energy vibration past that! It's a block to your spritual growth and must be overcome to progress!
IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 07:10 PM
I have the 2 in SAG, Apophis conjunct child. Wow!NN 18.28
Child 20.2
Apophis 21.17
Amfortas 23.45 Does my Amfortas from an aspect with your Chiron? It may indicate a healing capacity. IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 07:27 PM
Wow!! The destroyer conjunct your inner child? This placement embodies what your doing to yourself by refusing to love yourself, your destroying yourself! The battle sits on your NN....this is part of your life path to see this and change it!
Yes your Amfortas is trined my Chiron...it's aries@24.14
IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 09:56 PM
This may be co-incidental, but next week I am seeing a very good healer, someone trained by Barbara Brennan. I will ask her to look into what you've said and for healing. Imagine the the potential for me if that were to be successful. It could be transformative!Gabby, you seem to have expressed the potential of a lovely aspect - your Angelica conjunct my NN. I am curious to know when you developed your intuitIve ability. How does it manifest itself? IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 10:35 PM
Hmmm, really I don't know? I don't even realize I'm doing it....until I start talking and then I'm like wait, how do I know this? I can't presume to know what's going on inside someone else!
But somehow what I'm saying is what the people are feeling but didn't have the words to express it because it was somewhat buried...it's not me, just thoughts that come to me! I wish I could take credit for it! LolIt has gotten much clearer and stronger as I've cleared out my fears and pain, when I'm standing next to someone sometimes I'll ask a question then respond to their answer before they verbally say it! Lol...it was so clear I think they say it out loud until I realize they didn't! I get strange looks from ppl who don't know me! My daughter lets me practice on her, feeling her energy and sensing what she's thinking.....this has helped so much in reading ppls energy!
She hides something in the house and then I will close my eyes, with my hand on her wrist and feel her energy as she thinks about where it's hidden....I get feelings that tell me where to go and leads me to her hiding place!
It teaches you how to silence yourself emotionally and mentally enough to really feel energy that is coming to you without your fears or emotions tainting the way you read the energy, teaches you how to genuinely read energy.
I think anyone can do this with practice, just don't get frustrated when it doesn't happen easily or the first few times...keep trying!
Once you start to feel it even a little bit you will start to understand the process and what it takes to receive energy that's pure and effectively helps others!
Emotional issues will block this ability because your fears can't shut off...you can't really shut down your emotions enough to feel the outside energy clearly or to control it and get full messages.
You might get messages but not consistently and you won't be able to learn how to get yourself into a state to receive messages when you chose, or at least it will be harder!
Maybe if you had some psychic placements that didn't touch your emotional issues with Moon/Chiron or other painful places!
Or you had such a strong placement of psychic asteroids they over ruled the emotions?
But in general it's good to be as emotionally clear as possible to be able to transmit and receive energy! Hope that makes sense! IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 20, 2014 11:49 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Gabby:
But in general it's good to be as emotionally clear as possible to be able to transmit and receive energy!
Makes perfect sense! It is said again and again that people trying to communicate with their higher self during meditation fail to do so if they try too hard. Trying too hard builds a barrier of anxiety. Which, as you said, is an emotional barrier that blocks the transmission of energy. So, paradoxically, one is more likely to communicate when trying not to. I am really excited by what you've received for me. Your Michel SCO 21.24 sits on my Hygeia 21, Hara 21.4, Saturn 21.11, Astropis 21.25. Similar to your Angelica. So, all of this makes very good sense. Bless you. IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 21, 2014 12:33 AM
Your right, It's definitely about relaxing into a peaceful place, not trying to force anything....just letting go of expectation and knowing whatever happens your content with it, even if you get nothing!
The fact that we have placements that are aspected so well my Angelica on your NN, this would amplify the energy and make the flow between us much easier!
I'd assume someone who had a Saturn squaring this area in me would be hard to read, probably even transits could block the energy flow!
That's why it's good not to stress and just let it flow...if it will!
I bet you could do it to with some practice, my opinion is all of us the ability to feel energy....it's no different than smelling something before you see it or before it has physically manifested in front of you...you sensed it with your sense of smell....this is your sense of energy! It's got this rep of being mystical but it's not!
It's been scientifically proven you can measure the energy that emotions give out! Our hearts are the best generator of energy there is!!
Yale has machines that measure universal energy and they see spikes in that energy when something happens that grabs many peoples emotional attention all at once!Maybe we see people that have an easier time than others by aspects in the charts, but we also see people who are able to show emotions easier than others...but everyone still has the ability for emotions! Practice makes perfect! IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 21, 2014 05:05 AM
Gabby, I was referring to the synchronicity in aspects because I suspect this advice from you was fated. Or some synchronicity happened to bring us together. Perhaps your guides and mine thought, be it on the spur of the moment - "hey, here's one who could help the other". That could be true of many people who collide on LL.I'll update you next week when I've seen the healer. Edit: Talking of synchronicity - note the time on this post- 05:05
IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 21, 2014 09:02 AM
Oh, ok! Lol.....I guess I missed the importance of the time frame and that it was synchronized so well!
I agree, things that fated or karmic do tend to arrive at the just the perfect time, when your able to absorb it and get the best use from it! I'm glad your going to be able to discuss this with your healer and hope they can give you further answers!
It's funny how sometimes people do things, and to them it's random and small but to the other person it opens them up to something they needed at just the perfect time!
I'm so happy for you and can't wait to hear what your healer has to say!!
IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 22, 2014 01:52 PM
Looked up 0505 to see if it had any meaning and found this site: http://sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.co.uk Repeating Angel Numbers - 5's and 0's (5500, 0055, 5050, 0505 etc)
The number 5 has to do with moving forward, freedom and courage and your angels wish to prepare you for some upcoming life changes. The 5 and 0 combination is an important message that lets you know that your life changes are in Divine and perfect order. NICE! IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 22, 2014 02:25 PM
Wonder if May 5th will be an important date for you this year?!!IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted February 28, 2014 09:34 AM
Hi Gabby,I met the healer and she turned out to be quite a powerful healer who could see the aura and chakras. But not too forthcoming about what she saw as she believes that information about blocks of energy etc. can be limiting and make one think negatively. (I don't actually agree with that). Anyhow, she saw that I had various past lives impacting on this one and said that the healing had been very successful. Certainly her healing made me go into a deep meditative state and I felt renewed. So we shall see what happens next. She's given me various EFT exercises for daily use to keep one energised. One thing that's got me really excited - I had no idea about the asteroid Angelica till you mentioned it. I found that Angelica is conjunct Kaali, in Aries, 9th house:
Angelica 15.40
Kaali 15.58
And these trine Osiris/Sekhmet/Apollo (1), Isis (2) which are at the GA. Other key spiritual points in my chart: Spirit at SGC and Pallas at GC. If I recall correctly, Angel on Kaali indicates protection during a kundalini rise. The knowledge of these aspects is motivating and makes me feel optimistic about practising meditation and pranayama (breathing exercises to activate kundalini) - one of the advantages of delving into astrology! IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted February 28, 2014 11:50 AM
That's exciting, I'm glad your cleaning is working and EFT is good, very effective!
I love meditation, I don't know why but I associate asteroid Ohm with meditation...I guess i relate them because the silence of the universe is what we are striving for during meditation and Ohm is the universes hum! My Ohm is conjunct my Venus and I do connect to the universe through love! When I meditate I focus all my energy on love energy, some say you should use white light healing energy as a focal point but for me it's never white, it's always very pale pink or green lol....
Heart chakra healing colors are pink and green, so I guess that is my healing light, it comes straight through the heart! IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 11:02 AM
Just adding our aspects....Do you have anything on my Neptune, saggy@11 and where is your Neptune? Some of my aspects to your NN...
DNA saggy@17.39
Judith saggy@17.49-she was a woman written about in the bible.
Angelica saggy@18.13
Vaticana saggy@18.14
Sekhemet saggy @18.56
Lachesis leo@18.13
Venus libra@19.05
Banks libra@19.09
I know I have some aqua and aries right here also....I'll find them.
Plus my moon virgo@18 opposed Pallas/Klotho/Vesta....I have a lot sitting on this opposition line, I'll get them also. I just realized your libra Telephus gem@22
My Destin libra@21.33
Anti-Vertex libra@21.34 It's trine my Telephus gem@21, Messiane gem@21, Godart gem@20.49 Part of Fortune saggy@22.57
Peter saggy@21.16
Lumber leo@21.08 IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 12:36 PM
Hi Gabby,You have some powerful placements on your Sun! I have Neptune conjunct Sun, on the either side of the cusp, so: Neptune 28.6 -Libra
Ophelia 28.48 - LIbra
EMP - 0 Sco
Karma - 0.18 Sco
SUN - 1.3 Sco Do you recall we discussed this in your Ophelia thread in relation to my synastry where our Neptunes were conjunct (his at O.3 Sco), and you said - 'Neptune/Neptune and your Sun and Ophelia, you could lose sight of what is actual reality with the relationship and what is your hopes for reality. But seeing through that might be your Ophelia strength coming out! I can see how hard this relationship would be, there is so much good stuff n potential but also if not handled correctly it could be more delusions than reality! I have the neptune issue also, his neptune is just a few degrees from my sun too!
IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 12:59 PM
That's really a hard aspect, the Nep/Nep on your Sun!
It feels so good, so right, so beautiful....how could it be wrong?? Right??
Then it's out of nowhere you feel blindsided by reality, it doesn't have to be that way if you keep trying to keep your eyes open and see reality.
Nothing is all good and nothing is all bad, the worst thing you can do is judge something before you have all the information needed to see it accurately.
I know with that Nep/Nep it will be hard but just give it time.IP: Logged |
Gabby
Moderator Posts: 4676
From:
Registered: Sep 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 01:05 PM
I just noticed your Dejanira and Ophelia fall on your Neptune....wow!
Your deepest vulnerability is sitting on Neptune, do you sometimes feel connecting to your higher self or reaching for spirituality, accepting yourself as a person God loves and a person who is valuable to God leads to this huge fear of being rejected or ppl will try to bring you down and make you feel your thinking to much of yourself?IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 01:12 PM
Actually, the blinkers are coming off. After all, the early days in all relationships are subject to idealisation. One could argue that a degree of idealisation is essential in all relationships. Or at least the ability to see the positives and not let the negatives dominate one's view. Depending, of course, on how bad the negatives are.Have you made any interesting discovery about your chart recently? There is a still much I haven't bothered to look into in synastry - midpoints for example. After a point, the search for more connections can become self-deluding and I have gone far enough, so to speak. In my own chart, I found kundalini asteroids at 22 degrees in 7 houses, which seems intriguing. They make a mystic triangle, and a grand cross. And I was wondering if there is yet more to be discovered. IP: Logged |
Astro keen
Knowflake Posts: 2600
From: UK
Registered: Nov 2012
|
posted June 10, 2014 01:13 PM
Oh, a cross post. Lemme think!Not sure Gabby. I'm certainly sensitive to others' view of me and would find antipathy or criticism from others upsetting. But I don't think I view myself as being worthless in the eyes of God. Or perhaps that has improved over time. An abusive childhood followed by an abusive marriage was enough to wreck self-esteem. But I must have some self-belief somewhere (perhaps Pluto conj Jupiter at Regulus in 1st house) which makes me pig headed and obstinate in the public arena. I am the person who bells the cat! If there is an issue to be raised or wrongs to be righted then I'll be the one fixing things. Even had a job specialising in that. So, not timid by any means. Self-esteem in relationships is one thing but once I put those considerations aside then I'm OK. Edit: Just read your 21/22 degree placements and your Telelphus is another link!
I just realized your libra - Telephus gem@22
My Destin libra@21.33
Anti-Vertex libra@21.34 It's trine my Telephus gem@21, Messiane gem@21, Godart gem@20.49 Part of Fortune saggy@22.57
Peter saggy@21.16
Lumber leo@21.08 Haven't heard of a few of these - Godart, Massiane, Lumber !?? What would your Destin on Antivertex imply? Seems ultra destined  . IP: Logged |
Lindaland
UBBFriend: Email This Page to Someone! 
