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Topic: venus/nessus, vertex/chiron/aura conjunct in natal - forever suffering from love?
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LionFish Knowflake Posts: 1052 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted March 24, 2014 06:03 AM
A wonderful friend of mine, we'll call him Jay, is one of the most suffering people I've ever met. I've stopped him from suicide, literally pulling a knife from his hands. I think it's more of a cry for help, but i could never take that chance. He can be his sag self normally, savings he has a heavy dose of sag with Asc, Sun, mercury, mars, POF, and Ceres just to name what ive found so far.. we get on famously! But hes got this scary sad side to him when it comes to being alone. I asked him for his birth info, and of course, he's a Scorpio moon. They seem to find me when they're in pain. But I paid special attention to his Chiron.
firstly, his Chiron conjunct aura is what i think makes me so in tune with his hurt. My own Aura is conjunct my moon, I feel sort of an affinity I suppose for this particular asteroid. Always being able to feel whether or not people are good people just from their "vibe" and their mood by feeling the air around them. No matter how much jay smiles I feel his pain over feeling alone. So I wanted to see if there was a reason astrologically. Here's what I've found so far: A T-square with scorp moon/leo chiron and vertex/Aquarius Valentine. Chiron resides in his 7h on the 7/8h cusp. Chiron conjunct vertex Venus conjunct nessus Chiron/vertex is the apex of 2 YODs with Amor and his nn/Uranus forming the base. He is so convinced that noone will ever truly love him and want him. And no matter how amazing his friends and family tell him and show him he is, he never really believes it. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 5351 From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron) Registered: Nov 2012
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posted March 24, 2014 06:20 AM
This made me sad.------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53652 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 24, 2014 08:34 AM
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LionFish Knowflake Posts: 1052 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted March 27, 2014 03:22 PM
It makes me sad too cappy! I just want him to be happy and i feel like while i can help him survive, I can't be the one who makes him feel differently about himself. It's frustrating sometimes. And Scorpio moons feel so deeply, it's hard to convince them that anything other than what they feel is true...I feel very helpless in this situation and I hate it. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 5351 From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron) Registered: Nov 2012
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posted March 27, 2014 03:26 PM
Is he a teenager? ------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
LionFish Knowflake Posts: 1052 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted March 28, 2014 06:13 AM
No, he's in his mid twenties. I wish he was a teenager, I wouldnt be so worried for him..the fact that hes older and still feels this way breaks my heart. It would if he were younger, too, but for some reason being so emotionally distraught as a teenager seems more common and easier to overcome than depressions that hit people when they're older. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 5351 From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron) Registered: Nov 2012
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posted March 28, 2014 01:37 PM
I hope one day it passes. Stay strong, both of you.------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
PlutoSurvivor Moderator Posts: 596 From: USA Registered: Sep 2011
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posted March 29, 2014 08:38 PM
He's lucky to have you in his life. Thank you for being there for him. IP: Logged |
LoadedPistil Knowflake Posts: 860 From: NJ, USA Registered: Feb 2014
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posted April 05, 2014 11:59 PM
I'm Scorpio moon. Can I see the chart, please?------------------ Leo ♌️ Sun, (2nd House), Venus (3nd House) Scorpio ♏ Moon,Mars,Saturn (5th House) Cancer ♋ Rising Svātī Nakshatra IP: Logged |
LionFish Knowflake Posts: 1052 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted April 06, 2014 07:14 AM
quote: Originally posted by LoadedPistil: I'm Scorpio moon. Can I see the chart, please?
If my uber slow internet connection will allow it I'll edit it into here, pistil. IP: Logged |