posted May 01, 2014 11:27 AM            

DW chiron conjunct south node (Unitas on his chiron and kaali is on my chiron)
His Spirit conjunct my North Node, karma, and IC/Sappho (this one is exact)
DW Alma conjunct mercury
His north node conjunct both of our Uranus and neptune

Funny story, this was an unrequited love or it felt unconditional like it. I dreamt about moments here and there of his life, literally experienced things thru him like his body was my body. "Merging".

I didn't know then who I was or if I was even male, but there was a park I walked thru with a friend sometime after all this and I remembered what I'd saw like it was yesterday but I'd never walked thru this park myself before.

And I knew I'd meet this person eventually then, and when I realized this within minutes I felt so depressed somehow out of nowhere I just shut down and had to go home. Got over this the next day, met the guy like six months or so later, terribly obsessed couldn't be parted from him and everything in my head I thought I learned was out the window compulsive but obviously it was all one sided. Poured my heart out or so I tried and I was completely rejected.

My best friend had a conversation with me a few days ago, apparently he remembers me from previous lifetimes and I wasn't such a nice person in some, and he had mentioned this guy and that he had felt this way for me before and I had embarrassed him greatly.