posted October 22, 2014 03:54 PM            

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posted October 22, 2014 04:09 PM            

Also your siblings and you are very close and bring your inner child out or you had a great childhood were you were very close to your siblings or neighbors. Perhaps you are close in age to your siblings and go out together to have fun and meet guys. Or Maybe you meet potential suitors via your siblings.

OR

Maybe learning new things its fun for you and makes you feel like a kid with a new toy.

Maybe you like dating people that introduce you to new ideas and stimulate you intellectually and this gives you a sense of wonder and feeds your inner child.

BUT

Since it opposes chiron and semisquares mars perhaps it could indicate some rivalry..

Lets say you go out with your sister and friends and you meet a potential suitor but you and your sister or friend both like him so this steers up rivalry and can lead to pain......Maybe he prefers her instead of you or your sister/friend goes after him even though you are with him...

posted October 22, 2014 06:58 PM            

Well hypatia238... I'm a dude, so I dont really compete with my sister for dudes. lol wink.

Well my childhood was tough... abused. Nessus Conjunct Cancer Asc. So for certain things I have a childlike approach to life, but to trauma etc as well I feel.

But nothing makes me full happier and excited when I learn something new about myself, in reguards to esoteric studies, astrology, etc. As well as something new that I am passionate about indeed. Haven't really met anyone that stimulates me intellectually etc. But yet that sounds awesome. It's usually me making other people feel inspired etc.

I haven't spoken with my sister for 8 or 9 years. We were closer as young young kids, as most kids are, but grew apart as a teens. Not supportive at all.

posted October 22, 2014 10:38 PM            

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But nothing makes me full happier and excited when I learn something new about myself, in reguards to esoteric studies, astrology, etc. As well as something new that I am passionate about indeed. Haven't really met anyone that stimulates me intellectually etc. But yet that sounds awesome. It's usually me making other people feel inspired etc.

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LOL My bad, I should have guessed you were a dude with your screen name..I suck at guessing genders online for some reason...

Anyways I feel what you said above is your answer!

Perhaps you make learning fun for others. Perhaps you have a way to ignite people’s inner child while you are teaching and getting them engaged in the subject and process of learning! That is pretty cool. Those are the best teachers IMO.

posted October 23, 2014 08:06 AM            

I am sorry about your childhood. I can relate. Merc conj Child seems like it would be a lovely position in which your mind could retain child like traits.

True creativity, always, comes from our child part, so I bet you are creative.

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posted October 25, 2014 02:25 PM            

If I don't, please, please bump it up!

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posted October 26, 2014 11:02 AM            

You are an earth void like I am so the practical details of life may seem hard

the chart is a bit hard to read because it is small but you said you have nessus conj the ASC

I am very direct and call things as I see them without making things flowery etc

Nessus conj the ASC will have the desire to abuse and will, most likely.

Hence, be aware of this and know that it is not your fault, as well.

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posted October 26, 2014 11:03 AM            

Also, you are super intense when you are in love to the point where you could get obsessed, so watch for this and, again, this is not your fault xx

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posted October 27, 2014 12:17 PM            

Home was very emotionally etc hard.
Hmmm, Not sure Nessus fits, as I have been abused, and don't desire to abuse anyone. If anything I'm scared that someone will always abuse me.

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posted October 27, 2014 08:56 PM            

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Lol I did it at astro.com... But every time I save the photo to photobucket it saves it so small... guh. lol

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posted October 27, 2014 11:56 PM            

I see you have ceres conjunct nessus in the first by about 3 orbs and your first house is super tiny..so your ego is not big I would think so perhaps even with nessus there bc the house is tiny and it conjuncts Ceres this would definitely change the meaning...Ceres is all about nurturing and is in cancer a nurturing sign.

Perhaps you abuse yourself by neglecting your emotional needs and not nurturing yourself. Or you don't nurture others and that is your version of being "abusive"; withholding your nurturing nature and been cold.

Your 11th and 5th houses are HUGE and your Taurus and Scorpio cusps are intercepted there.

posted October 28, 2014 02:22 AM            

Yes, I have a very small ego. Which is odd because in so many spiritual studies, the ego is this and that in the way of spiritual pursuits, yet no ego seems to be the polar opposite, where a certain amount of ego is healthy... Confusing. No self, some self.

. Almost like my mother was in the stage of Ceres when she was sad, and depressed after her daughter went to the underworld.

So yes reading about Ceres, I understood what it meant etc, its just having Nessus there, I was wondering how it added to the mix and changed the dynamic and if there is a light side to nessus shadow side thats so known...?

Also in the chart below I added Child, and Black Moon Lilith, both in the 5th and both conjunct Mercury in Scorpio..., wondering how that flavors it?

Also okay the Nessus Story, Dejanira is in my 5th house, in Scorpio, with only opposition Chiron Tau 11th.

But Nessus and Ceres are both square Pluto.. hmm..

posted October 28, 2014 03:37 AM            

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Thanks all. Makes sense.

So I was curious as then about Nessus in Cancer, as it's conjunct my Cancer Asc. Reading how the energy of the asteroid ruler is usually conjunct the ascendant... and reading all the spooky things about Nessus, is there a silver lining?

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110%, Davy.

My NESSUS is surprisingly strong in my chart; 11H; conjunct CERES (2º), NYMPHE (1º), square PLUTO (2º), conjunct SCHRODINGER (2º), trine 3H MOON (0º) and URANUS (1º).

I've suffered some pretty terrible abuse in organisations and large groups -- as well as intense betrayals by (male) friends -- including sexual harassment, power plays, and reputation / character defamation. Typically for being unresponsive to sexual advances, or just not playing politics properly.

On the other hand, I took my own abuses (childhood especially) and became a sex therapist and psychological counsellor -- to both men and women, especially in the alternative lifestyles who are trying to heal their own damaged sexuality (NYMPHE).

As a caring and supportive figure (CERES), I can help nurture my clients back into a state of health and wellbeing; to make these hard transformations, and often total reinventions (PLUTO) of their entire beings into a version of themselves of which they're proud, and generally happier.

I do it on multiple levels, dealing with abuse from an unconscious standpoint, helping my clients to quite literally 'rewire' their brains (as old, negative synpatic connexions become obsolete and newer, more fulfilling linkages are created) by 'rewriting the past by overwriting the history of abuse' with new information, better schemas, and healthier self-messages. Learning to trust again, and to break the cycle of victimisation is a big one. I'm also rather unique in my approach (MOON/URANUS) of 'using the present to change the past' by understanding the timeless nature of the subconscious mind (3H), and how we can 'reprogramme' it to be better functional and improve our lives NOW by fixing THEN. (SCHRODINGER)

So never think for a minute that NESSUS can't become a powerful strength, once we learn how to harness our power constructively. NESSUS is nothing more than being unsure of ourselves, desperate to meet our needs to the point of inflicting our desires wantonly upon others, and taking whatever we want, regardless of consequences. NESSUS is the art of consent and mastering our personal power to the benefit rather than detriment of others.

posted October 28, 2014 09:01 AM            

It may cause you to panic, even. If so, it is the quincunx with Uranus and your Sun and Moon.

You can overcome it due to the nature of the quincunx, Davey.

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