posted March 14, 2015 09:11 AM
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Originally posted by iQ:
Hi LightnDarkWings,Your GrandPrism makes an exact YOD with Asteroid HYGIEA and AURA.
Depending on your Psychic Awareness, this should help you adjust your 7 Chakra Colors to create healing.
MERLIN sextiles your GrandPrism and ANGEL is almost conjunct. Past life expertise in working with Light Frequencies. Clearly Points to Atlantis.
Good discovery I would say!
Edit: Bingo, Asteroid ATLANTIS is conjunct your Descendant exact, and quincunx Jupiter exact. You have discovered an Asteroid that further refines the study of Atlantis past lifetimes.
Thanks IQ. (Asteroid Spirit is also in 8th house. Which I read from one of your posts, is an indicator of learning about the fact that the Body is essentially Energy incarnated into the Physical.)
Which is essentially what happened, but how I got there and what my thoughts/feelings are now on the Occult are entirely different.
I come from a largely atheist family, I lived with my paternal grandmother for many years(I'm finally moving in with the rest of my family for the first time since I was about, what 4?). My mother is a late convert to Christianity. But I always mocked Christianity and for that matter, organized religion as a whole.
Yet, despite that I grew to understood the characterization of Lucifer, idolizing him in fact. There was a time where I chatted with a dude who told me about his psychic powers(I certainly can't confirm them) and he had me run out in the rain. Fun stuff lol.(But stupid) and I did that at night!
From Lucifer, I grew to become interested in Hades(Pluto). Most of this in my youth, and while I was sent to my school to live in boarding for about a year, I had read a book on Shamanism(White Magic). Though I couldn't perform any of the advanced techniques, the concept of meditation and focus(on the White wall especially) was a surprisingly easy and deep concept to master.
For a while thereafter(Ages: 15-17), I truly became agnostic by the sense of the word. Completely devoid of my spiritual desires, I was too consumed by the material happenings of my grandmother's failing relationship, our economic downturn. Etc. But this is what would pave the way for Spirit's awakening.
I had found an organization(called GIN). Briefly joined it for a time, and I had been under the wing of somone(well, not really. Considering the person kind of left me on my own, to in his words 'discover the power I myself have.). This person then wrote a book(Before this, I had read other books listed by the organization.) Called "The big ******* secret." Which in essence, illuminated that we are a part of Spirit.(Actually, it goes on to make a bolder claim. But depending on religious views here, I won't go so far as to state them outloud.)
As it happens, I accept the entirety of the book's premise.(I accept it, but I struggle with how to use it. I think I'm getting it, I think.)
Accepting this premise led me back to Lucifer, back to Spiritual Satanism. Which is now the essence of my core beliefs. Honestly, it's like a yo-yo between pure light, darkness or a blend of the two.
Light is gentle and sweet, but it lacks the resolve and determination as well as strength of darkness. If we view these two as the same side of the coin, it becomes possible to incorporate both views.
I also had a dream at a very young age of a ram running up to me. I was notoriously bullied for various things, hygiene, etc. All of which forced some kind of metamorphosis over the years as I heavily contemplated suicide.
Even if my lifepath is to incorporate these two views, I feel like one has to win out and right now I'm much more comfortable on the Dark Path, even though I know the consequences for falling will be heavy and huge.
Lindaland
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posted March 13, 2015 06:21 PM
Study it. Clearly there's some sort of insight it can provide you. Thing is about the VX, is that we already know, we're just refusing to go with our gut. Follow it. See where it leads. Plug in others to see if other patterns are made. Especially conjunctions.
posted March 14, 2015 07:39 AM
