posted September 12, 2015 12:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Queen Salome:
That my spiritual and/or genetic origins are not from this world and that I belong somewhere else.

Please unquote me.

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It's really not that unusual, or shocking, is it? My parents' firmly assert that there's alien DNA in our line. I dunno; after spending a decade as a debunker, even I, at the end of the day, couldn't quite explain most things in my family.

I've just learnt to go with it over time. Maybe you should do the same?

posted September 12, 2015 07:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Queen Salome:
I just want to return to my real planet, and be among my brothers and sisters.

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The grass is greener were you water it, we are your brothers and sisters; your soul chose to reincarnate here, its not an accident that you are here.

Its like Randall said you are at the right planet its just that you are probably partially stuck in another dimension and are not fully grounded here on earth. You need to do grounding techniques daily to help your spirit get fully grounded in your body and so you start to love being in your body. Grounding techniques along with some energy therapy like flower essences or other energy healing techniques will help you feel at home here on earth and heal.

This is a beautiful planet filled with so much life and beauty, look around you and go for a gratitude walk, perhaps you need to move closer to nature to be reminded of how freaking amazing this planet is and how much beauty it has.

Once you are more grounded and comfortable then like Auby suggested use dreams/astral travel as a way to visit other dimensions/worlds and channel that part of you that is in sync with the universe and needs to visit other dimensions.

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posted September 12, 2015 09:32 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
The grass is greener were you water it, we are your brothers and sisters; your soul chose to reincarnate here, its not an accident that you are here.

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I couldn't agree with you more. Wise words, H. Wise words.

Yeah. It sounds like the kind of ennui I have after watching Contact, or during particular alignments. One happened with VEGA, and I remember just staring up at the stars, longingly. It was rough.

posted September 12, 2015 11:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
I couldn't agree with you more. Wise words, H. Wise words.

Yeah. It sounds like the kind of ennui I have after watching Contact, or during particular alignments. One happened with VEGA, and I remember just staring up at the stars, longingly. It was rough.

But you've got to accept your own choices and learn how to be earthbound long enough to remember why you came here. Go forwards; not backwards.

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I could see why an extraterristrial would want to reincarnate here on earth it is truly beautiful if you don't know this you haven't explored what is out there even if is just mentally by watching videos. Well you live in CALI so I am sure you have been to Sequoia National Park or visited San Francisco...

The diverse species of animals we have, they are so god damn beautiful, the mountains, the plant life, the forests, trees, oceans...can we say WOW; there is no other planet in our galaxy like it. Not to mention our food, chocolate and good sex..we are not perfect and our world has a lot of problems but it is a planet with crazy amount of resources and is amazing that it exists.

If you don't feel at home here, I understand, is possible many of us have felt that way at some point or another but that is something that can be remedied if you reach out the right resources, access the right healing and open your mind...

But anyways you are here now, make the most of it and focus on what is beautiful about this planet, get out more, socialize and open your eyes. Perhaps reevaluate were you are living right now, maybe its time to move closer to nature or somewhere you feel drawn to...

I wouldn't want to reincarnate in another planet, another DIMENSION YES .

posted September 13, 2015 03:51 PM            

I actually slept last night; I didn't travel. I awoke groggy and unable to open my eyes and 'needing a minute', walking like a zombie towards the coffee maker.

posted September 13, 2015 05:38 PM            

My brother really feels to me and others like he is not fit for this world and he has Sun-Horus-Artemis-Lilith-Juno stellium, perhaps that Sun-Lilith conjunction is why, he is very sweet and approachable but he is in his own world and feels very comfortable with his own company, a loner definitely but if you approach him he is very friendly and will enjoy the social interaction. He has definitely felt the pain of alienation, I suppose that pain starts with his father but has been an ongoing issue throughout his life in all areas of his life. I didn't know he has juno conjunct lilith and since I was a teen I always felt that if he did get married he will end up with a very strong women like my mom but he never got married which is another way that juno conjunct lilith can manifest specially when you add Artemis to the mix. I have always looked at his chart and felt his chart did not really explain who he was at all until I found out about his SUN STELLIUM, Sun-Horus-Artemis-Lilith-Juno, now I feel his chart truly describes his essence; that stellium says it all and describes who he truly is very well specially when you add that his stellium squares his CHIRON, he has a healer vibe.

I personally have BML opposite Venus by 3d and yes I often feel on a social level like I don't fit in and feel like the outsider. I see right through social dynamics (I have saturn in the 11th and pluto rules my 11th and 12th house in addition to BML opposite Venus-Vertex-Valentine) and I do end up alienating myself because I often find these dynamics to be shallow, silly, fake and messed up in one way or another often requiring me as individual to put on a social persona were I hide my real self and thoughts in order to "fit" in and that sacrifice in exchange of that feeling of belongingness is usually not worth it to me. My venus conjuncts mars so I like being social but my BML opposing venus does not want to sacrifice her individuality to fit in socially. Perhaps at some point when saturn passed through that midpoint I found a middle ground between the two and learned to better work with these two energies.

I feel if you have lilith strong in your chart and you are part of a tribe you will feel like you don't belong and sooner than later you will be targeted and become the scapegoat of the tribe. You will then be metaphorically or literally sacrificed/punished. Lilith does not have that need to be emerged in a group at all times and feels comfortable going for a walk by herself and being alone with her thoughts and nature. Don't get me wrong lilith wants to feel like she belongs VERY MUCH, well at least my venus does, and is painful for her not to feel that belongingness but she won't compromise who she is and needs to retain that sense of individuality and separateness. Lilith will feel great pain if she is alienated but she learns to cope with it by enjoying her own company even more and nurturing bonds with other lilith types; she understands the value of quality over quantity. She wants to fit in but wants her space too and freedom of thought and not to change her values/ideas or who she is to fit in.

posted September 13, 2015 05:42 PM            

I'm a SUN conjunct BML myself, with LILITH conjunct my MERC and the Midpoint of MOON/EROS.

posted September 13, 2015 05:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Exactly, H. When we learn to live in the third-dimensional realm, it can actually be pretty exciting.

I actually slept last night; I didn't travel. I awoke groggy and unable to open my eyes and 'needing a minute', walking like a zombie towards the coffee maker.

It was nice. Really, really nice. I haven't slept in a very, very long time. Not that I don't mind travelling! But everyone needs a day or two off from piloting the TARDIS.

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posted September 13, 2015 05:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Aubyanne:
Very good theory, H.

I'm a SUN conjunct BML myself, with LILITH conjunct my MERC and the Midpoint of MOON/EROS.

I'm very much a Lilith type and am always internally debating upon whether or not to 'flee' from society altogether. Something I'd never do, but the feeling is there.

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