posted October 16, 2015 09:47 AM
Anyone is having this right now? I didn't know why I'm feeling so...arrgh. Until I just had an ephiphany. I'ts Chiron.
I turned into hermit mode. No going out with friends. No college. 0
I feel hurt, wronged and p***** off.I would love to hear others experiences, so I can understand this better.
I found this description from astro.com to be pretty accurate:
https://www.astro.com/samples/ja2e.htm
Frustrated goals
Chiron square MC:
You are being challenged to define who you are on the world's stage. Because this is a formative process, you may experience difficulties at work or with those in authority right now. You may feel as though your goals are being blocked or undermined, by others or by unfair circumstances which leave you feeling angry and humiliated. It may sometimes seem that any efforts you make to get others to recognise your need for emotional involvement with your work are doomed to failure. Because of this, you may feel very discontented in your work, or hemmed in by social or financial factors which seem unjust. You may also encounter conflict with an employer, or experience a painful social rejection or snub which leaves you feeling very unsure of your acceptability in the eyes of the world.
Despite their unpleasantness, you could turn such experiences into a constructive process of learning and change, if you are prepared to look hard at your present goals and question how authentically they reflect who you really are. The image you present to others may be designed solely to please, or might, over the years, have gradually become too rigid or false. You may also need to face life's unfairness and inequality in a more tolerant and compassionate spirit. This is not a good time to indulge in a full-scale battle with those in authority, or to make a public statement of your rights in a spirit of anger or rebellion. You may wind up feeling even worse, because your judgement and timing are not likely to be very sound at the moment, and you may be full of an anger whose roots lie not in the present but in the past. It is possible that you may need to examine where old expectations, going back to your childhood, are colouring your present dealings with others, and also the role you have chosen to play in the world. During this time you could let go of unhealthy or unrealistic expectations, your own or those of others, which have made you disloyal to your deeper needs and nature. Before you pick a fight, start a crusade, or walk out of a job in a huff, try to look inward and understand what kind of internal conflict may be reflected in the external circumstances with which you may now be dealing.
Lindaland
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