posted October 12, 2016 05:18 PM
Information on Anteros (1943): http://markandrewholmes.com/anteros.html Last year I did something obnoxious when transit Neptune made a conjunction to my natal Anteros.
I don't want to go into all the details, because I've already been forgiven by the person I hurt. The only problem is I'm still haunted by what I did. It was very out-of-character for me, but I was confused and unable to figure out what to believe so as a result I ended up unable to deal with Neptune's influence in a mature way. I don't know how to forgive myself after what I did. It wasn't typical behavior for me. Neptune just happened to drop by during a vulnerable time in my life and I saw something in someone that wasn't really there. As a result I caused someone horrible emotional pain because of my own insecurities and issues. It was a mess, a mess that may have concluded but that I'm not quite able to explain logically.
Have you ever experienced Neptune touching Anteros? Did you end up confused for reasons you didn't know of at the time? How did you cope with the situation?