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Topic: Berserk jolts of shock and vitriolic energy
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TheWanderer
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posted November 09, 2018 01:26 PM
  
I experience this effect and would like to isolate the cause if its possible. I suppose it might be of reptilian origin as I think it is being dropped off to me psychically via some reptilian neighbors up to some mischief.
I don't discriminate against reptilians I'm just trying to determine the influence. Basically the effect goes like this:Sudden, unexpected, shocking jolt of going from sleep to full waking state
Feeling of intense burning vitriol
Sense of direct stimulation of the adrenal glands
Going from 0-to-100 real quick
A sense of overflowing berserk energy
It kind of transforms your peaceful consciousness into a contaminated rageful mixture Physically the effect seems to involve some poisoning. I find it seeps into the body at night and leaves you feeling bloated, rancid, distended like your insides are filled with a kind of unnatural ash-like goup. It's really a sense of Shock coupled with the sense of being left with some kind of poison. It comes to me in surges at night and seems to be coming from someone else. Any good guesses about what this could be? I suppose it could be Orcus in the 1st house as that can be a sense of poisoning, but this has a much stronger element of "Berserk Energy". Does this sound like it could be a fixed star influence, perhaps from Unukalhai? Its not a super powerful influence just very distressing and invasive.
This looks somewhat like how it feels--going beyond the normal bounds of anger:https://youtu.be/NJwMbbP1MpM
The textures of the snakes in this video remind me of the feeling I am left with in the morning after this influence passes by: https://youtu.be/i7UkKEEGgAQ
Thanks for any input on this nasty evil influence.
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mirage29
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posted November 09, 2018 06:29 PM
What kind of spiritual practice do you have?Sounds like you need to shut down some open-portals. If you know a GOOD metaphysical bodyworker, chakra-healer, or even a nearby available guru or spiritual counselor, go get some advice. Are you doing drugs, that might have opened you up WITHOUT the safety of closure afterwards? Do you have natal Orcus Leo? IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 09, 2018 08:50 PM
Sounds like Kundalini..IP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 09, 2018 09:00 PM
I’m slowly unpacking the Antahkarana. I don’t do drugs other than calling on the Shamballa force. I’ve been having various spiritual experiences for around 7 years and things are becoming more or less stable. I normally contact the local Illuminati and they hook me up with an Eridani hot tub jet to clear away this influence when it builds up. I’m not worried about it because they always clear it away for me. The problem is it always seems to come back as I take it someone is maliciously sending this to me. Again, not a problem because the local members of the Hierarchy can flush it out. I would be interested in learning to handle it on my own so I’d like to know what it is. I don’t have natal Leo Orcus. It just feels like a severely restless, indignant energy. This is like nuclear active Uranium. I appreciate your concern and it is annoying but it’s more of a nuisance than a serious concern. I might be being naive but reflecting on it, it’s been something that’s happened in my life since childhood—this nuisance influence. It’s even a mild effect I might say, not a whole body energetic thing just some influence. Never can be too careful though. I approach it from more of a gentle explorative stance and if I don’t find out what it is that would be alright. It must be an unknown evil star. IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted November 09, 2018 10:36 PM
Those videos and songs you sent were very very good. The nuclear restless.- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antahkarana Anomidarkness had mentioned Kundalini. (That was the first thing I thought of-- which energy can sometimes get away from people. Out of good order. Energy portals getting a flap not working correctly --like regulating drafts in flu (chimney/air-duct vents). I'm somewhat familiar with some of Bailey's ideas. Very lightly. TheWanderer.. Again, I sense some of what you're saying.. Do you think you have tapped something from a previous life right now? Do you write these things down? Draw it? Document/journal it? This might be a phenomenon for your now-period. WHILE you're in this, try to capture things in a tangible way. Are you studying the Antahkarana without a teacher or guru to monitor your growth and process? You've been in it 7 years now. Wow.. I wonder?.. Out in nature, do you have a huge tree or a boulder you could perhaps discharge/exchange these surplus energies with? IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted November 09, 2018 11:06 PM
(music) The Great Invocation (New Troubadors) [1:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHUJQbGA9-c The Great Invocation From the point of Light within the Mind of God
Let light stream forth into the minds of men
Let Light descend on Earth. From the point of Love within the Heart of God
Let love stream forth into the hearts of men.
May Christ return to Earth. From the centre where the Will of God is known
Let purpose guide the little wills of men-
The purpose which the Masters know and serve. From the centre which we call the race of men
Let the Plan of Love and Light work out
And may it seal the door where evil dwells. Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on Earth.  IP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 10, 2018 09:11 AM
I’ve been making an App for iPhone to bring order to the experience. I’ve been working on it for about 2 years and it’s still evolving. I feel like I studied the Antahkarana in some previous possibly Astral lifetime or between this life and the last, it seems to be programmed into me. I find it one of the most powerful ideas that I’ve run into. I have natal NN conj Kaali conj Chiron in the 12th house so I always have problems with people “abusing” my kundalini energy. And yeah I hope the door to evil is sealed in this world.
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anonymidarkness
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posted November 10, 2018 11:03 AM
The jolts have been troubling my ass too, they turn me into a sex magnet but it feels like I'm high up in the sky all the time, anyway Vipassana seems to ground my ass very much, I figure why Buddha and Zen never put too much emphasis on jolts.
Anyway all hail illuminati!!..and that bloody app you are making...best of luck!!  P.S. Say 'NO!' to trols...I mean jolts IP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 10, 2018 11:50 AM
The jolts are no joke!!!  Somehow I am thinking of Cor Serpentis IP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 10, 2018 03:28 PM
I made a post a while back about the App
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/005011.html I didn’t mention the Antahkarana but that’s what I assume the mechanism to actually be. IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 10, 2018 09:17 PM
*googles Antahkarana*....yea Antahkarana it seems like*googles* Cor Serpentis...yea that that IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 10, 2018 09:20 PM
Umm yes I do think Kundalini can be messed around with, ummm I see, thats what the illuminati symbols might do, messing around the energy perhaps,and it's quite easy to stop the Kundalini from flowing in the natural circuit, just watch Porn.IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted November 11, 2018 08:15 AM
Anonymidarkness!   …
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TheWanderer
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posted November 11, 2018 10:03 AM
Fellas, can I have an answer?
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anonymidarkness
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posted November 11, 2018 10:39 PM
You got reptilian neighbours ? Damn thats sexy stuff...ahh I must have read too much of Werewolf threadAnyway it sounds like Kundalini to me...Kundalini feels more like fire to me than an unnatural ash-like goup(can't even imagine how that feels like) Oh yes at first it does feel like your peaceful consciousness has been transformed into a contaminated rageful mixture...like you could command a battalion of thousands with a booming voice coming right from the hara...atleast thats what it felt like to me at first, but slowly the energy has got more calmer in my case, like very placid, or have I gone off-track myself...actually thats what I'm tryna figure out these days...like I did something during meditation and all that energy disappeared from that moment along with the raging fiery commander of the battalion..........poof IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted November 12, 2018 02:13 PM
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anonymidarkness
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posted November 13, 2018 07:32 AM
Funny thing I was mentioning the fire yesterday, it came back, turns out one should not mix up techniques, there is a chance of having one foot stuck in heaven and one in hell. Vipassana and Kundalini, turns out they might not be compatible at all.IP: Logged |
Lalafortunaea
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posted November 23, 2018 12:21 PM
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Sudden, unexpected, shocking jolt of going from sleep to full waking state
Feeling of intense burning vitriol
Sense of direct stimulation of the adrenal glands
Going from 0-to-100 real quick
A sense of overflowing berserk energy
It kind of transforms your peaceful consciousness into a contaminated rageful mixture
Have you ruled out physical causes? Trauma? Emotional issues? Someone I know of experienced this, then learned he had an issue with one of his vertebrae. He was also quite abused when younger. IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 26, 2018 02:36 PM
^ Ohh yaa trauma could be another reason, abuse tends to kill the spine and the belly(can't feel the belly) .IP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 26, 2018 03:43 PM
I guess it’s an etheric implant of some kind. It feels like some tangled rope-like thing coiled around your energetic body which gets coated with the ultra berserk energy from time to time. Associating with reptilians makes it worse and being far away from them seems to make it mostly disappear or go dormant. Best thing would be to see how it enters the energetic body but I’m not there yet. I appreciate everyone’s input, thanks.IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 26, 2018 08:34 PM
Etheric implant huh, how do you detect? I think I brought a female ghost home recently and I wanna be sure whether sge us here or not rofl, hell she could be inside my head and typing atm harr harrIP: Logged |
TheWanderer
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posted November 27, 2018 07:17 PM
Did you ever read about what an etheric implant is? Its like a leech in your emotional body, but etheric means it can be felt almost physically.These reptilians want to leech on you so they send an implant your way and amp up the jolt-energy so your feeding them with your angry thoughts or emotions. IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 27, 2018 10:02 PM
Hmm yaa, never read but I got what you said.So it would feel like a blockage right? The implant Funny thing I have this feeling in my chest these days which did not exist before plus thoughts that never came to me come to me these days, weird ones, super-weird ones and they keep on coming when I face them, usually thoughts have short lives but these ones nah, what a pain IP: Logged |
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