posted June 26, 2019 07:51 PM            

Sounds a bit like some debris coming up from your unconscious, to be processed-- healed.

How much regular astrology do you know?
Look at your 3rd House, Capricorn.
Saturn

You are also having multiple other transits that can be adding to your symptoms.

Be sure to keep your self "interested" in things that are fresh and new to 'you' for a break from things. Also, with tPluto in your 3rd house, take little trips to interesting places that can refresh you, and perhaps you will find some inspiration that you'll be able to use.

tSaturn is new to your H3.. (can feel a bit frustrating)
Be mindful of your thoughts, be aware of your train of thoughts. Practice using positive talk, uplifting affirming mantras to repeat. Talk to your own mind in validating nutritive self-speech.

You're in-orb of your Saturn-Return now.
Might want to research and read up on this transit. Pluto has been on your Saturn 23+ Cap. (stress).

Avoid doing chemical recreative substances. {side-effects to meds might be stronger too-- tNept}

Try to find ways to help funnel your stresses into activities and fascinating 'new' topics, so your body can balance.

If you write, compose music, poetry, art, etc, then the "catharsis" you get from these can help balance you. {If you're really good at those?, you could make side-money from what you produce over these next years?-- if that applies or appeals to you, your talents.}

posted June 27, 2019 09:44 AM            

With Saturn 'new' in that 3rd house, you might be going through some energetic adjusting. You already have natal Saturn 3rd, so in a way you 'already' have a feel for it.

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If you're a student of astrology,
this book is great to have on Hand {pun}.
- http://www.amazon.com/Planets-Transit-Life-Cycles-Living/dp/0924608269

For your 2nd Saturn Return {and other}
- http://www.amazon.com/Astrology-Karma-Transformation-Inner-Dimensions-ebook/dp/B0074UHSHM

Interesting inspirational recent vid on Saturn and Pluto and the eclipses here.. {Elenbaas}
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum13/HTML/000766-5.html

Another take on Kaali's energy here--
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/004817.html
ref used in that post was - http://thecosmicmother.org/home/kali/

Eclipses
- http://www.amazon.com/Predictive-Astrology-Eagle-Bernadette-Brady/dp/1578631122
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The NM NorthNode Solar Cancer Eclipse is concentrated at the end of your 8th House. From Bernadette Brady's materials, p.31-312 Saros Series 3 North.
quote
This is an over-excessive eclipse family.
Its main theme being either news involving young people, or news that transforms a situation.
This information can cause worry, or can cause the person to become obsessive.

"The individual may want to undertake large plans or activities which can be very positive-- as long as the individual doesn't get carried away."
unquote

So.. the NM Eclipse is across from your Uranus at end of 2nd House. "personal resources-- material, mental, spiritual; security. …. Personal property is not just the physical objects around you; it is also the personal resources and talents that you have at your disposal-- self-esteem, value systems, attitude toward security. .. When being emphasized by predictive work, the issues are resources, self-esteem, and security in terms of money, mental attitude, or spiritual support" {Brady, ibid, p.33}

With your Chiron opp Uranus, it's good to have a partner to help you ground your ideas. Be cautious of uncalculated-risks with overspending.
You have a Virgo Moon trine Saturn Cap, which is available to give you more grounded common sense in plans.

With your health, handling stress and being mindful of the foods you eat, might help.

Thing is with Eclipses, that it's usually a MUNDANE kind of event (in the world) that occurs, that could have an impact on our lives.

The July 17 eclipse is more direct to YOU with Saturn 23 Cap H3, and with myself VX-Uranus 24-25 Cancer H8.
Bernadette Brady says this family of eclipses S.S. 3 South is more emotional as Pluto is involved. News-received/short journeys undertaken. Again, all this with a reference to younger people.
Original-chart has Leo 27.10 Sun & Moon w Merc-rx26.58 Leo, SN-Pluto 10 Leo with Jupiter Leo 13. Transformation! ..

Hey Fiona, a lot of that deals with your MC/10th. …

Heck! I hope you get a career offer that requires travel? or, that your Art gets noticed-- maybe a scholarship to fine-arts higher education, right??? *cross-fingers*

GOTTA see the Bright Side, so that 'when' the energy imprints, it has a rudder and Direction?!