posted August 08, 2022 11:32 AM            

I feel very in touch with Lilith, especially lately. I have BML tightly conjunct my MC, Lilith at 0 degrees opposite my moon, Lilith square my ascendant, and more. She is in my ninth house along with my venus and mars which are conjunct one another.

I am curious what you all think would make someone really feel her energy within themselves.

posted August 09, 2022 10:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Yes! I feel mine a lot but I think having it conjunct the moon makes it hidden until people get to know me better.

counting two degrees apart mine is
conjunct moon
conjunct pluto
square MC
square IC

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In your experience, did you get in touch with your Lilith more when you reached adulthood? Or was there a distinct point you can remember when you started to feel attuned to it? I have really started to realize this energy in the past 6 months, and I have begun to see how it has been playing out in my life for a long time. I'm 25 by the way. So I do believe this is a profound energy that can mark a certain shift in consciousness that comes with discovering your true self and not being afraid to radically be yourself despite social pressures and to some degree rejection. I've always gone against the crowd, but not to this degree, and not with this sense of wildness on my side.

posted August 09, 2022 12:47 PM            

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Originally posted by rileycou:

In your experience, did you get in touch with your Lilith more when you reached adulthood? Or was there a distinct point you can remember when you started to feel attuned to it? I have really started to realize this energy in the past 6 months, and I have begun to see how it has been playing out in my life for a long time. I'm 25 by the way. So I do believe this is a profound energy that can mark a certain shift in consciousness that comes with discovering your true self and not being afraid to radically be yourself despite social pressures and to some degree rejection. I've always gone against the crowd, but not to this degree, and not with this sense of wildness on my side.

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hmm well
When I was a kid I loved the Nightmare before Christmas movie. My mom said I was sort of obsessed.
I guess another red flag was when I watched Mickey Mouse Fantasia, I wanted to be one of the naked dancing fire chicks in the Devil scene.

My dad would also let me play fighting video games.

Otherwise once I got a little older but still a kid I started to become more hyper aware of the vicious female nature. And how it's motivated by being jealous, perceived as having something someone doesn't have, asserting dominance/power etc. Not saying I was saint either.

Something awful happened to me when I was 13. It did help me see men in a good light. I did not really deal with it until I was 17.

I had a pretty dark rebellious phase from 17-20.
I stopped praying to God by 17.
By my Saturn return I started dabbling in more witchy practices.

I am 32 now. People close to me know I'm vindictive, petty, bad ass.

posted August 25, 2022 06:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
hmm well
When I was a kid I loved the Nightmare before Christmas movie. My mom said I was sort of obsessed.
I guess another red flag was when I watched Mickey Mouse Fantasia, I wanted to be one of the naked dancing fire chicks in the Devil scene.

My dad would also let me play fighting video games.

Otherwise once I got a little older but still a kid I started to become more hyper aware of the vicious female nature. And how it's motivated by being jealous, perceived as having something someone doesn't have, asserting dominance/power etc. Not saying I was saint either.

Something awful happened to me when I was 13. It did help me see men in a good light. I did not really deal with it until I was 17.

I had a pretty dark rebellious phase from 17-20.
I stopped praying to God by 17.
By my Saturn return I started dabbling in more witchy practices.

I am 32 now. People close to me know I'm vindictive, petty, bad ass.

This part of me is being challenged now as a married woman. When slighted I want revenge, and that's not good in a marriage. Go figure.

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Hahaha, that last part is great. You remind me of my good friend. She's also very intense and can be quite vindictive, but what I love about her most of all is she's up front about what (and who) ****** her off, instead of playing petty behind-the-scenes games. She's an Aries rising, go figure, with a Gemini Mars in the third house that actually pretty tightly trines her Lilith.

I have been really into what Lilith has to teach us lately, especially for those of us who embody the energy pretty heavily. I'm not sure if that's me, but I'm figuring it out as I go along. At the very least I find the energy inspiring, and recently I have been releasing my inner wild child far far more. I'm a Scorpio rising with Pluto in the first, Virgo Sun, Aquarius Moon, Cancer Mars and Venus, so although I can be quite intense and free-spirited normally I'm more inclined to be somewhat reserved. I don't usually "put it all out there" quite so much, and by that I mean just being willful in an upfront, chaotic way. But I'm finding it really healthy for me to not hold back and explore my inner strength and willpower in a more "radical" wild child sense.

posted February 25, 2023 09:13 PM            

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Originally posted by rileycou:
What aspects and placements of Lilith indicate someone who is Lilith dominant? Obviously Lilith in the first house really colors the personality... But what else?

I feel very in touch with Lilith, especially lately. I have BML tightly conjunct my MC, Lilith at 0 degrees opposite my moon, Lilith square my ascendant, and more. She is in my ninth house along with my venus and mars which are conjunct one another.

I am curious what you all think would make someone really feel her energy within themselves.

I am of course speaking of Black Moon Lilith, but insights into the other types of Liliths would be appreciated.

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:wave:

I've got Lilith tightly part of my Sun stellium, prominently on Mercury. I would say the themes of Lilith's stories have been very relevant when looking back on my life. They are harder to always spot in the moment, as Lilith is often just LIVING it. Especially when it's prominent, it can be hard to see outside of it until much later.

As for how it feels ... I would say it's an agonizingly sharp autonomous streak that rears itself up in the face of ANY effort to control who I am as a person. That includes someone expressing disgust or discontent for myself or something I relate to.

I see myself as equal to all beings, just as they are equal to all things. There is no hierarchy in the natural world- not the way human society currently understands it. And anything or anyone that tries to reorient the world to be in such a way creates that reaction in me.

I've seen this reaction in other Lilith dominant people. More often with women/femme presenting folk, as they are typically brought up already forced into the hierarchical society standards.

For reference, I'm talking about h13 Lilith. But I also have 1181 Lilith on my NN, and BML opposite my Mars and conjunct Juno and trine Jupiter.